Master,i know that giving up means that i may be banished and not be allowed to come back, but i need some time to reconsidering what i am signed up for. this may be difficult to understand, but i am enjoy our arrangement much more than i had expected.
kittyslut
i fell asleep on the couch before i could write my slut confession. may i have extra punishment if that would please You? i know You must be disappointed with my failure to follow instructions, but it was an accident. dumb sluts sometimes cannot follow simple instructions.
anyways, yesterday i was still thinking about our night together and Your voice when You gave me commands. my cunt gets very wet when i think of the word "cumslut" and i hope You use it often to refer to me. of course, i fucked my cunt many times yesterday and even whispered Your words to myself in order to remind me of how it felt to be fucked as Your slave slut. i know i have been very bad recently, but i still hope to earn the name You have chosen for me.
i did return an email to a black potential sub i had been exchanging emails with a little while before i met You. she says she is 5’2” and 130 lbs, but i have not yet seen a picture of her.
thank You,
kittyslut
i was such a bad slave-slut that i could not follow Your simple instructions and i know i require punishment and training. it is strange to be turned on by myself, but i have such fond memories. i look forward to being broken in to Your liking as my greatest pleasure comes from serving You as best i can.
i will try and seek out a slave to train as my sub, so You can have the pleasure of watching me eat her cunt.
Master, i did fuck my own cunt with my fingers many times today and i have been unusually horny all day. i thank You for giving me many pleasant thoughts to make me fuck myself repeatedly.
thank You,
kittyslut
today, my slut confession will be difficult to write because i have not been allowed to masturbate and i know that i will not be able to relieve myself no matter how horny i become while writing this. i am wondering about what kind of punishments You like to give. there could be orgasm denials, pain or humiliation and that scares me even though it makes me excited.
i hope You like the erotic images that i am embedding. they aren’t of anything related to bondage, but if You wish for bondage photos, i can arrange that. a photographer helped me make these nude portraits of me.
Master, have You ever given a girl a golden shower? i have never received one, but the idea really turns me on. i would have to know You well and be very comfortable with You for that though. have You ever punished a misbehaving girl with a riding crop? that scares me quite a bit. i wish i could masturbate now, but i know that would displease You and that i already have earned punishment for doing sloppy work before. the idea of having my tits punished both scares me and turns me on. my nipples are very sensitive to pain, but if You wish to hurt my nipples for Your pleasure then i will know i must bear it.
i did not read any erotic literature today and i did not look at porn either as i was afraid to become horny since when i do i cant help but touch my cunt and nipples. for me, orgasm denial when i am aroused becomes quite painful in my breasts for a few seconds so i try to avoid it. i hope to be a very good girl for You tomorrow so i can earn back my masturbation privileges and be able to masturbate throughout the day again.
i became aroused when i went to the lingerie store today and saw so many things that i thought could be enjoyable. i did see a garter belt made of candy, but i remembered that You do not like to combine food and sex, so i did not choose it. the store had a wide assortment of whips and latex masks and toys that i could not even identify. still, i did not buy the garter belt there.
then, i went to the store next to it, which sells some costuming for strippers and bought the garter belt there. in that store i also became distracted with images of stripper shoes and corsets and wished i could do lap dances and strip teases for You while wearing the 5 inch platform heels the store was selling to make girls look like extreme sluts. they also sold inappropriately short schoolgirl skirts and i began to imagine myself walking around with a miniature schoolgirl skirt, stockings and high heels and a collar. everyone would know that i was Your slut if i wore such a thing.
i am free all of friday and i will await Your call. i do understand that i am not allowed to masturbate from the time You have told me. it will be very difficult for me, but i will try and be a good pet. i think i can do it.
thank You Master,
kittyslut
i haven’t played with my toys in a few years. i did once have a purple vibrator, which i called purple, but since i have been rubbing my horny pussy for so many years, i had become used to doing it with no formal toys.
when i wish to put something inside my pussy so i can come hard all over it, i just choose whatever small cylindrical object is nearby. often times that is a mascara tube, or lip gloss, but i have resorted to my curling iron and whatever vegetables i have in my fridge. i did once have handcuffs as well, but i don’t know where they are now.
Master, i think the sybian would be my dream toy. i would like to be forced to give you a show and ride the dildo up and down as though in a rodeo. i would love the added stress of nipple clamps or a spanking as well if you wished to bestow them on me.
i think a remote controlled vibrator could also be fun. i would enjoy it if you held the remote and could automatically control my pussy no matter where i was in the room. i think i might have trouble concentrating on tasks you gave me while the vibrator was on because i get extremely horny very quickly, but i would try and do a good job and be a good obedient girl for you. still, it is quite possible that my cunt could not behave and that i would only be able to stand in place and writhe due to sexual stimulation.
then, i know i would earn punishment and require even more training. but i understand that true sluts like me require
continuous discipline and oftentimes i might even make my cunt dripping. i have a very hard time controlling my cunt and my body in the presence of a man who knows how much of a slut i am and treats me as such.
i certainly would enjoy experiencing any toys that you might have. i think perhaps for me to be a good fucktoy for you, it could be helpful for me to have to play with toys myself.
well, thank you Master for allowing me this nightly exercise as it is a very good way for me to know what to masturbate my pussy over as i fall asleep.
goodnight Master,
kittyslut
today, i began the day masturbating about all sorts of ideas. i remember thinking of You and Your leather paddle as one of the first thoughts of the day. i also fantasized about a being attached to a spreader bar and having my hands bound behind me. i often think about having my hands bound behind me and get aroused.
i became very wet when You called and definitely enjoyed getting on my knees as You instructed. i would certainly love to get on my knees for You in real life. i liked how You called me a good girl. oh, now again i am masturbating. i also really enjoyed the mental image of You slapping Your cock against my face. i would like to lick Your balls and would probably like to give You a rim job (i’ve never given one).
i usually like to deep throat a hard Cock in my slut mouth as well. i would be especially grateful if You allowed me to touch my wet pussy while You put Your dick inside my wanting mouth. You may have noticed that i have a nearly insatiable desire to masturbate when in the presence of anything that arouses me. when i am horny it is very difficult for me not to touch myself, so You may need to punish me a bit as first if You wish to remind me that i am not allowed to masturbate my horny pussy without Your permission.
i might beg You and beg You for permission though and would wish to cum very quickly if You put Your own fingers inside of me. i admit that i would love for You to force me to expose myself to You in all sorts of degrading positions. perhaps You would tell me to spread my legs wide and bend over with my wrists to the floor so You could inspect my gaping and wet pussy and asshole and cause me great humiliation and embarrassment while doing so. perhaps You would tell me to lie down and bring my knees besides my shoulders. such a pose would be especially degrading with a butt plug inside. it would be so easy for You to flick my clit or slap my cunt from that view. maybe that is painful as i never have had my wet cunt slapped, but i have wished for such treatment for a long time now.
also, i would love to be fucked while wearing a collar. i’d love to be reminded that i was wearing the collar as You tugged on it and fucked me. and i would be turned on every time i could call You Master as You fucked me hard. i would eagerly accept all sorts of toys You might wish to use on me such as nipple clamps or butt plugs or ring gags. there seem to be so many sadistic devices of sexual torture out there and since i am a slut i desperately crave to be subjected to many of them.
as for erotic images, well today i happened to look at vanilla images of women that i found very beautiful. i enjoy looking at women and may consider licking another girl's cunt for You if that pleased You, Master. i looked at pictures of 2 girls that really make my pussy wet. Whenever I see a picture of a girl like the second one, on her knees and looking like she needs to be fucked, i really wish that i could relieve her. i don't think that i am bisexual, but i am greatly aroused by the thought of doing such an act for the pleasure of a man watching us. i feel that putting on such a spectacle would be objectifying for both of the girls, but i am a slut and such a thought makes my nipples hard and my cunt sopping.
i am so tired now Master, but i thank You for the instructions and opportunity to write this,
kittyslut
in general, today i was thinking about being a collared bitch and wearing garters and stockings since You suggested the idea to me. i do enjoy stockings, so i am glad to hear that You do as well. i have never been collared, so i have all sorts of ideas about how it would feel to wear one. i would enjoy wearing one and being leashed especially. i have longed to be lead around on a leash like a pet for several years now, but have never had the opportunity for it. i am greatly aroused by the thought of being pet on the head and forced to crawl around and meow like a kitten. i have thought about having a butt plug inside me as a tail. i would like it if You told me to wag it for You like an animal as well.
