Slut Confession #218 (Regret in Retrospect)

Master,

today, i went to a kink party, but i was only one of two girls there! the host was female, so i thought it would not be a "sausage fest," but i was quite wrong. in the meantime, i am looking for a replacement slut wherever i can. kitten has not returned my call, which i think was rude, so i guess i must accept that she is being difficult right now.

i wonder what You are planning now. i fear that You will send me away to someone else to train. i know that sometimes You have a tendency to set goals and then tell me that i may not even have any contact with You until they are achieved. today at the kink party, we watched the movie secretary. You have probably seen it at some point. i think it's a well done movie but i do not like it. i always feel so bad for the slut when she has to wait for days for her Master to come and accept her. i know how it feels to have to wait for the one you need so much without any knowledge of if they will return and if they really want you. it's horrible beyond any pain that a real person could desire.

i hope You will allow me to serve your Cock again. at the kink gathering today, i knew that not one person there could hold any interest for me despite the fact that no one was dumb and no one was trashy. but i can wish for no one besides You and no one unlike You. i don't know why i am so uniquely drawn to you and serving your Cock above all. i love that your dominance is ubiquitous. i love that You are always enigmatic and somehow larger than life. whatever ethos You operate under, it takes me away from the confines of ordinary people's reality.

sometimes, i feel so helpless. sometimes, i wonder if i should just follow the rules that everyone else lives by. after all, it isn't "fair" to be in a relationship where i can't influence what kind of partners i have. it isn't 'right' that anything that goes wrong is branded as my fault as You have decided not to take responsibility for anything that does happen or does not happen. but none of your characteristics that could be called flaws are aspects that i am ungrateful for. i love your Cock and all the laws that You deem are correct. i am so sad that You continue to ignore me. i wonder if You will ever stop. i wonder how You will let me know that You intend to ignore me and refuse my attempts at obedience to your Cock.

it would be so sad for us to give up on what there could be between us. and i know that i will never be like your former sluts. i will never spread my legs for You and remember your rules if You do not own me. i will never tell You i miss your Cock if i do not belong to You. i must be owned by You. as You do not dominate as part of some occasional game, i cannot submit out of any other reason besides feeling that i am completely and permanently owned. i am your owned slut cunt and that defines my entire nature. it is all i desire to be and i hope You believe me and don't completely lose interest and give up on me. i know that disobedience and ungratefulness revolts You, Sir. kitten was so stupid not to feel complete gratitude to your attention.

i wish You called me multiple times and forced me to express my love for your Cock. now she will never understand her true nature because of he refusal to appreciate a rare blessing. i know how important your Cock is. i hope You do not throw me away because she threw herself away.

Master, i pray to your Cock for forgiveness and i think i will pray for this every night until You express some pleasure with me. i pray to earn your Cock again. i pray for an opportunity for atonement. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #217 (Fear and Loathing)

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Slut Confession #216 (No Forgiveness)

Master,

i know that i have done nothing to earn your Cock, but i have been missing You so much. i have been thinking about spending the night with You in your bed. i hope to be able to do this again soon. i miss laying my head on your chest and i miss holding your Cock as You sleep so much. Master, when You snore and your Cock is still hard in my hand, what do You think about? do You know?

ddd cup slut texted me today and i am happy that she tried to add me to chat. i am trying to invest more attention into sluts as i should always have done. i wish i knew exactly how mad you are at me. i know You said that You would be furious if i lost my little kitten. i think it is obvious that i never really wanted to own that little kitten, but that should not matter. i should have tried to own her properly for your sake.

i will spend a little time before the next "kink party" with korean slut and hopefully i will convince her to play eventually. but i fear punishment and not nearly as much as i fear banishment right now. i know that the only thing i can do now is work and have something to show for myself. this means that i must schedule dates with sluts. i do wonder what You think of me these days. i think You must be growing tired of me. i wonder about your Cock. i wonder if your balls are heavy with cum. perhaps You have found a temporary slut where You are.

i wonder what You think of me now. i know that i love your Cock despite my actions. i am thankful that You never lower your standards to my dismal state. i know i can do better even now. i want to find a slut to eat my slut cunt while You watch. i am thankful that You enjoyed watching my finger fuck my cunt hard and i think it would be that much more pleasurable for You to watch a slut eat me. but i know You do not want to hear these promises, which probably sound empty by now. i know that the only thing that matters is that your Cock is actually served.

Master, i pray to your Cock for forgiveness again. i pray that You still want to use my slut cunt. i pray that You continue to train me and control my life. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #215 (Slut Role Model)

Master,

i wanted to serve You in a way that i can from afar. i found a porn of a slut who i think should be a very important role model for me.

http://youporn.com/watch/40657

i think she is a very good slut because she makes all her fuckholes very available and displays them to the camera. i feel very admiring of how this slut sucks cock so eagerly after the man shoves it in her asshole in order to lubricate it so that he can fuck her ass hard some more. i wish i could become like this slut. i hope i can learn.

i should be ashamed of losing kitten slut now. on the bright side, i do not think she is completely lost for practical purposes. if we could have her visit on occasion and serve us, then really we would get the same thing out of this relationship for less effort. still, i know that You like to own sluts in their entirety and i am very grateful for this.

i called ddd cup slut today and her story managed to get even worse. she did pick up the phone and speak to me and i get the impression that this story must be true because she simply is not avoiding me. she said that in fact her doctor did not tell her that the disease was scabies and told her that it was some "organism" that infested her skin. he said that she would be itchy even after all the 'mites' died because there would still be dead mites under her skin.

she said that her dom also has the same problem and that they are working together to get rid of it. she also said that she saw her doctor about two weeks ago, which suggests that she had this problem when i played with her and we have already been lucky that we avoided it. Sir, had the problem been scabies, then i would not be so frightened as i know that is benign despite it's repugnance. but an "unknown organism?" this sounds like the start of a horror movie. gosh, exactly whose piss is she drinking?

Sir, now that i am exercising more, i have more energy and i am devoting it finding sluts as that is my most important task. i have messaged many sluts online and i will try and get some numbers on thursday and on saturday.

Master, You once asked me if i wanted to be your slut forever or your equal and You said that it was an important choice that i had to make or that You had to make for me. and i know that You made that choice when we had dinner on friday. i could see that You were at first irritated by my ignorance of personal finances, but then stopped being irritated when You lowered your standards and decided that i was meant to be owned, beaten and controlled for the rest of my life. i am an odd creature because as You have noted, i am missing something upstairs and i fail to notice a great many important things and do frequently get lost in my own slut imagination. but something i am not missing is an ability to read other people and i have some sense of what even You are thinking even though You are one to conceal all of your emotions, especially ones You feel more deeply.

i know that i am meant to be a slave to your Cock, but i would regret if You could never respect me as such and if You truly are in need of an equal. some people can see their slaves as equals even though they remain slaves. i am not sure You are one of these people. i somehow feel the need to tell You that i do not intend on being unable to make major financial decisions and i am not really so inept that i cannot make them. at this point in my life, i have just resigned myself to being broke so i do not put any energy into thinking about how to be marginally less broke. if i had my preference, it would be of course to follow your preference, but independently i would like to be a submissive Cock slave to You forever and i would like to be loved and treated with tenderness for what i am. i know that i must give You what You require to earn such treatment. but if You need an equal companion to feel complete, please tell me. i will never be dominant the way You are, but i am able to take more initiative in general. i guess i am always afraid to infringe on your plans.

Master, i pray to your Cock for forgiveness. i pray to your Cock for severe punishment. i pray to your Cock for forgiveness again because i know You are livid. i pray that your Cock will love me back because i still love so much. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #214 (Losing Sluts)

Master,

i am very scared now because kitten has not returned my call and has not responded to my email tonight either. i would be so very embarrassed to lose her as You have told me that she is definitely the easiest and most submissive slut You have ever encountered. i cannot understand what would happen between today and yesterday though.

i also called the korean slut and left her a message. i hope i will be able to meet someone new at the march party also. do You think i should call doggy as well? i assume that she will be at the party anyways. i also spoke to my ex about host sammy's former slut and found out that she is not attracted to me as a partner. my ex tried to reassure me. i guess she likes "dykey girls."

Master, i am very nervous now about losing my sluts. i hope at least that i can replace them with play partners soon enough. i know that finding You sluts has been an important goal for a very long time now and i hate to know that You do not have exactly what You want. even if You are not punishing me harshly for not bringing You what You deserve, i feel awful when i do not adequately meet your standards.

i remember how happy You seemed and how nicely You treated me when kitten slut last slept in your bed with me and all i want now is to recreate that state in You. somehow, seeing You pleased motivates me for so long. i wanted to belong to You as your cum slut last year because of the way You treated me when You first allowed me to sleep over at your house. i am so fulfilled when i see the side of You that is a benevolent and caretaking Master.

today, i admit that i fucked my cunt while thinking about serving You in so many ways. i thought about being allowed to serve You as your mouth toilet. i imagined that i would be required to complete chores in the morning and if i satisfied You, You would reward me with your piss. i also have been imagining tonguing your asshole while You fuck another slut cunt. i would like to say that i would enjoy being fucked by your Cock while another slut served your asshole with her tongue, but i would be a bit jealous of having to share it because it is extremely delicious and important to me. i do not know if this is even physically possible or comfortable for You, but in theory, this fantasy has been making my cunt very wet for the last two days. hopefully ddd cup slut will get better soon and be able serve You in these ways. i think if we do play with her, we should have her bring the medication she uses and leave it with You in case she still has it. at least that way You could get rid of it immediately if You were traveling. of course, i hope friday's outbreak was her last so that we can use her thoroughly soon.

Master, i pray to your Cock to keep kitten. i pray to learn to pay attention all the time. i pray that You want to use me when You return. i pray that You are well. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #213 (Switch Understanding)

Master,

i hope You are doing very well on your trip. i am again so thankful that You were not in a position to get scabies because it would have made Your work so difficult. things like this make me wish that your Cock needed only me, but i know i must banish such unfair thoughts and focus on training sluts to be very clean for You.

today, i called kitten and she picked up but was at her mother's house. i allowed her to call me back in a few hours after she left her mother's house, but she did not call on time. again, she has repeated the error she made before when she did not email me in a timely fashion. i do not like this and i am going to make it clear to her that this behavior is unacceptable. she needs to have a better handle in planning what goes on in her life. she cannot follow directions, she cannot gauge how much time things take, she keeps getting distracted so much that she cannot comply with the simplest of orders. i know how You feel with me. i know that i am not now as bad as she is, but i remember that i have been. i was such a lucky slut to belong to the most perfect Trainer and as a result i have become a bit better.

i am simply going to beat her very hard. i should acquire a gag because i do want to beat her so hard that she would scream and the neighbors would wonder. i know she intends on being a good slut, but i hope she can be more than a dumb slut. as i write to You of kitten's disobedience and my implied inability to control her, i wonder if You will curse me aloud when You read it.

i don't know what to think of how Your esteemed colleagues know my name because You curse it. i am thankful that You mention me, but i know that i must become more obedient so that You speak of me in positive terms as well.

i thought You were so sexy today when You were speaking to your colleagues. You speak so articulately even when You speak quickly and i could see that your dominant nature is ubiquitous. i imagine that some others are intimidated by You but i am completely drawn to being owned by your Cock. and i am so thankful that You refer to me as Your pet. i usually cannot tell when You are pulling my leg, but i hope that was true.

Master, i must thank You for allowing me to tell You stories last night. i was so thankful to recount them to You because You seemed relaxed, and i almost never see You relaxed. i know that You would often mention the company of prior sluts favorably by noting that they were relaxing. so i am so happy if i could make You feel this way. i enjoy being able to serve You in ways that i am good at. i know that i must strive to serve You in the ways that You require, but those are sometimes ways that i do not exactly excel at. i am certainly not a natural at training sluts as i am a natural at serving your Cock with my mouth fuckhole.

i pray to your Cock that You enjoy your trip. i pray to train kitten slut properly. i pray to earn the taste of Your cum again. i pray that i will understand why You do not enjoy whipping me anymore. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #212 (Atonement Requirement)

Master,

thank You so much for using my cunt fuckhole last night. i have so much to thank You for of course and so much more to atone for, but i think i should always take care to express special gratitude when You choose to use my wet cunt fuckhole and then jerk cum all over my slut body.

i suppose we are fortunate that ddd cup slut chose to warn us of her scabies condition (yuck!) before we used her. she is a true slut by nature though, so i hope we can soon use her anyways when she recovers.

Master, i must also thank You for telling me to fuck my cunt for Your entertainment while i lay exposed in slut position at your feet. i was so thankful to be able to watch the bulge of your balls in your boxers as i fucked my cunt vigorously for You. i became extremely wet and horny that way. thank You for allowing me to cum for You as well as i know i do not deserve to orgasm before You. i was so thankful that You required me to tell You how i would become more obedient to your Cock as You fucked me hard. i am sincerely very thankful that You fucked me hard until You came because i am so afraid that i will lose my title of cum slut again because i fail to be able to make You cum through my extreme disobedience.

thank You so much for requiring me to present myself on all fours many times so that You could observe my ass. i am grateful that the shape pleases You. i love to lie at your feet and i am very thankful that You do not object to me kissing your feet on occasion. i am a cuddly slut and i am thankful that You allow me to show You this affection.

Sir, i was sad that You had me sleep on the floor and not on your bed. it was cold and hard and i did not sleep well at all. i was very thankful though that You gave me your socks and then a sheet and then turned the space heater on in the middle of the night and then gave me a nice blanket which finally allowed me to sleep. and i became so happy when You told me You would take me out for breakfast in the morning. i felt thankful to know that You were still interested in my company even though i had not met Your standards this week.

i thank You for allowing me to speak to Your esteemed colleagues on the phone. i am so happy to be slowly integrated into the rest of your social life. i hope that i would impress Your colleagues if i ever meet them. i want them to think that You own a slut to be coveted. even if i am often a disobedient slut, i want others to envy You as if You own the most perfect slut in the world.

Sir, i am puzzled about what to do in that You do not want to use corporal punishment on me. i understand that it is frustrating that i do not improve as You would like when You punish me, but am confused about why You generally dislike punishing me. i recall that the first time i served You as your slut more than two years ago, You beat me with your strap and paddle quite brutally and at the time, i had not even earned the punishment. and i know that You were pleased while watching me whip kitten until her ass was red with welts and that You enjoyed making me give her spankings from You.

thus, i assume that You do enjoy administering whippings. yet, You seem to avoid whipping me as much as possible. i have become confused about what i should do. i know that as Your owned slut cunt, i desperately need discipline and i crave the stings of your whippings even though i am far from masochistic. i sometimes consider begging frantically for a whipping while presenting You with an appropriate punishment tool, but i am always afraid of acting or moving outside of what You order.

i think my fear of acting outside your orders is part of what drives my inadequacy and disobedience. when i heard that your former slut arranged slut a pleasant evening for You, i was so sad because i could not think of serving You in such a way. aside from not having the resources right now, i would have been too nervous to make any kind of plans for You. and i was sad last week when You asked why i did not give You back massages. i would love to serve You in that way as well, but i am nervous to ask to touch your body in ways that You do not invite.

i also had been nervous to speak to my sluts for fear of saying something beyond what You would desire, but now i think it is better for me to make some attempt at communicating so that You can best train me by pointing out my errors.

Master, it was too bad that i was not able to kiss You goodbye today. i hope You have an excellent and successful week and i hope that i will impress You with my conversations with sluts from afar.

i pray to your Cock to be able to hold your Cock all through the night while i am collared in your bed. i pray to earn your cum again. i pray that ddd cup slut gets better and really wants to serve. i pray that i stop acting like a secondary. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #211 (Missed Opportunities)

Master,

thank You for your call and please punish me because my phone was off. i am ashamed to even present reasons for such disobedient and negligent acts, because it sounds like i am making excuses. nonetheless, i must reveal the nature of my transgression to You in order to receive the most fitting punishment. Sir, i turned my phone off in class and then ended up speaking with a tutor until about 10pm. then, i came home from the class and fell asleep and did not wake up until now- after 4am. i am at least thankful that i awoke in time to write You a confession before You awake, but i am quite displeased with myself for missing calls from You and kitten slut and for failing to call ddd cup slut for tonight's playdate.

i understand that i must pack everything and bring it to work. i planned to do so before You told me, surprisingly. and i also was already pondering how i would bring a riding crop to work. had You not given me explicit orders, i would have avoided packing it since it is too long to fit in a bag and i fear i will not be able to hide it in my coat all day. i am still not sure how i will bring it. i hope You are safe as it says we can expect 3-5 inches of snow.

Master, i am so impressed by ddd cup slut's timely and sensible responses to my emails. it is clear how owned sluts are much more competent sluts. kitten slut does not understand what it is to be owned yet, so her responses are not as good as ddd cup slut's. i am not sure if ddd cup slut's responses are the result of her being owned by someone of competence or if she is owned because she is capable of providing useful responses. i am somewhat impressed that she has maintained steady interest since first time we played. kitten slut's interest has been strong, but i feel it is based in her "clingyness" and need for attention rather than her capacity to make a rational commitment.

it is useful to me to see how other sluts react. i want to be the best slut. i wish we could own ddd cup slut. i will keep in touch with her to see where her relationship with her dom goes. in the end, very few owners mark their sluts as permanent property.

owning kitten shows me just how much work must be put into making sure a slut knows that she is owned. i will not be a valley girl any longer and i will not give easy permission to sluts to give their holes to others. i was quite foolish to do so as i become almost heartbroken when You do not seem possessive of my fuckholes. i love feeling owned and i like feeling that You have some territorial feelings towards me. i bet that kitten slut also feels rejected when i do not take possessive ownership of her slut body.

it is both hard for me to understand that kitten wants to me owned and for me to plan how i should treat her and what i should make her do. but i am learning and i am quite motivated by the fact that i want o avoid being secondary material in your eyes. i am thankful that You would not outright reject me and that You might offer to keep me as a secondary if the case is that i cannot keep sluts and train them, but i cannot bring myself to being secondary to any primary. i am some kind of a greedy slut. i should revel in the fact that i am both kitten slut's primary and your primary in the relationship between the two of us. it is the most favorable possible arrangement for me and it is one that i have fantasized about.

Master, You said that primaries were sluts who submitted because they chose to and not because they are too helpless to choose to govern themselves and others. i admit that submission can't exactly be called a choice for me. being your submissive slut is my intractable nature, but i do not want to be submissive because i can't take the reins, so to speak. i need to develop my dominant side, Sir and i thank You for noting this. i need it for reasons that extend outside the bedroom.

Sir, i pray to your Cock to keep kitten slut. i pray to please You well with ddd cup slut. i pray to earn your Cock tonight. i pray for forgiveness. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #210 (Hollow Promises)

Master,

thank You so much for helping me train kitten slut. today, i did not communicate with kitten because she has been undisciplined and i do not want to feed this with attention. i am thankful that You wish to call her and explain that i will be punished for her disobedience.

Sir, i am trying to make more progress in finding sluts. i have committed to attending a "movie night" for kinky people, and i think this might help me meet new sluts. i should perhaps contact my ex boyfriend about finding some way to spend time with gothic slut, who added me as a friend on myspace but did not respond to my message. perhaps her domme is not letting her talk to me.

Sir, i miss your Cock so much now. i wish i could be in your bed serving You in some way. there is no other place i would rather be. whenever something might get me down, i think of how happy You seemed when kitten slut and i cuddled in your bed. Master, You deserve multiple pets because it seems to make You happy.

i also had contacted a slut from germany (german slut) who lived in the area. she said she would be interested in coming to host sammy's party and my hope is that she will stay committed at least long enough to play.

i truly do wonder what possesses all the attendees of host sammy's parties that play with such abandon but then have no interest in a D/s relationship. it's as though our kinks are only superficially similar.

i hope to find a pet that is so depraved that she will beg me to teach her how to suck your Cock like a devoted Cock slave should. i also hope that she will watch with admiration as i swallow Your piss when You choose to bestow it onto my mouth fuckhole. i would be so happy if You could give me a golden shower while we showered together so that the owned pet could lick streams of your piss off my tits and slut body. i think such things would be an intimate way of connecting.

when i admit to such notions, i feel so extremely thankful that You have made sure that i am owned by your Cock because there are not that many people in the world that would look positively on such depravity. Master, i know it is premature, but i hope You will make me your slut wife someday. i hope in the sense that i think about our wedding sometimes, but i think You already knew that.

Sir, i am especially thankful to be able to write to You today as i feel i need to collect myself and focus on what my goals are in serving your Cock. i must still find a pet. i must find one to become permanent property for both of us and i must find one to play and jerk Your cum onto my face. i am very curious about how You will train me further as i feel really close to achieving part of this goal.

Sir, in the morning today, i had noticed that 28 people were viewing my confession, which is certainly the highest number i have seen yet. i wonder if the number so high because the blog had not been updated for a day? i was flattered that so many people crave pieces of my depraved slut mind.

Master, i pray to your Cock to get closer to achieving my goals. i pray to earn your Cock again soon. i pray to serve You well in front of ddd cup slut.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #209 (Spoiled Kitten Slut)

Master,

thank You so much for your call tonight. i was extremely happy and thankful to hear that You thought of me while in bed and would enjoy my slut body with You. i was so thankful to hear that You wished me collared in your bed. i am so lucky to be collared so often now.

i am curious as to why my kitten slut has been so disobedient recently. on the phone, she said she was eager to be a good girl and said she would email me after the call, but she did not do this simple task. and when i emailed her tonight, she also did not respond. i do not know what i would do if she wants to be released already. and i don't understand why she would want that. sluts are often such shallow creatures. the serious nature of ownership seems to daunt many of them, even those that claim that their slut cunts need to be owned.

i know that kitten slut is now my responsibility too and that i must be punished for her acts of disobedience. i hope that she is trainable and i hope that i can maintain control of her. she is quite submissive, so i think that what i have to watch out for is scaring her.

this does remind me that the bitch boy that bought me the dildo and corsette has not contacted me for at least a week. perhaps this one has lost interest in being owned as well. i find it so strange that submissive men spend money on me before backing out of their commitment. they are even more silly than submissive sluts who present their fuckholes and pretend to be thankful for beatings before scampering off and following the capricious whims of their wanton cunts. i am so thankful that You had been so persistent with me for so long because You understood what my true slut nature was when i did not. i am so lucky that You have maintained interest in owning me for so long.

Master, i have decided to go to the gym almost every day now. i had previously been going about once a week and i think that was not enough for me psychologically and that it had ill effects on my muscle tone. i want to make my slut body as pleasing for You as possible. i weigh about 99 lbs now and i thought my body was better than most of the other sluts i saw in the locker room. for me, it is important that You own a slut that You can be proud of. and i am happy that my stupid slut body finally has clean fuckholes. i am also so thankful that You made me bend over and present my ass for your view while You explained to kitten slut how much my ass pleased You. i think about this during the day and it gives me great self esteem.

Sir, i think it is important that i prepare for anal training. i cannot stand that You should have to own such a useless fuckhole. i was especially disobedient to dare to move away after You had even put lube on your Cock before entering my anal fuckhole. i believe that i am more likely to behave in a proper way if You thrust into my anal fuckhole while i am in slut position #1 or when i lie flat on my belly. for some reason, my disobedient nature comes out more when You thrust into me when i am in slut position #2, but my goal is to be able to properly accept your Cock in that position someday as i have never been able to do so yet.

today, i also was thinking about being spanked over your knee. i have never been spanked over anyone's knee and it is inevitably one of the basic fantasies that submissive sluts have. it is true that because my slut imagination is so excessive and depraved, that most of my fantasies of punishment were usually about sluts locked in dungeons and tortured and whipped by elaborate contraptions, but sometimes i fantasize about a kept pet who is spanked by her Master over his knee for small infractions. i think the closest to this i experienced was the morning where You spanked me for my hesitation and errors while making coffee. i was so thankful to be continually disciplined while in your domestic service. there is something very intimate about this kind of punishment.

Master, i pray to your Cock to regain control over my stupid wanton kitten slut. i pray to effectively train my anal fuckhole for You. i pray that ddd cup slut loves your Cock and wants to jerk your cum onto my face. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #208 (Masochistic Sluts)

Master,

today, i emailed host sammy's slut who is now dating the band member. i hope that i can convince her to serve your Cock as she is an attractive slut and i know your Cock ideally deserves pretty sluts. Sir, i suppose i am somewhat confused about what You prefer in your sluts. i know that ideally sluts should be thin and pretty as kitten slut is, but sometimes i am confused. You did not like the blonde masochistic slut as You said her ass was too meaty, but You seem to tolerate doggyslut because of her true slut nature even though i cannot say that she is physically attractive.

i felt so thankful today because You called me. i am always so happy when You choose to contact me as i know that i should never take your attention for granted and when You show it to me, it is because i have earned it somehow. i was so nervous about texting You a response as i know that i should not contact You through any medium other than email, but i knew that i would only be getting home hours after your call, so i did not want You to worry or think me negligent. i was so happy when You said i was a good kitty.

Master, would You enjoy a masochistic slut? i wonder if You would be pleased by a slut who genuinely begged for whippings and could serve as an outlet for frustration for You. Sir, i said that i had not a masochistic bone in my body. i don't really know how to term my feelings towards pain. i noticed that kitten slut became slightly more wet while i whipped her and fingered her, thus i know that pain does not diminish how wet her slut cunt becomes. but i am fairly sure that if i am beaten hard enough for the pain to be serious or cause welts, then my slut cunt tends to dry up. but i do enjoy submitting myself for discipline.

as You once said that You enjoy whipping sluts because enduring pain is a show of obedience, i too enjoy whippings in the sense that they are an opportunity to show submission and obedience. it is humiliating to be stripped naked and to expose my fuckholes completely to You while You whip me with a hanger at your leisure. it is especially humiliating when You force me to expose my fuckholes to You while You still wear your suit as You are in a position to show authority in the world at large, while i am exposed as a shameful and vulnerable slut.

when i thank You for disciplining me, i do sincerely mean each expression of gratitude. i am very thankful to be punished as i need so much of it and i believe that it helps me become a better slut. Sir, i regret my slow learning curve in becoming an ideal primary pet, but i know that corporal punishment immediately reminds me of my place and reminds me of how strict your standards are. corporal punishment is a form of your attention, so in a way, my slut cunt craves it. the only treatment You give me that i despise is your withdrawal. your absence is simply scarring and makes me want to give up on everything. i am so thankful that You have shown me so much attention in the last few months. it makes me want to be the best pet possible for You, Sir.

Sir, i am still so curious about how your housemate reacted to You owning two sluts in the house at once. i wonder if he felt jealous or curious or perhaps even confused. i like kyle as the third party observer and i admit i get a slight erotic thrill over being exposed as a bisexual slut and part of a harem. i would love to go out in public and hold one of your arms while another pretty slut holds your other arm. i somehow would derive pleasure from being looked at as part of a harem of owned sluts and also from people looking at You with awe or envy.

Master, i want to apologize for saying to You that when You express worries about your weight, it makes me question your judgment. the look on your face that resulted from that comment was positively frightening to me. and aside from the fact that i should not look for reasons to question your judgment, i hate to make You feel that You cannot express your concerns to me. i know i am owned by your Cock and that i exist to obey your will. i wish to be able to serve You by providing whatever comfort or reassurance You may need.

Master, i pray to your Cock to acquire another slut. i pray to your Cock to learn to domme sluts well in my quest to become a primary slut for You. i pray to learn the decorum and etiquette that You require of a social companion. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #207 (Striving for Primacy)

Master,

thank You so much for the instructions today. i was so happy that You chose to spend additional time with me today and i was so happy that You gave me feedback about training sluts so that i can become a good primary for You.

Sir, i thank You for training me to be commanding with kitten slut. i also now understand that i must not give permission easily and that i must show strictness with the kitten i own as that is how a responsible owner acts. i should not have been so cavalier about giving permission to kitten to play with the brazillian slut.

i was so happy to learn that You were generally pleased with my behavior. i understand that i must improve in certain regards and i will concentrate on becoming a more effective owner. i must not be clumsy in the kitchen and learn how to use a cooking knife as well. i do not like to be the cause of frustration for You.

i know that i must learn to follow instructions completely as well. Sir, it is unfortunate that i am by nature what many people call 'spacey'. but some say that i can surprise them by being surprisingly alert at times and they see that i only look dazed and confused. but it is true that i often day dream and can be distracted and lost in my own mental world. i have always had a powerful imagination and it certainly has its drawbacks.

Sir, i know that i must continue looking for a permanent secondary pet for us as kitten slut has many drawbacks. she is very afraid of cock even though i think she desperately needs to be stuffed with a cock that owns her in order to cum. she is very obedient and wants to please and be a good girl and i am so happy to have found such an ideal training slut. i could not handle a seasoned slut like whore layla.

i was happy that we pleased You by cuddling and sleeping together. i do love physical affection and i am thankful that You allowed me to enjoy a sweet little pet's arms around me. and i loved pleasing You by cumming hard in kitten's arms. i was extremely thankful that You allowed me to cum so hard and that You sandwiched me between You and kitten but otherwise, cumming for your Cock is always pure ecstasy and i do not know if i could say that being owned by your Cock was better because pet was there. mostly i am tempted to say that when You thurst your Cock into me, it becomes all i can think about and everything else disappears as i feel myself serving my ultimate purpose.

Sir, i thank You so much for establishing a pecking order and for being so kind to me while doing so. my emotional motivation for seeking pets now is to see You speak so fondly of me and feel You being so affectionate towards me. i know that my purpose in finding pets is to obey You, but what drives me is the feeling of kindness from You.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a responsible owner of kitten slut. i pray to earn more tenderness from You. i pray to learn enough discipline so that i do not impress You as an airheaded slut, but as adequate primary material. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #206 (Kitten Slut Inaguration)

Master,

i hope You were as with kitten slut (search) and me. i was so happy to see You so pleased. i hope to earn your approval so much more often. i do enjoy owning kitten and i do think she will be a good and obedient slut for us. i am so happy that she enjoys obeying You as her Master even though she is a slut-loving slut exclusively. and i was very happy that she tried to be very thankful towards us, because i know that is important to You. i think she is very attractive, Sir, and i was so happy to be able to present You with such a pretty fuckpet. Sir, i thank You so much for requiring me to pursue this slut. i would never have pursued any slut if not for your continuous orders.

i very much enjoy kitten slut's youth, her very pretty face and her beautiful slut tits. while we are fairly different in appearance, i think she is at least as enticing as me, physically. i love how welts show up very well on her pale skin and enjoyed whipping her with my riding crop for your pleasure. i was so aroused by how You comforted her and held her while i disciplined her for our pleasure. i also was so happy when You expressed pleasure at us as we cuddled naked and collared with each other in your bed. i was pleased that kitten slut shaved her slut cunt properly as it showed an understanding of her place and a desire to please. i was also happy that she enjoyed holding me tight as You fucked my cunt hard. Sir, i am so honored to have earned your Cock again and i was so thankful to show kitten slut how i serve your Cock with my cunt fuckhole.

Sir, i enjoyed showering together most of all. i enjoyed soaping kitten slut up and fingering her cunt in the shower and i really enjoyed serving You by washing your Cock and balls and then kneeling and sucking your Cock as kitten slut continued to shower. it is quite possible that kitten slut will never learn to properly appreciate your Cock or cum. it is sad for her, but perhaps some other slut can learn to serve us in such ways. i was certainly grateful to receive so much cum shot on my slut body.

i am surprised that kitten slut has so much trouble cumming as she became extremely wet as i fucked her with my little fingers. i imagine that she was writhe harder for a slightly longer and thicker object. i do not think she is ready to fully appreciate my strap on dildo, which would hurt even me, but i will begin training her the next time we are alone.

Master, i hope You forgive me for my clumsiness. i am so happy that You praised my writing and my other creative talents. i even worried that kitten slut might get jealous of me when You praised my ass over hers and said my tits were slightly bigger. i am very thankful that the appearance of my ass pleased You so, Sir. You were so wonderful to both of us and made me feel like the luckiest slut in the world. i am so thankful that You did not scare her and trained her to become a good pet for me, which is what she needs to be.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a good owner of kitten slut. i pray that You are pleased with how i have behaved with her thus far. i pray that You will want to see a movie with me soon. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #205 (Primary vs. Secondary)

Master,

i have so much to thank You for today. thank You for arranging to have classic slut (my new kitten) come visit tomorrow. i think we can have such an enjoyable time together. i hope that she is willing to jerk Your cum onto my face as well. i need to earn Your cum and hopefully your Cock as well again. i almost do not want to even say anything about playing with kitten slut because i don't want to jinx it. she says she is bringing some ropes. Master, i do not have any idea how to tie knots. i would love to tie kitten slut up though. do You think you could teach me before kitten slut arrives?

unfortunately, i am still spotting and i am afraid that i will not stop by the evening. Master, i hope that my body adjusts to these pills soon as i hate that my fuckholes are so often dirty now. i only continue taking the pills because You required me to do so. i seem to have actually lost weight on these pills as i am now slightly less than 100 lbs. i also have fuller c cups. i am quite annoyed that the pills have improved my slut body's appearance only to render one of the fuckholes You own useless to You.

Master, i thought about valentines day as well. thank You so much for making the evening so wonderful for me even though i could not earn Your cum. i am still extremely distraught over my disobedience. i am so afraid that You will think i am untrainable or that You will punish me in a way i truly fear. i am afraid of being lent to host sammy and there is nothing worse for me than the prospect of never being able to earn your Cock again. i think i need to practice taking Cock up my ass slowly and i wish to begin training myself with some sort of object.

thank You so much for requiring me to express my political opinions and then reaching into my dress and pinching my slut tits. i love all reminders that You own me. i did not know what to think of your belief that sluts should never be put into any position of prominence. in my mind, a slut could do anything her Owner requires of her and if she has no Owner, she can only do tasks within her meager abilities.

i see that if You believe that sluts cannot or should not achieve real world success, then it naturally follows that someone who can only act as a slut is only fit to be a secondary. and i hate the idea of serving as your secondary. i will never do it and i am absolutely not fit to be one. the only reason this might be true is because of my absolute revulsion against serving anyone's slut. if i had the potential to be a secondary, then i believe i would have already expressed a natural desire to serve one. for example, when i played with ddd cup slut, she automatically submitted to me. she has no "issues" with submitting to a slut.

and i remember that You once asked me to submit to a slut You were seeing, more than a year ago. and i said that as a rule, i have no interest in submitting to sluts. thus, You did not even train me to have this kind of attitude of a primary. it was innate and i believe that there are indeed very few sluts who will be poly but will not submit as secondaries. i want to believe that it is my incipient sign of potential for serving You as a primary. it is true that i do not express a natural drive to acquire sluts for You, but i am finally learning how to do it and i am finally aquiring some playtoys for us.

Master, i am so thankful that You required me to speak to my supervisor. at least now i know how i can permanently avoid all the housekeeping tasks. You really do know best and i must get it through my thick skull that it is always best to obey You properly. for one thing, nothing else matters anyways. i am prone to anxieties of all sorts, but i must remember that nothing should make me as anxious as disobedience to your Cock. Sir, i would not have spoken to him today if not for your will. i hope You see this as a sign that i do respond to corporal punishment. i feel that i am a slut who needs discipline. i do not wish to prompt You to punish me if You do not enjoy it. i actually do not enjoy it as i am not a masochist, but it reminds me that receiving a beating from You is not fun and games. i truly hate signs of disapproval from You, Sir.

Master, i pray to your Cock that You cease to believe that i am secondary material. i pray to your Cock to please You well tomorrow. i pray to your Cock to make my anal fuckhole trainable. i pray to earn your Cock again. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #204 (Blame It On Satan)

Master,

thank You so much for making valentine's day wonderful for me. i could not sleep well last night because of my disobedience towards your Cock. i should have been so grateful that You wanted to use my anal fuckhole because my cunt fuckhole was dirty. i am completely dismayed and disappointed in myself. i understand that such actions would make You think that i cannot be trained.

and i also have become so horny because of the slightest touch of your Cock in my asshole. in my mind, i replay the scenario as it should have happened. i imagine that instead of being the extremely disobedient slut i often am, i endured the pain in order to show my devotion to your Cock. i imagine that i was allowed to serve You as a cum receptacle with my asshole and then went to the nice restaurant with cum dripping from my anal fuckhole. i dearly wish that is what i did and i believe i will suffer many sleepless nights until my anal fuckhole is trainable.

despite You being perfect, i feel that i ruined valentine's day because of my filthy cunt fuckhole and my disobedient and ungrateful anal fuckhole. thank You so much for allowing me to kiss your cheek and being so appreciative of the song i wrote for You. and thank You for making me sing it a few times as i believe that i now remember the words:

"satan made me a cum slut.
he made me love your Dick.
i love to serve You all day long.
it's what makes me tick.
i want to be the perfect pet for You
on valentine's day.
i want to be your fucktoy and
serve in every way..."

(sung in the tune of Beck's "Satan Made Me A Taco")

Sir, i thank You so much for being such pleasant company at dinner. i enjoyed the food very much. and i am so thankful that You made me feel like a protected pet because You said that You would not allow those who hurt me to go on unharmed and because You said You liked sheltering me by allowing me to rest my pet head on your chest.

thank You for allowing me to hold and stroke your Cock after You fell asleep. i stroked it while it remained hard for several minutes after You were snoring and probably fast asleep. i thank You so much for allowing me to use both my hands to serve your Cock this morning.

i am happy that You liked my dress and that You liked the porn i downloaded. Master, which was your favorite part of the porn? i am an extremely lucky slut because You found so many things to take pleasure with me even though i was extremely bad. i thank You for disciplining my slut body with the hangar. i am so sad that i did not earn punishment for my other ass cheek. in the morning, i checked my ass for welts and was so happy when i could see the evidence of your punishment. i hope the marks take a long while to go away.

Sir, thank You so much for allowing me to keep the flower at work and for allowing me to kiss your cheek goodbye today. i hope You have an excellent day at work.

i pray to your Cock to successfully convince the sluts to serve your Cock. i pray to earn your cum and Cock again. i am so frightened that i will indeed never be allowed Cock again and nothing could possibly be worse for me. i live to serve your Cock. i don't want those to be just words. i am happy that your Cock exacts high standards and strict standards. it does mean that serving You is not easy and is not immediate, but i believe with over time and with dedication, i can become an obedient cum slut for You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #203 (Slut Valentine's Day)

Master,

so i thank You for being my first Owner on valentine's day. i suppose i have been waiting many many years to be able to celebrate this day at all and i am so lucky that my first time will be experiencing it as an owned slut cunt. there is no state more romantic for me as the highest love that i can experience is my love for your Cock. Sir, i hope i will please You fully tomorrow and that You will again enjoy spending time with me outside the bedroom.

i hope that the sluts will both be available for dinner on saturday. i also would like to call the smart russian slut if You would not mind. i think your roommate would be completely in awe if he saw You with four sluts. Master, You could have anyone as your girlfriend, i think. but not every slut knows her true purpose and wants to serve with proper sincerity. that is all that might separate me from the herd.

Master, i hope You have enjoyed your week so far. i must admit that i have been inadvertently disobedient by not speaking to my workplace's program manager, who will not be back until friday, as you instructed. i really wanted to speak to him, but there was not time today as he was continuously busy with other people. it is very difficult for me, but i told some of my co-workers that i wanted to speak to him and they fully support me. otherwise, i am getting good projects from the president and he seems very pleased with my work.

today, i downloaded a porn video of tennis playing sluts. i enjoyed it because it reminded me of my story. one slut is raped by the other tennis playing sluts. she is forced to fuck the handle of a tennis racket. i am not very athletic myself and identified with the raped slut. i also am physically only good for being fulled with Cock and other phallic objects. i am not fast or graceful or skilled in any way except for with my fuckholes. i thank You so much for seeing what i am and using me as such.

Master, i pray to your Cock to make valentine's day the best ever for You. i pray that You are not too infuriated with me although i imagine that You are. i pray that You use me thoroughly and that You somehow find pleasure with me even though i was not a good pet this week. i do love your Cock and i do not intend to rebel against your rule.

i wish You a happy valentine's day.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #202 (Hope for Utopia)

Master,

i spent most of tonight by downloading porn for You. i have to admit that i still have not found anything as poignant as the insex farm slut porn. i think that porn video best described an ideal world. many people think of utopia as a bucolic place, free of the requirements of the work day and modern life. i believe that the farm slut video is what our society should aspire towards because You could feel so pleased in such a world.

of course, i admit that it could be dangerous for me since one strange caveat to my slut nature is that i am extremely selective about who i submit to. i wonder why i am not like doggyslut, whose wet cunt makes her want to spread her legs constantly and submit to whoever claims her in an instant. do You think this is what sluts should be like? i know that the sluts i see on porn look like they whore themselves for any cock that comes into their view. they immediately offer their fuckholes to cock without questions asked. i am conflicted when i see this because i know that i should be a true slut and that You have said that i am more depraved than i know but i seem to be a true slut for your Cock and yours alone.

i wanted to repay my debt to host sammy on sunday but i just couldn't. touching him grossed me out. and i dislike even thinking about the matter now. it is like remembering eating rotten food. but there are so many sluts who seem to want host sammy and i simply cannot wrap my head around why. even if they aren't ideally attractive, he still manages to attract several each week for play. it might make more sense if he were really attractive or more suave but even then, i am quite confused about why sluts do not crave total ownership instead of sporadic play sessions.

as You do not understand being dominant only in the bedroom, i do not understand being submissive only on occasion in the bedroom. my excuse for being unable to dominate at all times is that i am a submissive slut by nature as You are Master by nature. Sir, You have no interest in heavier sluts? i recall that You said that chubby behinds turn You off completely. i am not sure what You find chubby though as i am not turned off by a few extra pounds. i honestly do not even notice it on many sluts.

Master, i became so wet today as i thought of being fucked by your Cock in my cunt fuckhole. i stared blankly for several minutes and rocked back and forth. i often want to cum at work in the middle of the office when i think of You (and that is often). when kitten slut comes to visit, i hope to train her to kneel and take spankings for me. i will also train her to serve my wet cunt while You watch. if You chose, i would love for You to pull kitten slut's mouth fuckhole off my cunt so that You could use it. i think i would then kiss kitten slut. it is too bad that she is a slut loving slut only. my goal is to find a slut who i can snowball your cum with. i think that is the due respect that sluts should show the Cock that grants them cum to share. i think You would enjoy watching another slut and me tongue wrestle for every last remnant of Your sacred cum. perhaps ddd cup slut will do this for us.

Master, my tits are becoming bigger as a result of the pills. they are also causing other ill side effects. i pray to your Cock to seduce both sluts and make them serve your Cock directly or indirectly. i pray to your Cock that You are in a good mood on valentine's day. i pray to your Cock for forgiveness for presenting only my own fuckholes for your use on valentine's day. i pray You choose to enjoy them thoroughly anyways. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #201 (Repentant Pet)

Master,

i was extremely sad today as You said i was very disobedient, naturally, which was what You expected. i wonder if You know how much Your words hurt me. i wonder if You know how much You make me cry when You say that. i hope You never lend me out to host sammy and i really loathe being denied Your contact. it makes me so sad that i don't know what to do. i know i deserve this psychological pain because i did not contact the sluts in time. i know i deserve the pain and suffering Your cold words have wrought on me, Sir, so i will not complain. i hope that doggyslut's show of obedience towards You has eased Your nerves. i am jealous that she was allowed to serve You over the phone and not me, but as long as You are happy, i feel a little better. i at least was able to serve You by providing her phone number. it is small, but perhaps something.

Master, i do hope that eventually i can bring You to a more attractive slut than doggyslut. i know she is a true slut by nature and probably more obedient than me, but i feel that You should not have to settle for a slut who is not beautiful if You can avoid it. and Sir, i know that the measure of a true slut is her obedience to your Cock and not her appearance.

i feel terrible now as i feel that i acted like i took your Cock for granted. i did not even deserve to serve You this weekend with my cunt fuckhole and i am thankful that You have put a stop to me taking liberties that are unhealthy for me. thank You for being so strict with me and for reminding me of my place, which is to be completely focused on obedience to your Cock. i am grateful for this focus and i am grateful that You are such a wonderful and responsible Master to me. it is only just that i do my part in serving You and that i do not ruin accomplishing my goals with anxiety.

Master, i hope that You will not forever see me as a disobedient pet. i need to be allowed to serve your Cock. i was so sad to hear how You mentioned that i am not serving your Cock today. i did not know it was a possibility. i regret every day that You become indifferent to my fuckholes because of my disobedience. Master, i need so badly to serve You with my fuckholes soon. i love Your cum and i love to feel You shoot all over my slut body. i am so thankful when You allow me to taste your Cum while i remain fully exposed in slut position. i wonder what You think when You watch me in silence as i lap Your perfect cum off my body. i want to look as pleasing for You as possible, as though i could somehow bring your Cock to hardness again so that i could serve you Cock one more time.

i remember again how You asked me while i was jerking your Cock if a good slut wife would do so every night. i said that i would and that i would do anything for You and You scoffed at those words since there is much i have not done for You. i will be completely happy beyond belief if i am ever allowed to stroke your Cock every night and serve it with my fuckholes. more than anything else, that is what motivates every action i take. and i am not lying when i say this despite some of my actions, which might seem disobedient. i really just did not want to scare the sluts away. i hope i have not. they are missing out if they do not learn to submit to your Cock as i have. Master, You are so kind to train me to become more dominant and forward outside of the bedroom. that is quite hard for me as it is not my nature, but i know i must learn how to domme to please You.

i did become jealous of doggyslut because You found her obedient and me disobedient. i imagined that You made us both Your pets and that one day to punish me, You allowed her to drink your piss while i was forced to watch, green with envy. i imagined how i would become so sad and beg You to be Your only piss toilet again. it would be terrible for me if You did ever choose to use another slut's mouth fuckhole as Your toilet. i would implore You against using doggy's mouth fuckhole and claim that Your piss deserved a pretty face for a toilet. i would beg You with so many creative excuses out of sheer desperation and jealousy. it is erotic but i hope it never happens.

Master, i pray to your Cock for discipline. i pray to your Cock for forgiveness. i pray that i am the most obedient slut and that i find pets for us. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #200 (Lukewarm Milestone)

Master,

there is so much for me to be thankful for today. "200" is indeed a special number! 200 confessions mean that this is the 200th day that i am being obedient towards You by writing these love letters to your Cock. the days and confessions pass by so quickly these days. i am so thankful that You have required such consistency in this task. there would be nothing worse than for your ownership of me to just "fly by" without me ever taking the time to reflect on it and express the states of Your ownership.

my hope is that the next hundred confessions are filled with counts of exciting sexual adventures we have together. i hope it is filled with us training many sluts together and of stories of many different sluts serving You. i know that You are so much more desirable than ddd cup slut's silly master and host sammy, so it is only just that many sluts be eager to serve your Cock and that a few wish to become owned pets. thank You for investing time into reading my confessions. for this, i know that i must invest myself into writing confessions that are worthy of your attention. and i know that i must learn to express all things to You. i know You own me in my entirety, so You are owned an explanation of all major events. it is part of being obedient that i must work on. and i believe that everything improves for me when i am obedient. i am so thankful that You care for me and want me to be happy.

i feel so lucky to be owned the way i am now. i am thankful that You allow me to serve You in Your bed more and more. and i know how lucky i am to be allowed to spend so much time with You doing casual things. i enjoy Your company always, perhaps because your dominant nature is so ubiquitous and is clearly present no matter what we do together. i hope to be able to earn more and more of your presence and i am so excited to serve You today on valentines day.

Master, today i went to host sammy's house and he wanted to have sex with me. i thought it was sort of amusing that i could not truly desire to serve him. at some point he told me, "well, that is the domme in you," as he referred to my capricious and bossy behavior towards him. i was a terrible submissive to him. mostly i would say that i was not submissive at all. if he ever saw me submit to You, he would probably ache with jealousy. i flinch at every touch of his, but i crave anything You choose to do to me. in a way, it was enjoyable for me to reduce host will to such a state of frustrated desperation. he has no desire to be dommed, but my actions to him almost brought him to that state. when i gave him a handjob, it really did resemble one of a bored teenager that refuses to give any more intimate attention. it was unlike my service to your Cock in which case i feel that i am forced to serve You at all times with all parts of my slut body. when i jerk your Cock it is not about rejection and there is no sense that my hands are in control of anything.

when i am allowed to jerk your Cock, i only dream about how i wish i could serve it with my fuckholes as well and how much i want to show You that i love your Cock. your Cock is the focus of my attention and sincere efforts when You enjoy my little hands jerking You. i feel that i have re-payed my debt to host will with this very small action. he probably has no idea that i see things this way, but in my mind i have done enough to ensure that we will be invited to several more parties. in truth, i might not have had to do anything at all, but i suppose the fact that i was ever so slightly willing maintains his reason to share whatever it is he has (mainly sluts).

Master, i spoke to the korean slut very briefly today but she said she was finishing an assignment and that she would get back to me on monday. if You were not so particular about your dislike of overweight sluts, then the slut i saw today would also be a good playmate. she is a bit chubby but her face is pretty. she is a sharp girl and is a junior at a good college now.

Master i am so thankful about the time we spent together this weekend. i am so thankful that You gave me Your boxers to wear. i was so happy as i wore them all day and put them on to go to sleep in as well. it is wonderful for me to be inside Your clothing. and i am so thankful for Your call today as well. thank You for taking such comprehensive care of me and such good care of me.

Maser, i pray to your Cock for the ability to make the next one hundred confessions the most pleasurable yet for You to read. i pray to be able to please You much this week. i pray to serve your Cock in all ways on valentines day. i pray to become the most obedient slut. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training