Slut Confession #158 (Merry Christmas)

Master,

i wish You a very merry christmas!

meanwhile, my Christmas is sucking, but i am heathen, so i can only expect as much. the office manager lady called me on the phone and yelled at me for leaving at 5:15 today when everyone else was gone and she herself was not in the office. i found this to be strange behavior. i went back and stayed till six thirty, but i think she felt bad and realized she was being ridiculous when she yelled at me.

then, my mom called and yelled and then my dad too. he says that it might be a good idea not to talk for six months and then see if i am better of in his absence. he again asked me "what are you going to do with yourself?" and seems to be in deliberate denial of my law school endeavor. he is worried that i will ask him for money while in school and that i will accrue a debt that he would for some reason have to pay. i find his thinking odd.

babyslut called me today at 10pm. she was at work, and i heard men flirting with her so i had her call me later. she did call me about an hour later and i had her remove the photo in her profile, but not her entire profile yet. i will do that as well. she had spoken to her phone sex friend recently, and i gave her permission to send him a pic of my body. if he contacts me, i will dominate him.

babyslut admitted that she believes that
a good submissive should not have too much say in a relationship. she believes input from the submissive is "cheating." i am pleased by her willingness to obey and please. i dominated her when she repeated that she was boring and i had previously told her she was not. i told her that by saying she was boring, she was disobeying me and she immediately apologized. she also thinks she is ugly and blames herself for problems that happen around her. she fears she has paranoid tendencies as her mother is a paranoid schizo. as a child, she was forced to live with her father as the court determined that the mother was unable to care for her. babyslut claims that she loves neither of her parents.

two more sluts contacted me today by email. i contacted both back and briefly chatted on IM with one. i do not know if either is real. i will try and voice verify if i chat with them and see them online again. i am completely confused by the amount of replies i get from attractive women. i honestly have no idea what i have going for me here. i am almost certain that i will find a pet for myself by summer. i could probably find a pet sooner, but i am not in a great position to manage one.

i cannot train one in my own apartment- at least i do not want to. if i find one who is easily accessible by public transportation, then i could perhaps train her in her house. one advantage of sluts who live away is that i can avoid figuring out where to train them for the moment while still getting to know them. talking to them greatly enhances my ability to dominate women. even a little experience helps me a lot.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a good Domme. i pray to endure the punishment You have planned for me and show You great obedience. i pray You have a good x-mas. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut