Sunday, December 23, 2007

Slut Confession #156 (LSAT Failure)

Master,

i don't really have much time on this computer. i will try and get my laptop to properly connect to wireless tomorrow.

there are many reasons why i have been extremely disobedient as of late. i think that i know that i done something so extremely wrong that there is little i can do to redeem myself and that i am such extremely deep trouble that further disobedience can cause only small increments of anger.

my LSAT score was several points lower than a 170. it was a 164 and i am ashamed of it. i am reassured by other applicants that this score is fine for some colleges, but i am still very worried about what You will think and do about this.

i know that i will be lucky if i am punished. i am quite fearful of the consequences as You said that You did not want to imagine a universe where i did not score a 170. i missed 1 on logic games, 2 on reading comprehension, 3 on one logical reasoning and then 9 on another logical reasoning, which is the most questions i have ever missed in any single section. i just got very nervous on that section. i feel that my poor performance was not the result of lack of preparation, but from nerves on that section.

i failed You. i hope You punish me and do not determine that your goals are simply too hard for me and that it means that You must release me completely. i will take the test again in february and hope to do better. i am almost as afraid of telling my father my score as i am of telling You. i want to lie to him about what it is. he will be so disgusted.

babyslut called me today at ten on the dot, but i have not yet spoken to her. i will call her back and speak further today.

i pray to your Cock to be owned despite failing at my major goals this year. i pray that You are not so disappointed that your christmas is ruined. i pray that You will continue to train me. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

1 comment:

  1. i don't know how you will receive this and don't post if it's not positive, and i'm not your Master but a 166 is good.

    i was very happy to get my 162 after studying for 4 short months. A lot of schools, if you have work experience, big top references, good academic backround & writing skills put weight on those instead of scores.

    The mean is 148-152. Most people get that. We both did better than the average.

    Congratulations!!
    (i think and i know... i took it in September...)

    Merry xmas-
    toy

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