Slut Confession #150 (Myslutself)

Master,

thank You for responding to me today. i did feel quite grateful as i worked on my personal statement. i would not have the motivation to complete this without the strict rule of your Cock. Master, being owned by You has been so positive for me that i can no longer stand to cause You the ill feelings that i do.

i know i must not disobey You because i do not want You to have to feel that You cannot show me tenderness. i feel that You miss it and that my need for strict rule is draining for You even if it is your nature. i want to be a good pet so that You don't have to feel this way anymore. and i myself do not have an infinite capacity for being denied of affection. i am so thankful that You are willing to be strict with me because i need it in order to achieve my full potential even though You no longer enjoy the state of our relationship. i am lucky to belong to such a thoughtful and responsible Owner.

today, i went through my pictures from my old computer and found some i wanted to share with You. i also found some old pictures of myslutself, which i do not know if You ever saw.

thank You for allowing me to fuck my cunt and for requiring me to divulge all the nasty slut thoughts that i have while cunt fucking myself. i thought about finding a pet and making her a domesticated cumslut animal.

i certainly liked this profile by a french slut:

very submissive natural born asian slavegirl. i seek a strong Dom-Domme or couple who likes to insult, deny, humiliate me without limits. to train me harshly as a total slave, sex-whore, pain slut, toilet slave, animal slave...i want to relocate but only for real full time Master(s) to life a 24/7/365 position as an insulted slave and object, with no right, no vanilla life. to be never more a human person. thanks for reading my profile.

but she lives in france. i think many girls are extraordinarily depraved there.

Master, i think i was a good pet today because i felt so grateful for your Cock. i am so afraid that i am on the verge of losing You and it does make me so worried. i want to show You that i understand how much i need You now and that i am intent on improving. i have to believe that You will show me some tenderness and attention if i complete my goals and continue to do so properly. i need to believe this to function. i hate being denied. every second without your Cock is punishment for me.

Master, i want to ask You- do You think i have a real hope of becoming the good obedient pet You want? i now want nothing more than to show You that i am capable of realizing your vision.

i pray to your Cock to seduce the slut i spoke to today. i pray to regain your belief that i can be a good fuckpet for You. i pray to accomplish my goals. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut