Slut Confession #163 (Bestiality and Piss)

Master,

i will try and focus on revealing my slut mind to You as i am grateful that You are interested in it. You are the first person who has expressed interest in this inner life, which consumes me but remains completely secret to the rest of the world. sometimes, i am afraid to tell You about the things i fantasize about because i fear that it will make You want to do them to me or give You the impression that i desire acts that i fear.

for example, i became more afraid of You when You said that You would consider
mating me with a dog if the animal was dear to You. i am afraid of such extreme acts even though i fantasize about them regularly. i don't know why, but even though i fantasize about such things, i really do not want to sink to that level. i am afraid of what You would think of me if i make myself out to be more extreme than You.

but i must reveal my slut mind to You in order to be controlled completely, so i will. Master, this is embarrassing and humiliating for me to recount. today, i recalled a story about a prince in some middle eastern land who only used a slavegirl's mouth as his piss toilet. she was always kept near so not to inconvenience him. i imagine the prince as a sultan with a harem of sluts to serve him by fanning him, massaging him and pleasing him with their slut bodies.

and i imagine that he kept one slut solely to tend to him as his urinal. thinking of things like this makes me very horny. prior to being owned by You, i would have merely imagined this fantasy visually, but now i actually delve into the piss slave's mind and think of how she must feel in love with her master's piss and how she must become very horny while waiting to swallow the piss that owns her.

really, it was very hard and humiliating for me to even reveal that sort of fantasy to You. it was already so humiliating to have to sit on a toilet and pee while You watched me. i think it would be mortifying to actually experience that sort of fantasy and yet, i do think of such things because i am given to such a depraved slut mind.

babyslut was absolutely incoherent today. i spoke to her for only a few seconds and she actually neglected to call me. when i called her she said she was in severe pain from a migraine. she could not seem to comprehend what i was telling her and was truly unable to converse. it is quite strange. i do not know what to do about such behavior. i told her to take down her Internet dating profile as i believe i had not been strict enough about this before. i do not know if she understood me.

i have not spoken to skinnyslut yet, but i will as soon as she responds to the last email i sent her. i believe i must tell her to send a pic and i should tell her to eventually prepare for a visit from us. i recall that i also must tell babyslut that she is to transfer to community college here in the fall.

thank You very much for your email. i very much value and need your communication. i guess my law school applications are going alright. the dean seems to remember me and seems to want to write me a full rec letter even though the dean's statement need only be a signed statement that i did not get suspended and such.

i miss You dearly. i still fear the punishment i will incur and i hope that i can trust You 100% with control over any and every aspect of my life.

Master, i pray to your Cock to feel more and more owned by You. i pray to effectively prepare skinnyslut to serve us sexually on a visit. i pray to please You with obedience when You chose to visit me next. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut