Slut Confession #137 (Slut Wife)

Master,

i am angry i was not able to write a confession about my hopes of being owned as your slut wife. i had many things to catch up on at work. i will be honest about how i idealize the prospect of living as your slut wife. i will not write only what i believe You would want to hear if it is not an honest reflection of what i hope for.

Master, i imagine living as your
slut wife would on basic level be similar in most ways to being your live-in pet. i would love to be forced to remain stripped and in stripper heels and a collar if You were pleased with me. when You came home at night, i would love to wait for You as You designate: on my knees, on my hands and knees, bent over furniture etc. i would love to be required to have your favorite drink ready for You and whatever else would make You comfortable. i know i need to learn some more domestic skills to make You happy.

i believe i have not acquired such skills yet because my slut cunt requires that i learn and do things only for my Owner. i would enjoy crawling beside You and presenting You with new porn everyday and then serving You as You wished while You enjoyed. perhaps You would like me to worship your feet, or massage your balls with my tongue, or worship your asshole with my slut tongue. i would love to
suck your Cock for as long as possible. i would enjoy bringing You some ease while You did work at home or relaxed by kneeling at your feet and waiting for orders.

if i were in law school, i would like nothing more than to do homework curled up at your feet while leashed so that You could pull on my collar in order to signal that i would be allowed to serve your Cock.

the following text was part of a 1950's home economics textbook:

1. Have dinner ready: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal — on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him, and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when they come home and the prospects of a good meal are part of the warm welcome needed.
   
2. Prepare yourself: Take 15 minutes to rest so you will be refreshed when he arrives. Touch up your makeup, put a ribbon in your hair and be fresh looking. He has just been with a lot of work-weary people. Be a little gay and a little more interesting. His boring day may need a lift.
   
3. Clear away the clutter: Make one last trip through the main part of the house just before your husband arrives, gathering up school books, toys, paper, etc. Then run a dust cloth over the tables. Your husband will feel he has reached a haven of rest and order, and it will give you a lift, too.
   
4. Prepare the children: Take a few minutes to wash the children's hands and faces if they are small, comb their hair, and if necessary, change their clothes. They are little treasures and he would like to see them playing the part.
   
5. Minimize the noise: At the time of his arrival, eliminate all noise of washer, dryer, dishwasher or vacuum. Try to encourage the children to be quiet. Be happy to see him. Greet him with a warm smile and be glad to see him.
6. Some don'ts: Don't greet him with problems or complaints. Don't complain if he's late for dinner. Count this as minor compared with what he might have gone through that day.
   
7. Make him comfortable: Have him lean back in a comfortable chair or suggest he lie down in the bedroom. Have a cool or warm drink ready for him. Arrange his pillow and offer to take off his shoes. Speak in a low, soft, soothing and pleasant voice. Allow him to relax and unwind.
   
8. Listen to him: You may have a dozen things to tell him, but the moment of his arrival is not the time. Let him talk first.
   
9. Make the evening his: Never complain if he does not take you out to dinner or to other places of entertainment; instead, try to understand his world of strain and pressure, his need to be home and relax.
   
10. The goal: Try to make your home a place of peace and order where your husband can relax.
    

most people like to look at this list and disparage it, but ever since i first saw it as a teenager, i always aspired to be a wife just like that. if these things would please You then i would be happy. i especially love the part when they advise wives to remove their husbands shoes and let them recline in relaxation. it makes my cunt wet although i do not think the text is supposed to have that effect.

i remember You once spoke of your friend's pretty blond pet wife. i sometimes think of that idea. i would love to be a pet wife. if You would like, i would sleep in a pet bed or a cage, but i do above all like sleeping against your chest and close to You in your bed. your bed feels so opulent and regal to me. it is a throne of sorts where i would love to be allowed to serve You.

i know You might enjoy sharing my fuckholes and that You deserve additional sluts to serve your Cock. i do not seek to be shared certainly, but if it really makes me happy to show my fuckholes to others and let them fuck me for your entertainment, simply to teach me that You own my fuckholes and that i have no place in discriminating who can and cannot fuck me, then i would serve You in this way, i think.

whore layla spoke of how she was a slut nanny (which is what i think japanese slut's profession was). i do not believe i would like a live-in slut nanny. it is erotic of course, but i would like to sacrifice such things for the sake of children. i would not want them to be messed up essentially by being exposed to too much sexuality too early. even if i have no qualms with such things, society would not allow it and children need to learn to function well in society. i am far less hesitant about You using other sluts (whether i am present or not) than i am of me serving other men as i feel that You should have such things to be happy. but anyways, i assume You would not have me have your children any time soon even if You wanted me to be their mother.

i always liked the concept of marriage because of its historical purpose as basically giving the husband legal ownership of his wife. in history class when i learned that a wife in traditional china would go to her husband's house and live as a servant for the family, it inspired many fantasies for my wet cunt. i also like to read the bible, which You probably regard as "ridiculous," but i regard as veritably pornographic. i like how all women are owned sexual property who can be raped, sold and forced into marriage while they are always expected to be retiring, submissive and obedient. i recall that when i asked if You thought all girls were obedient, You said they should be. historically, through marriage, they had to be. the husband was the lord and Master and the wife's main purpose was to serve him.

i found this table of do's and don'ts from a 1950s book about marriage. i became very horny when i read "do: revere your husband and his right to rule you and your children, don't: stand in the way of his decisions or his law."

i love the idea that this advise was posited in seriousness and without any reference to the idea of masochism and deviant submission. submitting is erotic, but submitting as a wife is the ultimate submission because that has been expected to be submission out of true god given purpose, not submission out of some kink. i only believe in your Cock as god, but i would love to be officially owned, know that i am officially owned and able to express to the world that i am officially owned. i would only be able to say 'i am his wife," but the world would have to subconsciously understand that it means that i am an owned slut whose purpose is to serve Master.

anyways, in practice i would do chores for You, serve You as your fucktoy at your will, keep You company if You wanted it. and in spirit i would be bindingly owned, body and soul. marriage is hot.

today, i fucked my cunt today for a little while just now. i watched anime porn about a young girl being fucked hard in every hole by her stepfather. i tried to fuck my cunt at work, at my desk. while people can see what is on my computer screen, they can't really see what happens under my desk. so, i tried to rub my cunt for a few minutes while thinking of living as your slut wife. i know this is not something that is likely to occur and i know i am not worthy of such a life right now, but it still motivates me. i hope my confession of my vision as your slut wife pleased You, Master.

i admit that when i fuck my cunt, i seem to frequently turn to thoughts of how You force me to tongue your asshole, perhaps because You are the only partner i have ever been with who would allow me to do such a thing. i think in addition to being extremely degrading, it is my way of fucking myself to an experience unique to us. of course, there are many many experiences between us that belong only to You. i sometimes fuck my cunt and end up thinking about the way You whipped me with a hanger while forcing your Cock down my throat. i really enjoyed serving You while being disciplined. it made me feel absolutely submissive. i feel safe and purposeful when i suck your Cock and i feel the weight of the ownership your Cock has over me when You showed me that i must focus completely on pleasing your Cock even when You enforce
pain on me.

thank You for your call in the morning. it is the best possible way to wake up. You have said You are not certain about what You will do with me. i am not sure even what the options You are considering are. the phrase not sure implies that there are multiple possibilities to consider. i only see the possibility of obeying You and focusing on pleasing your Cock.

Master, i pray that i get a 170. i pray that You decided to do something with me that will lead to me being allowed to serve You more. i pray to become abetter slut Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut