thank You for requiring me to enjoy the party tonight. it was interesting and i took my roommate. i am glad i did not take ron as he would not have enjoyed it. but if You wish for me to spend time with him, i can at some other point this week. it is interesting that You encourage me to spend time with him because You know that he is kind and affectionate to me.
my entire motivation for serving You comes from liking You as a person and the times You give me your attention. when You ignore me or withdraw yourself due to displeasure, i become a little demoralized. i try not to think about how You do not put the collar on me anymore and how You do not take me to your house because You deem me undeserving of these things. knowing this really hurts me. i know the solution to this is to accomplish my goals.
i will work harder and be more effective at finding You additional sluts. i don't just say that. i want to because You have spent so much meaningful time with me lately and it makes me want to give You more. it makes me want to push myself to actually achieve results. i do wish to know what the next goals You have in mind for me are. i am excited to find out.
Master, i fucked my cunt today while thinking of serving You with my fuckhole mouth as You read through porn magazines. i enjoy knowing that You are serviced through multiple senses. i am so thankful You allowed me to serve You in the morning for so long. i love to suck Your Cock and i am thankful that You told me to admit that i love being owned by Your Cock while i served it with my mouth fuckhole.
i will write more about the erotic aspects of my slut mind as slut thoughts come to me. today, i thought about many emotional and psychological aspects of my service to You and i felt i needed to reveal this side of my slut mind before delving into my pornographic fantasies.
Master, i pray to your Cock to have not angered You with this confession. i pray to your Cock to learn to feel only gratitude. i pray to your Cock for affection. Amen.
thank You,
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