thank You so much for calling me today. i do love to hear from You.
today, a 20-year old slut from the west coast called me, and we had a nice conversation. she is a student at a no-name community college and often reverts to "baby talk" so i will call her babyslut (search). babyslut came online and began to apologize profusely for being unavailable. she calls me ma'am. i had her call me and speak some more. i told her that i wanted to claim her for myself and that made her happy. now, i do not think she will be speaking to other Mistresses.
i did not, however, ban her from speaking to the boy. i found out his contact info and that he calls himself a "switch." i would love to contact him and completely dominate him so that babyslut knows who is the ultimate boss. as i had mentioned before, i can dominate men like it is nothing. for that, i do not require instructions or prodding. i can do it automatically and instinctively and i have been told that i do it well. i suppose i have a sincere contempt for many men and i feel only concern for women and this makes it hard for me to dominate them.
You are the only proper Master i have actually had sex with. but i have spoken to other potential Masters and i grew to resent them. whenever i talk to a female, i never want to treat them as i have been treated. i become overly cautious. i also forget that these sluts have expressed strong formal interest in being owned, unlike me. when we first met, i only wanted a boyfriend who would be dominant in bed. thus when You initially expressed interest in being my Master, i was scared and went away and was difficult for a long time. i forget that the sluts i talk to now will not do that because they are officially on the prowl for a Master or Mistress.
i told babyslut to call me everyday at 10pm. she was excited about this assignment and said she loooved to talk to me. she's very eager to please me. she said that she hates the idea of being a sister slave, but would enjoy being owned by a couple. her words were that she saw being owned by a couple as receiving twice the love and said that when one owner was unavailable, the other could compensate.
Master, i did not understand many things about a search for another girl for a long time. for example, i never understood whether You wanted me to have a
sister slave or a pure pet and i also did not understand the distinction between the two concepts. it is very difficult to come by anyone who would want to be a sister slave. and it is easy to come by sluts who want to be owned by couples even though they understand that in almost all cases, the dominant woman is submissive to the master of the house. i always knew of the concept of Dom/Domme couples but i did not understand that it was expected for the Domme to be a submissive to the Dom in private. talking to whore layla helped me to understand the Dom/Domme fantasy.
i have never myself fantasized about such a thing. i would hate to be owned by a Dom/Domme couple and i have had many fantasies about sister slaves. i am unusual in that regard, but i did not realize it. in reality, i would not want to be a sister slave either because it would jeopardize my stability in a relationship. in our culture, a master can have only one slut wife, so i must be that one. it boggles my mind that so many women do not want to be the slut wife and want to instead be the wife's pet. in a sense, there are many whore laylas out there.
babyslut is very cute and i hope to train her until she is ready serve me as my pet.
as for my other sluts:
i will call slutabby (or "amateurslut" because she looks like an amateur porn star). she invited me to chat today but i was not there. i think she is very interested in us. i still do not have a phone number to voice verify her, but i would be very surprised if she were not real. she is dedicated and consistent about getting my attention. when i speak to her, i would like to get her to speak to You as well. she would probably want to have phone sex. i think she would like that You are very dominant.
i called skinnyslut today and again received her voicemail. i will not email or message to tell her i called as if this is truly her number, she will get my message and email or call me back, as i instructed. she is clearly real, so i am not sure why i have not been able to contact her yet.
i think i will explain to all the sluts who want to be my live-in pet, that i will not be in a situation to accept a live-in pet for about six months at least. 
and that is for the best because it is unwise to just jump into a live-in relationship across the country as they would have to quit their job and disrupt their lifestyle. i will say that the next few months are to be a trial period to see if we can work well. i suppose i will not tell them i am talking to multiple sluts although they might ask. personally, i want either no pet of my own or one pet. i don't have the energy for more than one.
Master, i was so sad when You offered me the option of release. before, if the options offered had been find a slut or receive punishment, then i would have taken even the most severe punishment. but the options have always been find a slut of my own or be released. this isn't really much of a choice. i think now that i have become friends with whore layla and am beginning to Domme babyslut, i am liking this goal more and understanding more of what i need to be. the option of release and then never feeling your Cock again is an option i will avoid at all costs, Sir. even if that option were best for me, i would not make the decision to accept it. i would resist your decision to release me as well.
i admit that ideally, i would still be owned by You in a monogamous relationship rather than being owned by You in a polyamorous relationship. but the latter is strongly preferably to not being owned at all. i hope i can show You that i can be a god pet that presents You with what You want.
Master, i pray to become a trainable slut. i pray to earn my collar back. i pray to keep my babyslut. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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