Slut Confession #162 (Training Two Sluts)

Master,

i miss You quite a bit. i love your Cock and cannot wait to serve You again.

today, skinnyslut emailed me and says she will be back home soon and requested orders about when to be available or when she could call me.

separately, babyslut was in an uncharacteristically good mood today. it was the first sign i noticed of her being bipolar. she was more confident and described herself in radically different terms than what she usually does.

today, she was listening to music and kept her tv on mute while speaking to me and claimed that she could easily multi-task. i pointed out that this diverged completely from what she said yesterday and she backtracked and said that she could only multi task between certain tasks. she also admitted that she is deliberately solitary and avoids invitations by peers (she always has said this). but today she said that she constantly is asked out. in this sense, she implied that she understands that she is perceived as rather good looking. she says that i speak to her as a psychologist does, but i do not believe she grasps the extent to which i analyze her.

she also seemed to flake out on her pledge to the goal of becoming my live-in pet by late july. today, she admitted to being worried about what to do this summer. babyslut said she wanted to transfer to a no-name community college in the northwest. i reminded her that i told her i would be the person to go to and she immediately claimed that she sought to belong to me fully, but i was frustrated by her lack of total devotion. i suppose it is only reasonable as we have only speaking for a week or so regularly. it is as though the depressive side of her seeks purely to be owned, while her inflated side seeks independence. i am not sure what to do about this.

i told her to complete her slut confession this weekend and she says she will. i will be displeased if she does not and will have to think of some punishment i can implement over a distance. i believe she will not disappoint me though.

Master, i ordered a present for You many days ago, but fedex appears to be exceptionally slow over the holidays. i am sad it is not here. i also received an email to apply to a university in the midwest with a waived application fee. that made me happy because it is ranked well by usnews and if they are soliciting my application for no reason, then i guess i am a good applicant. i also opened some old letters of recommendation i just found and realized that i did not ask for a recommendation from the teacher who wrote most highly of me.

i would still like to take the LSAT again because i am embarrassed about telling my friends about my score. but i also do not want to have to pay to take it and order more practice tests. honestly, i would like to get back to my own creative projects as soon as possible, if You would allow it.

Master, i pray to your Cock to learn to Domme strictly, which is a bit hard for me. i pray to earn your tenderness because i do not want You to feel pent up or lonely. i pray to become the best slut for You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut