Slut Confession #144 (Nasty Porn)

Master,

i missed your Cock as always. i hope You are not too bored or too busy on your trip. today, i frequently reminisced about the last morning You allowed me to suck your Cock for some time. today at the gym i had to lay on my belly and lift my torso up and down and i became very wet because i was entirely reliving being forced to lie on my belly while bobbing up and down and sucking your Cock.

i fucked my cunt just now while thinking about your last visit and also some nasty porn. i sometimes feel guilty for liking such extreme porn. i watch it and my cunt gets wet, and i crave being treated like the degraded sluts (but i can only conceive of being degraded by You). strangely, since i am not unaware of what it means to be degraded sexually and brutally reduced to a set of fuckholes, i feel concern for the sluts i watch. i wonder if they have been abused as children or if they are being raped on screen. i enjoy thinking of this while simultaneously approaching an orgasm. i wonder if any of the men who enjoy such porn harbor such concerns. i doubt it. i doubt they have any such sensitivity.

i am trying to get the internet sluts i have been communicating with to commit to a time to meet. strangely, i have taken more than six months to develop any real interest in this task, but now that i have it, i am entirely impatient with even a day that potential sluts spend idly and out of my service. the site allows me to see when my messages are read and i can see that the messages i sent this evening have not yet been read. i hope they respond tomorrow morning. both sluts i am emailing are attractive if they are real.

i must accomplish at least this goal because i really fear i missed a 170, indeed because i was disobedient and i did not concentrate as well as i could have. i must accomplish at least one of the two goals so that You do not desist training me. i want only to be owned by your Cock.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a good fuckpet. i pray to be allowed to suck your Cock again. i pray to be someone who can never be considered a weak Domme. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut