Slut Confession #152 (Live-in 24/7 Slaves)

Master,

i have been wanting to express thoughts to You all day about my search for a slut. skinnyslut sent me several chat invites today. i have not voice verified with her, so i do not know if she is female although our IM exchanges seemed sincere. her profile left me longing because she ideally seeks married couples. i told her in my response that I wished i were married. she seemed very interested in me. of course, many many people seem very interested in me and then do not develop into anything more. it is frustrating but i have at least one date in january with a bisexual woman who is very excited to meet me. there are more than ten days left in this month and i hope to set up more dates that work out into sluts for us.

Master, unless there are many many fake women emailing me, it seems that many sluts absolutely crave being owned by a Dom/Domme couple. but they are obsessed with being live-in, 24/7 slaves. i can relate somewhat as i also am obsessed with the idea of living with You as i want to experience your control as much as possible. all of the sluts who want a Dom/Domme couple follow similar patterns from what i can tell:

1. they have an extreme need for control and attention
   
2. they want to be the only slave owned by a couple
   
3. they are very jealous of other sluts
   
4. they tend to be the younger than most sluts
   

skinnyslut wrote me a nice message about her past as a slut for others. still, when i tried to call her, i received her voice message, which was an automated response. i hope she is not pretending with me.

Master, what will You do if i find a slut like whore layla that wishes to serve a Dom/Domme couple as a live in? this is what whore layla wanted as well. they will need me to live with You in order to want to submit. i am a lonely worthless slut without You. i am in total denial of my state of limbo. no matter what companionship a sub would offer me, i am driven only by my obsession with pleasing You continuously so i can become your live in pet and owned slut wife.

but as depraved as my slut nature is, i am somehow also compelled by a desire for slut propriety. i now realize that a pet of my own would be perfect. i would love to take a pet to bdsm parties and display her, share her, punish her in public. i would want her to be my slave that i train and i would want her to mean almost nothing to You, so that You could be cruel to her without limiting yourself.

i know i frustrate You and i could be wrong, but i feel that You do not wish to be as cruel to me as You can be because despite everything, You are fond of me. i really can't bare to lose You. i can't even bare not living with You. i want to serve your Cock every day. i want to get fucked every day in the morning and in the evening.

i pray to your Cock to acquire a good submissive slut (like jesus gets tired of prayers for sinners, You must be tired of this one). i pray to get out of limbo and back into total and complete ownership. i pray to find ten sluts for You and one long term pet for myself. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut