Slut Confession #279 (No Life Beyond Cock)

Master,

thank You so much for training missyslut to write letters to me every night. this was exceptionally kind of You. thank You so much for making me feel so included in the process of training missyslut. i really have no sense if i am ever jealous of any other slut You ever choose to use because i can see that your intention is not to ignore me.

other people may think this statement is an exaggeration but i am really the luckiest slut in the world. for all the massive errors in judgment i have made in my life, i have somehow been blessed with the position of belonging to your Cock as your preferred slave. i know there have been so many others who pine to be owned by You or someone like You (and there is no one else like You).

Master, i hope to do well in training missyslut. she is so promising and that is exactly what You deserve in an owned fuckpet. Sir, i do wonder how often You own sluts that seek to be completely and purely owned by your Cock. i think sluts like us are much more common than wonderful Owners like You. we are so lucky.

kittyslut,

Master has told me that i must love you unconditionally. i already do!!

i told Master today that i despair of ever serving him as well as you do. reading your description of how you serve him and his Cock with your mouth fuckhole not only left me dripping wet, but also hoping that you will somehow be able to teach me to be as obedient in mind and spirit, as well as with my body, as you are. i know that it will take a lot of patience from Master, and from you, to train me to be a proper submissive, but i so look forward to the day when i can serve Master with you in any and all ways that will please his Cock.

i cannot wait to meet you and continue learning from you. i'm also very excited to start experimenting in ways to please Master with you through the use of play, performances, and toys.

i hope that you have a wonderful night. i will write you again tomorrow, when i have a little more time and privacy!!!

missyslut

Master, i know it may not seem so but i really do spend about 100% of my time in service to your Cock. i woke up today and fucked my cunt, dripping with thoughts of missyslut. i almost came hard but i still could not as i did not have direct permission from You. i then emailed some bitch boys and sluts and went to the gym to work on my slut body. at work, i thought of your Cock continuously. i absolutely cannot wait to train missyslut into the most ideal fucktoy for You.

after work i worked out again and then quickly met a young bitch boy in the pharmacy and had him purchase my toiletries. i spent a total of about ten minutes with him and sent him on his way after i was done in the store. i then came home and emailed bitches and sluts. Master, i wish i could prove it to You but i have no life outside of your Cock. i do not want one either. all i want is that this life which revolves around your Cock be much more effective at pleasing You and accomplishing goals.

i pray to your Cock to succeed at training missyslut to serve your Cock well with her mouth fuckhole and anal fuckhole. i give thanks to your Cock for allowing me to punish missyslut. i pray to be able to serve You soon even though i absolutely do not deserve it. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #278 (An Anal Educator)

Master,

thank You so much for everything today. thank You so much for reassuring me far more than i deserve. i am so happy to belong to someone with such restraint and patience. today, i was chatting with webcam whore, and she described how she could not find a dominant partner that cared for her. i felt sad for her. i know how lucky i am not only because i belong to someone as naturally dominant as You but also because i belong to someone so sensible and responsible.

i will behave like a very sweet sister sub to missyslut until You require me to whip her so that she understands that her place is well below me. Master, i must also thank You so much for training missyslut to love me unconditionally. i was so happy when You referred to me as Your kittyslut. i love being a possession that is dear to You. there is nothing better in the world for me.

Master, i know that since my anal fuckhole is not as pleasing as You deserve, missyslut's anal fuckhole must be completely perfect for your Cock. Sir, i once read of how the man who invented the computer chess program that could beat human chess masters could not actually play chess himself. i was told that he barely had an understanding of the game, but was able to make the best program by looking at the flaws of earlier programs. perhaps i will be like this programmer and i will be able to mold missyslut into the perfect anal fucktoy even though i myself lack this capacity.

kittyslut,

i am so glad that Master brought us together as sister-subs. it amazes me how you are able to put words to the feelings that i have about Master's Cock, and how lucky i will feel to receive the gift of Master's Cock and Cum.

i would love it if you would please send me some specific tips as to how you serve Master with your mouth. i cannot wait until we are able to suck his balls and his Cock at the same time, and i can hardly sit still when i think of us with the double-ended dildo!

i have not had the pleasure of servings Master's asshole with my tongue, but i can only imagine how wonderful it must feel for Him to allow you to do that. you must be a wonderfully proper submissive.

i hope you have a lovely night,

missyslut

Sir, i will first observe how missyslut reacts to your Cock. perhaps she will take it obediently like a natural born slut and You will have her without my training. You might order her to present herself in whatever slut position was most interesting to You.

while she kept her slut legs spread and asshole exposed fully for your use, i would suck your Cock well until it was well lubricated. i would also spit into her asshole and rub my tongue deep inside to lubricate the hole for your use. perhaps she will be able to take a hard anal fucking with that kind of preparation and if so, i admit that she is a better slut than i can ever be.

but if she does not yet know how to show that level of gratitude for your Cock in her anal fuckhole, then i will begin to train her. i would fist put lube on a plug and slowly insert it. i would require to remain stuffed for long periods so that she became accustomed to her anal fuckhole being streached. i would also have missyslut expose herself in slut position #1 and slut position #2 while i stuffed her with a strap on cock of an appropriate size.

i would enter her slowly at first to train her but remind her that she must learn to accept Cock at whatever rate You choose to grant it. i would train her to accept Cock thrust into her anal fuckhole by thrusting into her in different ways. i would pull the strap on cock completely outside and then stuff it back inside. i would also pummel it into her asshole very hard so that she would know what to expect when You fucked her.

Master, i would not be as kind to her as You are to me because it is of the utmost importance to me that her anal fuckhole is well trained for your pleasure. if she squirms or screams as i do, i will gag her and hold her down and make sure that she properly learns to serve your Cock with her anal fuckhole.

i will brutally abuse her anal fuckhole with my dildo and strap on cock until she is broken and rammed into complete submission for your Cock. and since missyslut is a true depraved slut, she will feel very grateful for my training as soon as she feels your Cock thrust deep inside her asshole. she will know that i am a very nurturing sister slut when she feels your Cock shoot Divine Cum into her asshole because she will once again be brought to her only purpose.

Master, i pray to your Cock for You to enjoy missyslut's anal fuckhole. i pray that i never express cattiness again unless You require it. i pray that You will be so pleased with both of us together. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #277 (Kitty Being Catty)

Master,

i am more and more excited about training missyslut to serve your Cock. i am so excited about teaching her to eat my wet cunt for your entertainment too. she does seem like a very good fuckpet from what i have seen of her. i hope that she is very obedient with her anal fuckole when instructed to display herself in slut position #2.

i hope You enjoy reading the messages missyslut and i send to each other. these messages make my cunt extremely wet. it is fortunate that missyslut communicates well through writing because now our messages have become a way of pleasing You that we do together.

kittyslut,

i will be the first to admit that i had no idea what a wet little cum slut i am until i met Master. i've searched and searched for a Cock that could make me cum, and now i know that i couldn't find one because i didn't have a wonderful Master to fuck my cunt properly. Now that i do have one, i can't get enough. i think about it all day long, i dream about it at night, and i spend most of every day wondering if anyone else can tell that i've soaked through my panties because i'm thinking of ways i can please Master with my fuckholes. Master has been kind enough to allow me to masturbate once daily, but it only serves to make me even more horny!

i am so glad that you brought up the lack of other sluts like us. i have to admit that i have worried a little about the fact that i am chomping at the bit to be able to be Master's fucktoy. i just don't think that i have ever met anyone else who truly loves to be used in any and every way for Master's pleasure. Now that i know that there is at least one more slut out there like me, i feel much better! i heard a great word used this weekend, and, even though i think it means something else, i love using it to describe myself: fucktart! i just fell in love with it when i heard it. What do you think?

tonight, i read the erotic story you wrote, and feel that i am utterly enchanted by you at this point! i love to read, especially erotic stories, and am a grammarian at heart. it does this little slut good to read a very well written story that does not have the distraction of poor grammar and syntax; often, wonderful stories lose their ability to pull me completely in, due to the fact that they are poorly punctuated. yours, however, allowed me to step right into the story. Thank you for allowing me to read and enjoy this story.

kittyslut, i think that you are exactly right when you suggest that we first please Master with our fuckholes, lick him clean, and then entertain him by putting on a show for him. i, too, am inexperienced with putting on a show, but love the thought of Master directing us while we play with one another for his pleasure. The thought of having his Cock again and again is incentive enough for me to do my very best to put on a stellar performance so that his Cock will get hard again.

Oh, now that i'm thinking about that, i will have to go use up my one masturbation limit. i know that the thought of it makes you want to go fuck yourself as well, so happy cumming!!!

Always,

missyslut

Master, i would be so embarrassed if You told her about the blog because she would see how i am such an inadequate slut in so many ways. i have yet to complete a very simple and important goal for You and i cannot satisfy You properly with my anal fuckhole.

Sir, i started this confession hours ago and i could not seem to find what i should write You. i think it is because there is a truth that i do not want to tell You even though i must. i do cry very often after seeing the emails missyslut sends to You. i feel guilty that i should react so ungratefully to something that brings You happiness but i must admit that she seems like a much better slut than i am. she may not be as fully owned as i am now but she seems to be starting off at a more advanced level than i did. i would hardly be surprised if she could complete these tasks that i have done poorly better than i can.

You once said that if You had to seek a slut yourself, You would prefer the one who was more obedient. of course i fear that i lack the capacity to be this more obedient slut. i know You have said that if i apply myself properly then i could achieve the goals You set for me. i can see that the goal of finding a slut to jerk your cum onto my face should be a fairly simple one and indeed, it would seem that if i applied myself, i could achieve this. yet, i have not been able to. i try new tactics to acquire them but none have been very successful so far. but i will not give up on trying to improve even though it looks almost hopeless.

i did call the sluts i met last night but i only was sent to their voicemails.

today, i read this news article and was sent into a depraved frenzy of fantasies. in an ideal world, i would keep a lucky slut locked in a cellar where she knew only to serve You.

Master, i pray to your Cock for You to be as satisfied as possible. i pray to your Cock to please You better. i pray that You will always love me. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #276 (Fetish Party Recruiting)

Master,

today, i went to the fetish party and ended up being escorted by an entirely new bitch boy. both my idiot lawyers were exceptionally disobedient and proved that they are unfit for service, so i called a grad student that once drove me home from a movie night party and he was available to take me to the party.

he did not have anything to wear when he came to pick me up, so i dressed in him in my skirt and bra for the party. once he was there, i put him in a wig and collar and from that point he behaved as an acceptable bitch boy. i tried to play with many sluts at the party:

1. ddd cup slut was there and i enjoyed her tits. she says that she will make her fuckholes available after her finals are over two weeks from now.
2. i also obtained contact information for a slut which wrestles with the domme that throws the parties
3. i met a beautiful slut that i will refer to as twin slut. this beautiful slut also has the same hair and skin color as well as body type as whore layla. perhaps this name causes sluts to become extremely depraved fuckholes.
4. i briefly met the slutwife You fucked many years ago and i think she looked a bit like betty paige. her husband promises that she would love to lick my cunt. if You would care to attend the next party, this slut will serve both of us as is her nature.
5. there was also an attractive blonde megaslut wife. she was an extreme slut that fucked several men at the party. i have her phone number and told her husband that i want to borrow her. her husband is vanilla but very attractive. he is probably around forty years old and looks a bit like a sleazy porn star. his extreme slut wife said she was interested in playing with me and i will call her tomorrow to hopefully convince her to serve your Cock.
6. i also obtained contact information for a slut who prefers women but might play with men too. she serves the dominant russian woman that i am fond of.

Master, i think You would enjoy some parts of these kinds of parties as some of the sluts are quite willing to serve Cock. i do hope that we can go to some party together somewhere. i hope that other sluts will serve your Cock there and i hope that You will expose me as the true cum slut i am for many onlookers. i wish to show everyone how much i truly love your Cock. i only have experienced parties and meeting others because of You. i am so thankful that You have required me to pursue the extent of my depraved nature in this way. i have such a wonderful time, and it is a reminder of how wonderful things follow when i obey your Cock.

tomorrow, i will call all the sluts and i will also take more steps to acquiring an apartment. i know i must be much better at accomplishing my goals now that You own an additional slut who loves your Cock. i wish only to be your owned property forever, Your owned slut wife and Your primary slut if possible.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be kept. i pray to your Cock to stop being incompetent. i pray to your Cock to become the most obedient fuckpet. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #275 (Introducing Missyslut)

Master,

thank You so much for introducing me to my new sister slut, missyslut (search). i am very much looking forward to playing with her and looking forward to train her well for your Cock. i am still very sad that You had to go out and find a slut for yourself instead of being able to relax while i brought such a slut to You. she does seem like she has much potential as i can see she already craves submitting to your Cock so much.

i am so happy that she is about as petite as i am as You deserve attractive and fit fuckpets. i was also very happy to see that she successfully completed the assignment by downloading good porn. when i see how easy it is for You to find additional sluts that will serve your Cock with dedication, i am reminded of how grateful i should be for the amount of patience and tolerance You have shown for me. it is truly difficult to comprehend what drives your acceptance of what little i can give You. i hope that i can find a slut to train tomorrow. i say this every day and every day i fail.

kittyslut,

i too am very excited that Master has decided to bring us together. i have been working hard to learn how to be a proper submissive and look forward to learning from you.

i have had limited experience with other women, but find that the thought of both of us enjoying one other to please Master is very exciting.

i love the assignments that Master has given me so far. As sister subs, maybe he'll give us assignments that we can work on together! How much fun!!!

can't wait to meet you. have a wonderful weekend!

missyslut

i do not want to admit that i wish to be lazy for your Cock. i do not seek a Master who is less strict or requires less. i know that i must not cease my efforts in finding a slut for You as this is my oldest goal and the most important one. i know that this one goal is everything that stands between me and belonging to your Cock intimately forever, which is my ultimate goal and source of all happiness.

i wonder if You know that if You ever take your Cock away from me, it will be like sticking a knife into my slut body. i never want to think about having to miss You. i am so extremely thankful that You have taught missyslut that her place is below me in the pecking order. i am so flattered that You have done this and hope that i can earn my place as her superior.

i am making progress in finding an apartment and i think i will have one that i can move into soon. i will be so happy to have a place to train bitch boys. i will also feel more comfortable about inviting sluts over to play and hopefully i will be able to host You and a slut. this is what i hope for but i know that i am not always good at achieving what i set out to do.

i hope You enjoy missy slut thoroughly and i hope she is willing to do the most depraved things for your Cock with me. my cunt becomes so wet when i send messages to her through You. i love belonging to your Cock with this other slut and i want to discuss how best to please You. emailing missy slut through You actually makes my cunt more wet than emailing You. perhaps because it is a new experience for me or perhaps because i know that she feels the same way about your Cock that i do. i hope You enjoy reading discussions between us about how we both want to please You completely.

Master, i pray to please You well with missy slut. i pray to find a slut for You. i pray that missyslut does not replace me. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #274 (My Grape-Sized Clit)

Master,

thank You for teaching me that my father knows of my true slut nature and understands that i am driven by my enormous clitoris. today while shaving my cunt bare for You as i do everyday, i examined my clit. i used to be afraid of my own clit because it was so big. i had nightmares that it turned into a jabba the hut and smothered me.

although You described my enormous clit as grape-sized, i believe it is actually larger. i stretched my clit and cunt lips out and was amazed by how much flesh is packed in there. it was frightening. i felt like i was tugging my intestines out or something- there is just so much meat packed into the area.

(picture is not my actual clit -- mine is much bigger.)

Master, i try not to think about how my father must have felt when he saw me grow up into such an extreme depraved slut. perhaps he wanted to fuck me and became cranky because there are laws against a father raping the slut he is supposed to raise for other men's cocks.

i hope so much that i somehow find some slut at this party. it is doubtful since i have thus far been so delinquent in acquiring sluts. i wonder if i am so exceptionally incapable at finding sluts because i am so used to seeking men, which come to me without any effort at all. today, the new bitch boy i met briefly during an interview deeply regretted not bringing tribute up front.

it definitely kills me to think that another slut could replace me but i know that i must always strive to do what is most pleasurable for your Cock. i also feel that this is the punishment that i must endure because i have been so inadequate in presenting sluts to You. i hate to know that i am so bad at something so important to You.

i wish i could speak to your former japanese slut if only to learn how she managed to train sluts so well. when i remember that even she could find You many sluts, i see why You quite rightly deem me unfit for even punishment. i would be very lucky to receive blows from Your belt right now.

Master, i pray to your Cock to improve as an owned slut cunt. i pray to find a slut before You find one for me. i pray that i can please You well with another slut. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #273 (Disobedient Porno Sluts)

Master,

today, i noticed that while some porno sluts are very obedient and dedicated to cock, others are poorly trained. even though they whore themselves from thousands of men to watch and even though they display themselves fully to everyone, they still do not behave courteously to cocks. one slut i watched in a piss drinking video repeated behaved ungratefully to the piss.

she refused to present her whore face to the piss properly and spit the piss out when it landed in her mouth at first. the pornographer was getting angry and told her to present her cunt to be pissed on and then pissed onto her ass crack. i was very disgusted by her behavior and knew that i would be a much more graceful piss receptacle that that whore.

of course, i am fortunate enough to only be allowed to serve your Cock as a toilet and to only be allowed to drink piss from a true Owner. still, i kept envisioning myself in the porn clips and kept seeing how i would be a more grateful and filthier whore than the professionals.

even though those sluts often engage in hardcore porn, they do not know how to speak and behave when being degraded by cocks. i thought about how if i were to present myself to pornographers, how they would be extremely impressed and very surprised by my skills as a filthy cum slut or piss whore. i would be able to make the audience forget that i had any other dimension other than serving as a fuckwhore. i would be able to do this because of your training which i am so thankful for.

in one of the porn movies, a whore is asked about her boyfriend and she says that she has one and that she does not even try to let him fuck her ass properly. if i were asked about my 'boyfriend' as a porn whore, i would spread my slut legs fully and push my cunt out so that it was fully on display and so that i would be reminded about how much i needed to reveal my true slut nature. i would admit that i whored myself because i was in love with a man's Cock.

i would describe how i would act as a cum receptacle to earn money and how i would stuff the bills in my cunt and crawl to my Master where i would present tribute and beg to be filled up with his Cock which i loved so much. the whores in porn do not seem to be self aware enough to articulate this level of love for Cock. sometimes when i see whores in extreme hardcore porn behaving in inadequate ways, i really do feel that i am the most depraved cum slut in the world, which is certainly what your Cock deserves. of course, when i see whores that are more skilled than me with their anal fuckholes, i become crestfallen.

overall, i think that it must be difficult for You to view me as anything besides a collection of fuckholes whose purpose is to serve. it is true that this is all i am and all i seek to be, but there are environmental obligations i have such as a day job, family and other friends. i am so thankful that You take the time to maintain ownership over all these aspects of my life because it shows that You understand the full extent of my nature as your personal cum receptacle.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a good whore for You. i pray to earn the privilege of bearing your children. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #272 (Thoughtful Porn Audit)

Master,

today, i made sure to invest myself in downloading porn videos for your Cock because i have been so negligent in providing this entertainment lately. i downloaded one amateur porn of an owned slut (seriously owned as i am) serving her Master's dog. at the end, he told her to get underneath the dog and serve his cock with her mouth fuckhole and she scrambled to obey.

Master, i get so jealous that there are so many more obedient sluts i see out there. another slut sucked her Master's cock well and then was very obedient and thankful as he fucked her ass for a very long time in many positions. she even made sure that her tits were absolutely enormous so that she would look like a pure slut for cock.

she rubbed her huge tits around her master's cock and sucked the head and it made my cunt extremely wet although i was jealous of her capacity to please.

then, i downloaded porn about a slut in some third world country being beaten, raped and used as a toilet by other sluts. clearly, these were all paid whores but the star slut was a pretty good actress. even though she obviously loved being tortured and forced to eat other slut's assholes, she pretended very well that it was not making her cunt wet. at the end of the porn, one of the sluts pissed in her mouth while other demanded that she keep her mouth open. my cunt became extremely wet when i saw this. then a slut shit in the raped slut's mouth and that was mostly gross to watch.

it just gets very messy and revolting even though i can't even smell it. it's not to say that i would not do this if it pleased You though. it seems that most people regard scat as the fundamental hard limit. i guess i don't really care although i can't exactly see how it is erotic considering how it must smell. i suppose vomit eating isn't some kind of hard limit for me either although i don't imagine that these things would have any appeal to You.

i think those activities are probably for people who can't think of more sophisticated and psychological ways of dominating someone. You own me because of the majesty of your Cock and the pure force of your natural personality. my submission to You is not because of an act that either of us put on and does not depend on artificially engaging in extreme activities so we get some kind of a high. sometimes when i am unable to think of ways of controlling bitch boys, i just beat them. it is an effective but cheap way of making someone feel submissive. i am so thankful that You never engage in such lazy behavior. You are better than this which is why i am so lucky to be owned by You.

Master, i am again highly embarrassed to reveal the extent of my extreme depravity to You. Sir, i sometimes fear that i will seem so depraved that i am revolting and that You will think that i am crazy or too broken to be interesting to You. Master, i did imagine a slut, but she was not me. at least i do not think she was me. perhaps i am not ready to accept that i could possibly be the creature i concoct in my extremely filthy imagination. but the imagined slut was married to a Master who decided that every year on christmas morning (and only then) he would shit into her mouth and it would be her special christmas present. he would make her be an extremely good girl (rather than a naughty girl) in order to earn this gift. she also has to tell him how she has been waiting for her special present throughout the year and how it is the best present a slut like her can yearn for.

Master, i would like to say that this is just an imagined slut and nothing to do with me, but i admit that in my imagination, the scene took place in your bathroom although the husband was not You and the slutwife was not me. i don't seem to be able to move this fantasy to any other location. i am not sure what this means. i have not had a fantasy about this in my adult life and i still think that i would find this revolting and non erotic. perhaps my slut mind is more advanced in its depravity than my slut body.

Master, i pray to your Cock to please You. i pray that You take me to the party this weekend. i pray to impress You enough to be owned forever. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #271 (Fear of a Black Planet)

Master,

i should tell You about an experience i had which frightened me yesterday. when i am very scared, i think i do not tell You my feelings. i tend to hide them as is my habit. but i must reveal all things to You, so i will. yesterday, while i was walking, some fellow (black neighborhood hoodlum) waved at me across the street.

i saw him out of the corner of my eye but i did not engage and kept walking. a few hours later, i was doing my laundry in the laundromat down my street. the place i do laundry locks the doors at 10pm and i was still drying my clothes inside at that point. when another lady who was there left, the same black guy came into the laundromat which is several blocks from where he waved at me before. i was the only person inside and i became quite scared when he spoke to me and told me that he had not come for laundry but to get to know me.

he claimed that i had once spoken to him before and that he thought i was single because i am always walking around alone. i am not sure if i have spoken to him. i get hit on a number of times each day and it is possible that i may have given him some brief response but i don't remember. this fellow was fairly insistent on talking to me and was unhappy when i told him i had a boyfriend because he said he wanted to be my boyfriend. i was very scared because the doors were locked so no one could come inside the laundromat, even if i screamed. even though i often tell You that i should be raped when my cunt is wet and i am walking home, i am not at all aroused when i am actually scared. i do not think about how i am a true slut. i just become upset.

there often are men that watch me. i remember years ago, there was a nigerian fellow who would hit on me from time to time. he one day asked me why i did not walk passed where he usually saw me and i lied and said i was out of town. he said that it was a lie because his friend saw me several miles from where he usually saw me. in essence, he and his friends watched me and notified each other where i was. i want to be supervised and owned by your Cock at all times but i do not enjoy when others watch me. even though the fellow that bothered me yesterday was technically young and rather good looking, his attention had only a negative effect on me. he was rather clingy and did not take to my extremely standoffish behavior to him or my direct admission that he made me very uncomfortable. he did eventually leave and i took my laundry home.

i guess it means that i want only to dread the wrath of You, my Master and that the fear that makes my cunt wet for You is something i can only feel for You. i want my fear to exist for a reason and the reason it exists is only to please You because pleasing You is my purpose.

when You forbid me from serving the silly master of ddd cup slut today, i became extremely wet. i am so thankful that You are interested in me enough to bar me from serving anyone else or fucking anyone else. i love to be kept chaste for your Cock. i never let myself cum although i admit that this does not require effort on my part. ever since your Cock showed me that my purpose to be a fuckhole slave for You, i have been unable to enjoy my own fingers very much. my fingers do not own me as your Cock does and i need to feel owned to cum hard now.

Sir, i met a potential bitch boy today, and i think he will be a good pet. i continued writing my story in a very expensive restaurant and ordered several items throughout the day. i then invited this bitch boy for his interview and of course, he paid my tab. he begged me to dominate him in the hotel across the street but i will make him wait and pine for me until next week.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be effective at my current goals. i pray to find a slut at the upcoming party for You. i pray to show your Cock true love with my fuckholes. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #270 (Training Bitch Boys)

Master,

today, i began trying to become a more organized slut for You. i know that You have said the time for patience is over. i must become extremely diligent and effective right now. i printed out the form for a tax extension, and i hope that this will mean that i can receive a refund at some point at least, even if not for this period. i now wonder why i would have failed to send the forms. i do not wish for these types of acts of disorganization to happen anymore. i wish to be an effective slut in all capacities for You.

i thought about everything i should be very thankful for. i am so thankful that You have shown me the goal of saving for an investment account. i am so thankful that You are in town because even if i am not good enough to earn your Cock this week, i am very comforted by the fact that your Cock is more near to me.

tomorrow, i have an interview with a potential bitch boy. i am learning more about how to become more effective at training them. i am very cruel and i will have them strip and beg for spankings on their knees. i think it is wise for me to manipulate them at their weakest point and i think they should be very grateful that i can be such a cruel and manipulative slut mistress.

Master, i am looking forward to bringing You something nice. i wish to facilitate your relaxation like your former slut did. i wish to send You a car and bring You to a place where You can enjoy other facets of my devotion to You as your slut.

Master, i must again admit that You are one of the most dominant people i know and You are so dominant that i sometimes find it difficult to relate to You. i wonder if You have ever felt that You have owned a slut as deeply and completely as You own me. i wonder if You feel that You want to train me to further and further levels of depravity as a sign of your ownership.

i am still nervous about the next 95 days but i know i should at least be very thankful that i have at least this much time to belong to your Cock. You are so wonderful for me and i am so thankful that You seek a slut who will obey your every will in every decision You make. there is no realm that i will not follow your orders. i hate that my intense desire to obey You completely is always masked by my failure to find You another slut.

Master, i pray to your Cock to make You happy. i pray to your Cock to be owned forever. i pray to your Cock never to try your patience so much again. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #269 (Fetish Party)

Master,

i have just arrived home passed 5am. i attended a party at a fetish club in hope of meeting sluts. i do not believe i met any although i spoke to the photographer who did the slut attire shoot, and he gave me some images. there was an attractive stripper desperate for attention at the club. she was an extreme slut and would often push her cunt into men's faces while she bent away from her stripper pole. the photographer said he was friends with her would like to "shoot" me with her. i am probably not interested in such work but perhaps she is a potential slut. she calls herself a high class latex model but she is obviously a true slut and a total whore.

i went to bitch boy's ("rebecca") house in the evening, and we got dressed. i dressed him in a plaid skirt and a school girl blouse and a leather hood with a collar. i wore a corset and skirt that various bitch boys purchased for me.

we went to the club, and i mainly danced. rebecca is a terrible dancer. i had her hold my drinks and massage my feet when i was tired. i saw a dominant slut at the party and she wishes to spend time with me on tuesday.

Master, it is so unfortunate that submissive sluts are too inert to do anything. dominant sluts are necessary for things to actually get done. if it would please You, i would submit to this slut to entertain You. i am unable to dominate her as she has more of a presence than i do. but she is the only woman i have ever been attracted to as a submissive.

after the club event, i went to an after party where i did not meet sluts although throngs of bitch boys tried to bother me. at the club, whenever i had rebecca kneel down to massage my feet, bitches would beg to massage my free foot. i waved them away though. i am tired of bitch boys. the world contains 1,000 times as many bitch boys as sluts.

i punished rebecca severely and made her stand in a corner for not paying adequate attention to me. she was very thankful. thank You for training me to keep bitches. it is necessary practice for keeping sluts.

Master, i feel absolutely guilty about the fact that i am constantly out and enjoying bitches and sluts and public fetishes while i never bring these fruits to You. it would be one thing if i had nothing but it seems that i actually do acquire some experiences which i manage not to lay at your feet.

Sir, i realize that i must be organized and regimented in my service to You. i will spend at least 15 minutes a day downloading porn. i will spend at least an hour a day looking for sluts and at least half an hour making progress in having bitch boys support me. i must not only spend every possible minute of the day dedicated to your service. i must be organized so that my time, time that You own, is worthwhile.

Master, i pray to your Cock to please You. i pray to your Cock to become effective. i pray to your Cock to earn my place as your slutwife. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #268 (The Slutwife Author)

Master,

i am very nervous about the next ninety-seven days. i understand that this period will be the most important of my slut life as it will provide You with what You need to make the decision about my slutwife status. the time for patience is over.

i need to live as Your slutwife. even though i try to reveal my depraved cum slut nature to You in all respects and even tough i am hardly a tacit slut, i do not think i have the vocabulary to express how much i have yearned to become Your slutwife through every day of my life. even before i encountered your Cock in person, i spent every waking minute of my days pining for your Cock and pining for your ownership. if You will not own me as your pet this way, it will be so odd for me. i will feel empty and as though the major point of my life has been yanked from my life.

i know i must achieve goals. i try in my small ways and i hope for a major success. You have said that trying does not matter and that only results do. this reminds me that i must be very effective in my efforts to recruit sluts and bitch boys to pay tribute to me to present to your Cock. to do small things that i can, i have purchased a small bottle of lube and some condoms to keep in my purse so that my fuckholes will always be completely available to You. of course, these are only small courtesies that i should have presented to your Cock many months ago.

i regret that my potential sister slut ended up being ungrateful to your Cock. it saddens me that sluts indulge in so much disobedience just to entice You to waste Your effort disciplining them. i know that corporal punishment is something You wish for me to avoid, so i do. i know that i am often compelled to beg for beatings because i cannot think of any other way to atone for my inadvertent inadequacy but Sir, i swear i am never willfully disobedient. i always wish i knew how to become more obedient to your Cock.

Master, i have been happy lately overall because You were so kind to take the time visit my ill grandmother and family. my mother was extremely happy about the flowers You brought for grandmother. it was the act of presenting them that has made her a devoted fan for You.

but two things do make me sad lately:

1. the first is that You seemed so doubtful about allowing me to serve You for the rest of my life as Your owned slutwife. Your reaction to me has made me understand myself from a more mature perspective.

   
   

   Sir, i was only 23 when i first met You, and barely 24 when i fully submitted myself to Your rule. i now understand the importance of concepts i never gave much thought to such as paying my taxes properly, saving for the future and developing a career path which provides gainful employment. before i had not seen the need for these things. honestly, before You, the only need i could see was finding a Cock to own me. i did not consciously understand it although i constantly yearned for it. i could not see anything beyond your Cock.

   but now that i am owned by your Cock, i know that there is so much that You deserve and that i should bring to You. i should be financially solvent for You because if i am not, that is burdensome for You and You would not be able to enjoy my company if i commanded so little social respect. i should be successful and good at something for the same reason.

   i thought of You today at work because my boss was impressed by me as he often is. the other co-workers have come to understand my capacity as well and today the co-worker who is a literature phd came to me to seek advice on what to write for an assignment. he said that i would better understand the needs of the assignment, and it was true. i now do almost none of the administrative and housekeeping tasks i was once assigned to do because i have exhibited talents for writing and management. however, i do not yet know how to transfer whatever skills i seem to have to the private sector. i am not sure that i can function successfully in an environment with sluts in supervisory positions as female bosses have a universal hatred of me. i am also not sure if i can function anywhere besides a lunatic fringe organization filled with absent-minded geniuses.

   
   

2. the second thing that made me sad is that You said that You did not think i had the drive to become a writer. Sir, i hope this is not true. i am sad that i am not making progress in this desire of mine. i am thankful for all the structure You impose on my life but it was once true that i only thought i could afford either law school applications or a novel writing class and i chose the endeavor You decided on.
   

   
   

   of course, my natural inclination to write stories still exists but i feel guilty now to indulge in such tasks. writing is time-consuming and doing this would infringe on the time i have to search for sluts, bitch boys, an apartment of my own, parties where You can expose me and ways to further reveal my slutwhore mind to You.

   
   

   this weekend, i will write a short story. i wish to prove that i do have the drive to become a writer. i have at least enough drive to risk what matters most to me, your Cock, in order to invest time into this goal which mattered to me before your Cock owned me. if i am really worthy of serving your Cock as an owned slut wife, i will be able to succeed at both my previous goals and the goals You have now set for me.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be owned as your slut wife. i pray to your Cock to live the rest of my days as your slut wife. i pray to your Cock for your Cock's love. i pray that You feel how much i love your Cock. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #267 (Kindness Through Cum)

Master,

as much as i live to serve your Cock and earn your Cock inside my fuckholes, i live to feel your Divine Cum inside or on any part of my cum slut body. the ultimate reward for me in life is to be allowed to serve your Cock with my fuckholes until You dump all of your Cum on or inside me.

sometimes, You are kind enough to allow me to serve your Cock even though i have not been obedient enough to deserve your Cum and i thank You for your charity. but i know that You are especially pleased with my service to your Cock when You allow me to taste or feel your Cum.

Master, i love your Cum in all respects. i love the taste so much that i can't help but open my mouth very wide and let my tongue loll out as i salivate in anticipation. i must look like a truly depraved bitch slut when i display my mouth fuckhole this way. Sir, i become ravenous when You shoot Cum anywhere within sight. i try to catch streaks of Cum midair with my open mouth fuckhole and tongue.

the last time, You used my face as a rag for your Cum in my bedroom, i became so desperate for your Cum that i greedily licked it off the chair and tried to suck every drop out of the carpet. i hope i looked very depraved and slave-like as i sucked Cum out of the carpet under your balls and asshole. i felt so sheltered and happy in that state. i should be especially grateful for the times that You shoot all your Cum into one of my fuckholes.

Sir, i will be the most fortunate when i am worthy enough to be filled with your Cum anywhere. i would love to drip with your Cum from my cunt fuckhole. it is truly a tragedy that i have not yet made my cunt fuckhole available to your Cum. i love being able to serve with my anal fuckhole because You tend to shoot your Cum deep inside my fuckhole so that i must drip with your Cum. there is nothing higher for me to aspire to than the feel of your Cum being shot directly into a fuckhole. it is only then that i understand what real happiness is.

Master, i love the taste of your Cum so much. nothing is more nourishing than your Cum. some substances can provide vitamins or calories. your Cum does this but more importantly, your Cum is the source of my mental sustenance. your Cum owns me and provides an ultimate goal for me to focus my life around. i do revolve around earning your Cum. it is the sign that your Cock is pleased and i know that my only purpose here is to serve your Cock.

i love the feel and texture of your Cum as well, Sir. i am so thankful that You often allow me to spend my day covered with your dry Cum as i love to know that i exist within the physical evidence of your Ownership of my life. i also love to earn as much of your Cum as possible because i admit that i am very greedy for your Cum. i know You saw this when You last allowed me to taste drops of your Cum after You came.

Master, i am also so excited when i earn drops of your pre-Cum. any sign of pleasure from your Cock is Divine Grace for me, Sir. i wonder how i look to You when my slut body is covered with your Divine Cum. i become so wet after You blow Cum on me because You are generally silent, pensive. i do not know what You think but You seem so majestic, like a structure too great to move or show attention to any lower creature.

i hope i look completely depraved and Owned when i am covered in your Cum. Master, i hope that i never make the decision to be covered in anyone else's Cum. i wish for your Cum to be the last that owns me.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be kept as your Cum-slave. i pray to earn as much Cum as possible from your Cock. i pray that You thoroughly enjoy the intense love i feel for your Cum. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #266 (Anal Self Help)

Master,

i was so happy today all day because i was so recently allowed to serve your Cock with my mouth fuckhole. Yet, i grow increasingly angry with myself and disappointed when i recall how disobedient i was with my anal fuckhole. Sir, i wish nothing more than to be the sum of my fuckholes, so if i am lacking a trainable fuckhole then i am a paltry sum for You and You deserve much better.

i know that the only way of redeeming myself to your Cock is to accomplish my goals. Sir, thank You so much for allowing me additional goals for this gives me the opportunity to prove myself to You as a truly obedient, depraved and grateful slut. i also know that You make presentations in your life about important matters. Sir, i wish to make a show and tell presentation of my cum slut body and behavior for You. i wish i could have made such presentations as a child and i thank You for being my audience in this endeavor.

today, i felt so guilty about not serving your Cock properly with my anal fuckhole, and i resolved to try and practice training my asshole so it will be better prepared for your Cock. Master, i recalled that at the gym i sometimes take weeks to be able to succeed at a pilates move or lift a certain amount of weights. sometimes, i have to try many things to get into the right mind set when i work out in order to endure pain and exhaustion. i thought that perhaps i became a confused slut when receiving your Cock in my asshole. perhaps i did not know if i should concentrate most on obedience, gratitude or my extreme depravity. i thought that through practice, i could gain the mental discipline needed to serve with this terribly disobedient fuckhole.

i lubed my asshole and first twirled my fingers in it to stretch it. i then tried to stuff my big pink dildo into my asshole but i was cowardly and could not take it. so, i grabbed the nearest phallic object which happened to be a yellow marker:

i shoved it into my asshole even though the edge felt like it tore the skin and was able to fill my asshole with the yellow marker. when i pulled the marker out, i saw that i was bleeding. You can see some hints of blood:

i was very thankful to know that i endured such deserved pain in your honor. i must become used to the pain of being brutally fucked in my asshole.

Sir, i then tried to stuff the big pink dildo inside my ass:

at first, i only got the head in before recoiling from pain like a slut without dedication. then, i told myself that i needed to try as hard as possible to deserve your Cock, and i did not give up on training my asshole further.

i lied down on the bed and stuffed the strap on cock as far as i could. but i knew that this would not be adequate as You enjoy fucking my ass from whichever angle pleased You. Sir, i kept the cock in my ass and practiced being anally stuffed while on all fours:

i took dozens of pictures of myself behaving like a depraved anal slut in honor of your Cock. i wanted to keep the pink dildo inside of me so that i would be more fully trained:

Sir, i still need improvement because i must be able to take the cock completely on the first try from any position, and i should be able to take it completely.

i will practice until my anal fuckhole is fit to serve You.

Master, i pray to your Cock to show that i am obedient at all times. i pray for my anal fuckhole to please You as it should. i pray to become nothing but the sum of my fuckholes at all times for You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #265 (Familial Investigation)

Master,

thank You so much for meeting my family to investigate much more about my depraved slut nature. thank You for explaining that my depraved slut nature comes from my father. Sir, i suppose it is obvious but it's so creepy so i had avoided admitting to this. so far, he has said he likes You but i only spoke to him for ten seconds or so. my mother and grandmother have not said anything yet. i hope they are fond of You too because You are in a sense a part of the family due to your total ownership of me.

Sir, i am extremely angry and embarrassed with myself over my problems today.

1. it is true that i did not file my taxes although i completed the forms.
   
   
2. the other problem which distresses me just as much is that i was such a poorly behaved slut in my room for You. Master, this is the result of several problems and fears which i am not properly dealing with because i have withheld them from You.
   
   
   1. Sir, i would have been able to service your Cock properly with my cunt fuckhole if i had been on an effective birth control. i am avoiding this because i am afraid of bleeding and weight gain, both of which would displease You.
      
      
   2. i was also such an extremely ungrateful and cowardly fucktoy when You graced my anal fuckhole with your Cock. i do not know how i could have been so cowardly as to refuse your Cock on account of a pain which i knew would not even damage me. i am shocked by my lack of discipline and i know that You deserve so much better as You have trained me to be much more devoted with my fuckholes than what i currently am.

i say that i am the most depraved cum slut in the world, and i want to mean it but i know that this kind of behavior makes it look like i am lying to your Cock. i truly am depraved all the time.

today, in the airport bookstore i saw a book called something like "letters to a princess from your king" and i opened the book to find that the book meant for god to be the king of every woman. my cunt became extremely wet when i read this title because i knew that your Cock is my god.

i was happy that on some level, there are sluts that understand that there should be love letters between a slut and god. i pity them because no one has trained them to understand that their true god is your Cock. i want to also be the most obedient and most thankful slut in the world but for this i know that i must actually accomplish my goals.

today, i once again contacted webcam whore and she says that she has broken off her relationship with her silly master and that she is single. she claims that she has no interest in entering another such relationship but this is stupid. she is a whore who has now returned to earning an income as a whore and very soon i am sure she will realize that she cannot deny her cum whore nature. i must work on acquiring her for your Cock as this is the meaning of obedience. and i know i must be the most grateful slut in the world. Master, as i am depraved all the time, i am also grateful all the time to be owned by your Cock. of course, i know that i show my gratitude rather poorly.

Master, i was so jealous to hear of Your former slut who served You properly with her anal fuckhole and came hard to show proper respect to your Cock. i am jealous that she kept such devotion to your Cock that she kept a picture of your divine Cock next to her bed until her boyfriend of three years tore the picture up. she was even loyal to your Cock enough to then request another picture.

perhaps if i could serve You so well, You would allow me to keep a picture of your Cock next to my bed. i would pray to it and kiss the head every night before falling asleep.

Sir, thank You so much for your kindness today. i was so close to being lucky enough to serve You as your cum receptacle without You watching porn today but i ruined it with disobedient behavior. thank You for allowing me to taste so much of your cum after You came the the porn video of the slut properly worshiping cock with her anal fuckhole. i wish more than anything that i can be as good as that slut. You were so kind to allow me to serve your Cock with my mouth fuckhole before holding me down and forcing me to spread my legs and stick my fuckholes out to receive multiple whippings with your belt.

Sir, i do love being disciplined with your leather belt. it is so authentic as a belt is an instrument You naturally keep with You to hold your pants up, especially Your nice pants. thus it is a symbol of natural authority and the very concept of 'who wears the pants.' i love your leather belt and i crave its attention. thank You so much for telling me that i am a juicy slut. Master i want to be a very enticing slut for You.

Master, i pray to your Cock for forgiveness. i pray to your Cock to learn to serve You more diligently, more obediently and more responsibly. i pray to your Cock to be so depraved that You never doubt that i am the most depraved cum slut in the world. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #264 (Five Year Plan)

Master,

i am excited about the prospect of introducing You to the people responsible for my formative experiences. i am happy that this will give You further insight into my personality and slut nature. this in turn would allow You to manipulate me further as your owned pet. i am so excited to be close to your Cock even though i know there will be no time for me to serve You.

i enjoyed the pics of sluts with enormous tits. i enjoy sluts who are so devoted to presenting themselves as fuck objects that they inflate their tits to the point where they look like comic book characters. they are showing the world that they are only objects to be filled with cock and enjoyed and that all parts of their bodies are oriented to this task. i hold great admiration for such sluts and hope that i can equal their dedication to Cock in my own way.

Sir, i will take this time to express some serious sentiments to You. my father says that i should do three things for him. i should pursue a job i enjoy during the day, write a book at night and marry someone who will take care of me. generally i look back at my life and think i should listen to my father more often although his advice about relationships leaves much to be desired.

Master, i have been thinking about my life, and i am confused i suppose. it is hard for me to plan properly for an uncertain future. these are my thoughts independent of what You decide for me and regardless of what i say or think, i wish to obey your will. ideally, i would like to be a creative person. i would like to write novels, short stories and songs if i can invest myself in developing my musical skills.

but if this does not work out and i cannot make something out of such a career, i would settle for law. i think i would enjoy parts of law school and endure the parts i did not like with passing grades. if i go to law school this year or soon after, i would like to pay my loans off quickly and then work part time so that i had spare time to write. but i admit that if i died in five years, i would regret ever having gone as it is not an accomplishment i really value or want.

Sir, for me the drawback of going to law school later is that it will be difficult or impossible to do with small children and i do hope to start having children around five years from now (although if You decided that i should try to have Yours tomorrow, i would). the drawback of going now is that i don't really have my heart in it and perhaps it would take valuable time and energy that i could be spending on what i really wish to do. also, i know i can become some kind of a lawyer but i do not know if i can be a successful writer/creative type. i hope i can. i do want to try.

i am thankful to belong to You because i know that You are concerned with important parts of my life such as this career decision, which is your decision. and i am grateful to belong to someone so capable.

Master, i praise your Cock with gratitude for owning me. i pray to your Cock to complete my goals. i pray to become the most obedient slut. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training