Slut Confession #249 (Bona Fide Whore)

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Slut Confession #248 (Central Slut)

Master,

i am now writing a confession from my bitch boy's house. i have taken his lacy pink pajamas to wear. i had an excellent time at the party and acquired phone numbers for several depraved sluts. one of the sluts i met might have the potential to become an owned slut. all three sluts were very attractive. one is owned but her Master lives out of state. the other two are fetish models and are in very good shape. one does BDSM porn and the other does fetish pin ups. bitch boy took their information down and is eager to host them while i train them if necessary.

bitch boy was very good for me tonight. i shocked him with a cattle prod and an milder shocking device. i also whipped him severely while he was on his hands and knees and i was sitting on his back. everyone thanked me for putting on such a wonderful show. i had him dress as a maid the entire time. he wore a lacy collar and a leather hood. my bitch boy said i was the star of the party. i had not noticed until he said so. one of the dommes there said she has frequent dreams about me since she last saw me in my amazing domme dress. the man who rents out the venue asked if he could have a photograph of me in fetishwear mounted on the wall. he runs several events and he wants to tell people that i am associated with his events.

i played with one of the sluts. she might be a lesbian but she seems to have served men in the past. i caned her and kissed her and told her i would own her cunt and that she would like it. she is quite aware of her true slut nature and has nipple clamps and tattoos. i also asked a domme if i could act with her as the other in a femdom couple. she is adept at acquiring sluts. i think she wants to play with me too but as odd as it sounds, she really is only slightly more dominant than i am and i do not know if it would work.

but perhaps if it pleases You, she could dominate me in your presence as she still would know it was her place to serve your Cock as a submissive. Sir, i thank You for training me to live out my full slut nature. prior to belonging to You, my cum slut nature remained pent up in the inner recesses of my fantasies. i sincerely thank You for understanding my true slut nature and causing me to actualize my slut potential. i thank You for requiring me to explore my dominant side in addition to my submissive side. i think it is psychologically healthy for a slut to serve a Master by becoming a creature with capability and initiative rather than only a groveling submissive fuckpet. of course, Sir, i do love serving You as your groveling fuckpet.

Master, i now realize how extremely dominant a man must be in order to catch my attention. i again see how lucky i am to be owned by You. i almost never am attracted to men who categorize themselves as dominant because they do not know what true ownership means. thank You very much for explaining your training strategies to me today. i am very focused on earning rewards again and improving from needing punishment, which is the level of training reserved for the most disobedient sluts.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be trained to experience more and more depraved ways of serving you. i pray to become a more obedient slut. i pray to earn rewards once again. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #247 (Persistent 24x7 Defect)

Master,

in Your blessed year of intimate ownership of me, do You have any insight about what is wrong with me? why is it that i am indeed "missing something upstairs?" You are certainly right that i am. this week at work, i did almost nothing related to work and instead became obsessed with looking for sluts on the Internet. my boss had been traveling the entire week, which made it easy for me to serve You and not him. he was very disappointed today with me, rightfully so. generally, i exceed his expectations but this week, i did not even try. i told him that i could not concentrate on the assignments and he said that the work was likely too hard and that was why i could not do it.

i suppose i should be happy that he thinks well of me enough to believe that i would be unable rather than unwilling to do work. the assignment is indeed extremely difficult and far beyond my qualifications but it is not something i am incapable of. i just need to concentrate on it as i concentrate on loving your Cock. thus, on monday and tuesday i plan to work hard at work so my boss thinks highly of me again. he had been giving me more and more responsibility and i now am expected to do everything the previous manager did and he was a senior fellow with a ph.d. but this week, my boss could see that my true nature is to be a dumb slut.

Sir, You can easily notice that my written abilities are far greater than my abilities in social interaction. i am an extremely nervous and confused person, and i cannot always present myself as an intelligent person. i can when i prepare. for example, i have received an offer for every job i have interviewed for in person. this was true even in college and high school when i interviewed for jobs a bit beyond my qualifications. but sometimes when my boss surprises me with questions, i am quite dumbfounded. i am a deliberating slut.

i believe that what makes me such a confused and incapable person in manipulating the real world is also part of what makes me such a depraved slut. i am deeply consumed by my inner fantasy life. this is, i suppose, the reason why i am able to feel so thoroughly owned by your Cock even when i am not directly before your Cock on your knees. other sluts are submissive only in the bedroom and only when the majesty of your Cock reminds them of their true slut nature. but i cannot be distracted from what my wet cunt needs. my cunt drives and consumes my thoughts and your Cock owns my slut cunt and therefore owns all of me.

i miss You so much, Sir. i miss folding your laundry and lying at your feet while lapping at your toes like a playful kitty. i wonder how much You miss me too. i know i must work very hard to remain your primary. i do wonder what being a secondary entails. would i be allowed to call myself your girlfriend? what would be my relation to Your tentative primary? i highly doubt it is possible for me to live as Your secondary and need your Cock to live, thus i will make sure to work hard to attract sluts tomorrow.

i pray to your Cock to be used. i pray to your Cock to please You tomorrow. i pray to your Cock to remain Your primary bitch. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #246 (Respectful Baby Voice)

Master,

thank You very much for requiring me to call You and leave a voice message confessing my nature as your owned and depraved cum slut. Sir, i tried very hard to speak in a properly respectful baby voice, but i felt that i fell short of my own expectations. i admit that my natural voice is one of my few attributes that does not automatically indicate my true slut nature.

rather than the airy high pitched voice one would expect a cum slut to speak with, my normal voice is low pitched and resonant. whore kayla in fact commented that i had a very dominant voice, and i myself believe that my voice is ideal for domming. however, whenever i am in your presence, i naturally speak in a submissive high voice. today, i tried to speak to You with the deference i know You deserve, but i knew something was off. i believe that i properly speak to You in the voice appropriate for a slut when You stuff your Cock in me. it takes no effort for me to speak in a slut voice when Your Cock is directly owning me and dominating me. i cannot help but speak in a high rhaspy voice and it is difficult for me to formulate words at all because all i can think about is how much i love your Cock.

but i thank You very much for allowing me to express my depraved cum slut nature orally today in addition to expressing it through written word in my confessions. i thank You for training me to expose myself to You as your cum slut in so many ways- through my slut positions, my slut confessions and now the voicemail i left for You. i very much cannot wait to be granted the Divine Grace of your Cock again. i pine for your Cock constantly, Sir.

when i was a child, i would cuddle my favorite things very close to me as a slept. this makes children feel safe and comforted. i now cuddle with Your boxer shorts as they once held your Cock. i try to sniff at them to somehow pretend that i am near some physical evidence of your Cock while i am in my room. i cherish Your boxers close to my face and kiss them, practicing for when i will one day be able to hold your Cock in my hands as You sleep.

Sir, i hope to earn more small assignments that will allow me to show my devotion to your Cock each day. i am told that april is national poetry month. i am not a poet but i will write love poems to your Cock. your Cock deserves epic praise from me as far as poetry goes but such effort would detract from the time i have to spend looking for sluts. i hope i find a new submissive slut for us at the party on saturday. i think bitch boy will be a good prop as it will show everyone that i am there to take submissive sluts.

Sir, i pray to your Cock to please You with my voice. i pray that You are enjoying your trip. i pray to earn your Cock when You return. i pray that You are pleased and that You think i am improving. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #245 (Lifetime Slut)

Master,

thank You for starting my day off in the best manner possible: with instructions from You. i am working to find a slut for us and i certainly hope that i can at least assuage your Cock with temporary sluts in april. thank You so much for telling me that i am a good slut. i know i am not as good of a slut as your Cock requires, but i hope i can be trained.

Master, i have been thinking all day about learning to love your Leather Strap as much as your Cock. i went through some files on my old computer and found these pictures of my ass, the ass You own completely.

as You can clearly see, my ass begs for use and discipline from your Cock and i am so thankful that my ass is entirely your property for You to use as You please. it is obvious at first sight, that my ass desperately needs to be filled up with your hard Cock and needs to be whipped soundly with your Leather Strap.

i also found pictures of myself behaving like a slut before You took ownership of me. i look at myself in these pictures and know that i was subconsciously pining to be owned as a fucktoy and pet. even without a Master to harness my true slut nature, i would pose myself as a slut because such positions are most natural for me. i think when i posed in the slut picture as a crawling fuckpet, i was wishing to be submissive to Cock and owned by a Master's Cock. i spent my entire life imagining and practicing in my mind to become a true slut because my purpose has always been to please You. i look at the picture now and wonder if i was thinking about crawling at the beck of a whip. i am sure i was thinking about earning cum all over my slut body by showing proper respect to a Master through acting like a submissive pet.

i do not know if i mentioned it to You before, but i briefly wondered if i could become a prize slut for a Master so that he could enjoy showcasing my slut body for his esteemed colleagues. i was asked by a photographer for playboy to do a test shoot for one of the special editions, the exotic additions. and i did end up working very briefly as a maxim magazine event spokesmodel. oddly, my face looks better when photographed with high quality cameras, but my body seems to shoot well. it is designed to be pleasing to Cock and i should be quite thankful for that.

today, i made a married slut very horny at work. she is an undisciplined but depraved slut as she loves cock but she does not understand that she needs to be owned. she is a submissive slut and loves to be fucked in the ass. i told her i would fuck her with my big strap on and she is scared but also looking forward to it. her dom is not her husband but he is aware of my intentions with her. i will enjoy dominating this slut and hopefully training her to serve your Cock as well as my major goal right now is to acquire and train girls to please You.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be punished and used soon. i pray to your Cock to show that i am trainable. i give thanks for being called a good slut and i pray to become a better slut for your pleasure. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #244 (Maintenance Whippings)

Master,

i must continue to express my guilt for my behavior today. the attachment of a slut to Cock is sometimes like the desperately clingy attachment of a baby to a pacifier. when one takes the pacifier away, the baby has a tantrum. likewise, whenever i feel that your Cock is being taken away from me, i become hysterical. and this is an explanation and not an excuse. thank You for seeing through my tantrum like a mature individual and recognizing my need for continuous discipline. i will concentrate on learning to love Your pain instruments as much as your Cock.

Your words have made my cunt wet throughout the day. i would be extremely thankful to be regularly and frequently disciplined for Your pleasure and for the purpose of reminding me of my place. thank You for allowing me to love Your disciplinary implements as i love so many other aspects of You. You have trained me to worship your Cock, to devote myself to Your asshole, piss and general service. i very much look forward to being trained as Your pain slut. i love your Cock more than i thought i had love in my slut soul, so the prospect of loving anything else as much as your Cock is daunting. but i am eager to learn to love the discipline i need very badly.

my cunt is already wet with anticipation of maintenance whippings. Sir, i hope above all that You enjoy beating my slut body. i would hate to know that acting as my disciplinarian is a chore for You. i know that i should be able to control my impulses, but the same nature that makes me crave being owned makes me need corporal punishment. Sir, i will concentrate on submitting very gratefully to the taste of your whip even though pain is pain for me. i am truly honored to be the recipient of such efforts as i know that it is a sign that You wish to improve me through your strict rule. of course, the most important thing is that i take lessons to heart when You punish me with beatings. my fantasies have always included copious amounts of brutal physical punishment, and i must express how very much i need punishment in addition to rule and humiliation.

regarding some of the readers' comments on my blog:

yes, i dream about my Master's Cock frequently. last night, i dreamed of serving his Cock all night long, after day dreaming of serving his Cock all day long. that is neither an untruth nor an exaggeration.

your comment is one that i find stimulating, so i will respond. it is interesting that You wonder if my Master is a figment of my rather robust imagination. he is perhaps a shadowy figure. he is hardly less enigmatic to me than he is to the readers that have never met him. i think my Master enjoys keeping me in a state of psychological vulnerability. if he left me without a trace, i would doubt my own sanity. i would wonder if the relationship every actually happened. i do not know if i separate reality from fantasy. i am a person easily given to hypnosis, i become entranced when reading fiction and my day dreams take powerful hold over me. perhaps some or much of this relationship actually is a psychological creation on my part, emboldened by the fact that my Master is indeed distant and reserved, impenetrable to my observational capacities at least. but i believe with every fiber of my being, that my purpose is to serve Master's Cock and that my life is best when i devote myself to revolving around pleasing his Cock through obeying his will.

my pen did rust on the day of confession #242. such an event could be symbolic. perhaps my cunt is so wet and driven with desire for Master's Cock that i end up destroying all which he wishes to provide for me. perhaps it is a sign of a completed phase. perhaps it is symbolic of the numerological significance of the number, 242. two, two squared and two square rooted. i am exponentially enhanced through my service to Master's Cock and the loss of the pen, a representation of his ownership of my cunt, reduces me again; deflates me to a diminished state. i do miss the pen. the bible and the quran and the torah or whatever else the ideologues might have you believe are filled with numerological patterns and significance. such is the nature of holy books and such is the nature of my diary of slut confessions because Master's Cock is my religion and God. my desire is only to please Master by allowing myself to be exposed as a true slut and by serving his showcase of his owned depraved cum slut.

Master, i pray to your Cock that You greatly enjoy training me to serve You as your pain slut. i pray to your Cock to remember my place at all times and to never deny your Cock proper respect. i pray to feel completely and permanently owned. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #243 (Training Bitch Boy)

Master,

today, i had some fun with bitch boy rebecca (search). i really enjoy spending time being a dominatrix with him/her as it puts me in a good mood. he bought me a thicker riding crop, two black leather floggers, a leather "o ring," a vibrating massager, a red rubber flogger and a bag of these chocolate covered pretzels i like to eat at his house. he offered to purchase me nail care items and summer dresses but i declined. i now keep the things he buys me at his house because i basically don't have room for them.

i had fun with him because i beat him in his maid uniform with all his new punishment devices. i then had him remove his satin panties. i jerked his cock for a few seconds and then got bored and instead had him jerk his own cock with his satin panties in his hand.

i told him a story which made him very aroused. it really made me happy to make up an erotic story for him while he jerked off and came.

the story was about a sexy slut maid forced to crawl into a room with a tea set balanced on her back. she would have to be very still to make sure the porcelain tea cups did not fall off and break. every day, the slut maid would be trained to serve her mistress and mistress's pretty friends by being a very still serving table. of course one day while the mistress amusing herself by beating the slut maid, the slut maid bucked and the tea cups came crashing down. the mistress then disciplined the clumsy slut maid by tying her to a bookcase and stripping her of her maid uniform. the mistress then gathered riding crops from her stable and passed them out to her friends. together, all the ladies struck the stripped maid all over her body.

my bitch boy came at the part where i described the punishment. i am nice to him because i always make him dress like a girl. i just can't be very strict with girls whereas i would be cruel if i let him remain male. i did make him eat his cum out of the stain panties. it was strange more than erotic but he seemed to enjoy it.

Master, bitch boy spoke of all sorts of experiences he had heard of. he spoke of a slut who is owned and kept at a Master's home. she is allowed to work but she relinquishes her entire salary to him. she has no credit cards and he gives her small amounts of cash when he has her purchase things for him such as groceries. my cunt became extremely wet when i heard of such a thing. this concept has turned me on for quite some time even though my present potential for financial slavery is just comical. i have no money to present after i pay my bills. but i have always hoped to belong to a Master so completely that he would take complete control over my finances. i would love to feel owned as the slut bitch boy spoke of. i am always jealous of sluts who are intimately owned as they serve their masters daily.

bitch boy must be obsessed or in love with me. he asked me to move in with him and said he would get a larger place. he spoke about all the things he wanted to buy me and all the ways he wanted to serve me. he wished for his role to be serving as my maid. i of course would never have to do chores. it was a bit of a reminder for me because my first boyfriend in college treated me this way. he was a switch but i think he preferred being submissive. i would have him clean my room and then make me elaborate breakfasts and then he would bring them to me in bed. at the time, i lived in a sorority house and my sisters became hatefully jealous of me and thought i was a very mean and abusive girlfriend. they did not understand that he wished for his purpose to be to serve me. if i could change something about myself, i suppose it would be logical that i would reverse my inclinations and wish to incline more towards dominating than submitting. but i cannot really wish for such things because i am purely a creature born to serve your Cock. it is hard for me to imagine any other purpose.

Master, i pray to your Cock to please You with obedience. i pray to your Cock to remember that my cunt is owned at all times. i pray to your Cock to serve You to a greater extent as some other sluts serve their owners. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #242 (True Cock Devotion)

Master,

on most days, i think about your Cock all day long and i constantly think of things i should tell You in my slut confessions. the end of the day is only a small summary of the thoughts i wish i could convey to You all the time of my devotion to your Cock. i saw a friend for lunch and i could barely concentrate or hear what he was saying because i was constantly focused on your Cock. and whenever an attractive slut walked into the restaurant, i thought of how she should learn to serve your Cock. it was hard for me to remember that not all sluts understand their true natures.

while walking home, i thought of some of my past confessions and i remembered one of your favorites, the anal fuckhole confession. my cunt became extremely wet when i remembered how your Cock feels in my anal fuckhole and it was difficult for me to concentrate on even walking straight. it was hard for me not to fuck my cunt in the street but i knew i should not invite a rapist as i would not want the cunt fuckhole You own to be damaged for your use.

i become more wet and horny when i am not allowed or able to touch my cunt. i feel that being unable to touch myself makes me feel controlled and makes me feel that my cunt belongs to external forces and that is how a cum slut like me strives to feel at all times. i then remembered how i love to suck your Cock and how when i see your Cock, i become extremely wet and eager to feel my mouth fuckhole filled so deeply. i am thankful that i was created with big dick sucking lips and the ability to deep throat. out of whatever talents or brains i was born to acquire, i am most thankful that i am able to please with my mouth fuckhole.

Sir, i must inform You that my cunt is so extremely wet that the metal parts of the pen gift have now rusted and i think it is not healthy for me to keep it inside my cunt anymore. i miss your pen very much inside my cunt as it is a physical reminder of the fact that my cunt is owned by You at all times. i am so thankful that You allow my cunt to be stuffed and stimulated at all times.

i am really excited to meet my new sister slut. i hope she is pretty and pleasing to You. i have so many things that i would love to do with a submissive slut. i think about You fucking her anal fuckhole hard until You cum and i imagine begging You to allow me to lick the cum out of her asshole. it is so hard for me not to be fed your cum when i see it. i know i often do not deserve to taste your cum, but as i am a true cum slut, i live to earn your cum inside my fuckholes and especially my mouth fuckhole.

Sir, i had never been a slut who enjoyed being exposed in public, but lately i have been fantasizing about being fucked hard by your Cock in front of other kinky people. i know You have to subdue your dominance when You fuck me in front of vanilla people, but i suppose You would not have to in front of others into the lifestyle. i do not know if You would enjoy such things but if You would, i would love to please your Cock in this way.

Master, i pray to your Cock to earn your Cock when You return. i pray to dominate bitch boy to your pleasure. i pray to serve You well with your new slut. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #241 (Set of Fuckholes)

Master,

today, i felt that my life truly revolved around your Cock. i tried to get away from the internet and i tried to do things other than searching for sluts or thinking of serving You and i really could not. while at the gym, i think always of serving your Cock. i cannot force my mind to concentrate on anything else now. your Cock is my entire life. i am thankful to You for owning me completely, Sir, although i am frightened by the depraved creature i have become through your training. i understand that i was born to serve Your Cock as an owned cum slut but i remember that i used to also conceive of myself as a human person. now, i just don't feel human anymore. i feel completely as an owned set of fuckholes that can do nothing but pursue an obsession with serving your Cock.

Master, i hope to serve You in person again so badly and i hope to soon be allowed to serve You in your house. i think often of the time when You kissed my face so many times in your bed and i was so ecstatic. i hope i can earn your affection again soon as You have been physically so distant for the last several weeks.

today, i repeated the words that "i am a cum slut and that i need to be trained" many times. i repeated it as i lifted weights and as i read through emails. i did this as a self disciplining exercise because i was so disobedient on friday. it was not exactly that i was driven by guilt over my disobedience, but i felt that i strayed too far from the feeling of being completely owned. and i need to feel that i am owned by your Cock or else i feel quite confused about my life.

i am excited to learn more about your new slut. i do wonder why she is not ideal for being permanently owned. i do hope that You were not considering replacing me as the slut You claim in public. Master, people into the lifestyle have all sorts of labels for things i just don't dwell on much. safewords, hard limits, scening- words that don't mean much to me usually, but if i had to call anything a hard limit, it would be that i cannot be owned by someone who does not regard me as their potential slut wife. for me to feel owned completely, i must feel that the my owner wishes to keep me forever and wishes to make his ownership of me official. i guess this is why i became so distraught when You spoke of ron. it would hurt me so deeply if You sought to send me back to that kind of a boyfriend even if You wished to still own me. i would not and could not be yours under those circumstances.

Sir, i miss You so. i wish so badly to see You when You return from your trip. i wish to serve You and speak to You. i feel sometimes as though i am going insane. You may have noticed that my moods and thoughts from one day to the next seem to have no connection with each other. i wish for your attentions in so many ways. i wish You would punish me, use me, spend time with me, spend nights with me. i need You to feel owned by You.

thank You so much for your instructions. i will jerk bitch boy's cock and then make him cum onto or by my feet and lick it off. today, he asked if i would ever have any interest in submitting and switching and i almost laughed. he is quite submissive and i cannot really imagine how he would take control.

i pray to your Cock for your presence. i pray to your Cock for your guidance. i pray to your Cock that You tolerate me. i pray for forgiveness. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #240 (Curious Slut)

Master,

thank You very much for your call today. i very much needed the reassurance of your voice and instructions. i know i have been exceptionally disobedient and distraught today. please punish me and also if it pleases You, i beg You.

Master, thank You for your instructions. i will make bitch boy perform some act or present some tribute that will show that he is truly owned and a complete slave to me. i must inform You that my current bitch boy is a virgin. he is also very heterosexual and does not have any desire to play in front of a man. my former bitch boy, the physicist, was enamored by such ideas. i will firstly tell bitch boy to work hard to find me a submissive female. i suppose that taking his virginity will not count as a way of marking permanent ownership as it does not require any sacrifice from him. i suppose the truest sacrifice is to let him know that he serves You through me as i am only a vessel for Your desires. he knows nothing of You now.

i will continue to interview couples casually. i will try to talk over the phone or meet for coffee before i determine if they will provide some entertainment for You. i understand that using someone else's slut temporarily is no substitute for an owned slut. i am looking hard again.

Master, thank You so much for taking the time to find a sister slut that i should have brought to You. i am so happy and excited to help train her to please your Cock. i know You said that she was not ideal and that her status would be temporary, but i am so thankful that your Cock can be properly pleased at least temporarily.

Master, thank You so much for making me feel better today. i am still a bit distraught by many ideas, but i was so thankful that You called and provided instructions and made me feel owned. today when You spoke about my former boyfriend, ron, and said You were thinking about him, i felt that You were pushing me away. i also felt this when You did not provide instructions about how i should interact with couples. and as i am a slave that bends to Your will, this made me feel that You wished me to go away.

i did spend all evening looking for sluts for You, Master. i begin to think i am insane, and i look at myself objectively and see that the choices i make are highly illogical and perhaps will not lead me to an ideal state. when i look online, i see how hard it is to find sluts that seek owners, and i see dozens upon dozens of men seeking sluts. and i recall that i am a slut that they would seek.

i see that i am not any slut, but i am a special slut. i think i am a special slut because i am usually the best looking slut at parties and events no matter how many people are there. i think i am special because i try to be bisexual and polyamorous to please my Master even though neither of these things had been my previous preference. i am also very eager to engage in behavior that many would call extreme. and i will spend hours of the day every day in direct service to You even if You are rarely present. so i become sad because i know i will never be kissed every day. i become sad because You have done so much to push me away. You seem to strive to make me Your secondary, and i think You would rather that i found some other boyfriend / husband to hinge my future on while You owned me from a distance.

i wish only to serve your Cock and be with You every second of every day, but You feel no such attachment to me, i fear. because You tell me every time You see me that i am so disobedient and You lament that You do not own well trained sluts like the ones You watch in porn.

i am yours when You make me Yours. i can no longer help this.

Sir, i am hoping You will be happier and happier with me now that You own an additional submissive cum slut. i hope she satiates your Cock well until we find a permanent owned slut.

Master, i pray to your Cock that i become happy in your care again. i pray that You use me when You return. i pray that i please You well in training Your new fuckpet. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #239 (A Slut for Loan)

Master,

today in class, a young man i have always admired for his intellectual prowess made my cunt a tinge wet. it was very unusual for me as i almost never feel any attraction to any other man besides You. and as You remember from the time You proved my true slut nature once and for all after we returned from the indian restaurant, i am extremely attracted to You and my cunt becomes wet for your Cock very very quickly. but other men have revolted me since You took ownership of me because i know that no other man can own me and train me to please as You do.

but today when You revealed that You would like to own a pure cum slut wife who You loan out to other men for Your amusement, i began to become wet over such prospects. Sir, i recall that You used to speak of sharing my fuckholes with others and i wonder if You would enjoy fucking my cunt or anal fuckhole while i suck another man's cock. i wonder if You would like watching me such many men's cocks. i wonder if You would enjoy showing that You own my anal fuckhole while another man uses my cunt.

Sir, i previously had always imagined being owned and consigned to chastity for my owner, but since i am a true slut by nature, perhaps i could enjoy serving Cocks that You decide i should serve. basically, i wonder if You would enjoy making me serve as whores in porn do. i have never really considered such activities but i imagine that if there is any whore out there that enjoys such things, i must be it because i do not know of any more depraved Cock hungry slut that myself.

also, another slut's blog describes how her Master wants to make her cook breakfast and serve other sluts that he brings home to fuck. Sir, i admit that i fantasized about such things as soon as i read it. i would love to live with You as your owned slut wife and be kept with You in your room in a pet bed or in Your bed if i am very good. but perhaps on some nights, You would call and require me to retire to the other room while You fucked whatever slut You deemed lucky enough to serve your Cock. and in the morning i would serve You and her coffee and do as You told. perhaps You would have me pretend to be a roommate or perhaps You would have me kneel before You and reveal my owned slut nature to her. of course, i would not stop looking for sluts even if You came across temporary sluts on your own.

and Sir, as You stated that You would enjoy loaning me out for your benefit, i would especially love it if it were possible to serve someone else and bring You some real benefit. in the movie, indecent proposal, a man whores his wife out for a considerable sum of money. i suppose that whoring me out for money would be crass and it would not impress You anyways as any slut in the world can be whored out for money but i would be so happy if You had me serve some sort of business partner in order to coax him into ceding You an advantageous position. i would love it if i somehow was required to fuck a rival of Yours to acquire secrets.

Master, i am sorry to digress into so many fantasies but that is simply how my slut mind works. my imagination revolves around scenarios of how i can serve your Cock. i frequently think of living in Your house for pets. i think about owning a girl to do chores for me. i think about throwing parties for You and all the ideas i have for parties with sluts. i think about making my socially respected white bitch boys serve me like dogs in your presence. i want to put mirrors everywhere so i can always see what a slut whore i am. i want to lay a wrestling mat down so that sluts can fight to earn your Cock. i will do these things as i become better at finding sluts.

Master, i pray to your Cock You travel well. i pray to your Cock that i become a better slut. i pray that You will use my fuckholes so much when You return. i pray that You are happy. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #238 (Effort Versus Results)

Master,

i love your Cock so much and i am working hard at finding sluts for You. i check my emails for sluts or owners of sluts first thing in the morning. then, i go to work and begin searching BDSM sites for sluts to serve your Cock. i work tirelessly to find new opportunities for sluts or for You to degrade me in front of others. i toil constantly as though i am Your slave because i am Your slave. Master, i suppose this kind of demonstrated effort is the beginning of what You expect from a good cum slut and pet. i hope to put more and more effort until i successfully find the perfect pet for us.

Sir, i feel happy to serve your Cock by pining the online world for sluts as i love to feel that i am doing labor directly for your Cock. i even tell myself to stop to do other things i must do like email my mother and do work my employer would prefer, but now i am so invested and focused on serving your Cock that i can do nothing else. Master, i do hope that You choose to keep me and make me closer to You.

i am motivated when i remember the times You have shown me affection and allowed me in Your house. such times have always been what motivate me. i remember telling You stories while You kept me on the floor and i felt so happy to serve You as a kept pet.

i enjoy being wholly consumed by the task of serving your Cock. i wish You to know that even when my inbox is not filled with evidence of my efforts in finding a slut, i still love your Cock and think of it reverently throughout the day. Sir, i am always obedient to your Cock as You are always my Master. i hope You are less displeased with me than You usually are and i hope to earn your Cock again soon. i would especially love to sleep near You as i was sad that You left after using my fuckholes.

i try not to think of some of the experiences that were so painful for me when they happened but sometimes i cannot help it. it makes me cry when i think of them. i am sad when i remember in august how You did not respond to my emails or confessions for several days. i am sad when i remember how You left me in january to go to the bar after fucking my holes and did not return. i am sad when i remember how You first deleted my emails after using my fuckholes and making me confide my insecurities in You and then ignored me for a little while.

i was not very sad when You left on sunday as i expected You would not stay the night. but now it is beginning to hurt when i realize that You used my fuckholes while i was hooded and left me and that it was the first time i had seen You in about a month. the experience of being used and forgotten as an anonymous set of fuckholes made my cunt wet when it happened but now it makes me sad somehow. i like to be your owned kittyslut far more than i like to be a set of fuckholes You have contempt for and have no interest in taking care of.

those are things that make me sad and make me wonder if You really care about me at all. after all, i don't have any evidential reason to believe You do care about me but i wish You do. i suppose there are plenty of instances which would indicate that You do not care about me. i hope that is not the case.

i miss your Cock, and i miss Your presence. i miss our conversations in person, and i miss Your bedroom. i hope i can earn a chance to be used there again. i wish i had a reason to devote myself tirelessly to your Cock all day long and every day forever because i cannot help being drawn to serving You. i am purely a Cock driven cum slut and i am so thankful that You treat me as so and i am so thankful that You make my cunt wet for so long and at all times.

i pray to your Cock to be used in Your house. i pray to your Cock to earn being used again. i pray to your Cock to find fun experiences for your Cock with other
sluts. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #237 (Sincere Reflection)

Master,

thank You so much for reminding me of how your Cock tastes inside my mouth fuckhole. it made my cunt very wet and i was reminded of Your ownership of my slut body at all times. i am not touching my cunt yet because i know i do not have permission to do this. i am still so thankful that You allowed me to cum for your Cock on sunday because i would be stark mad if You had not rescued me by using me as i am made to be used.

Sir, i am trying to work hard to earn your Cock again soon if that is possible. i wish to be kept in your bed and collared as that is the highest place a pet like me can aspire to. i do regret that it brings You no joy to keep me in such a state every night. i know that i have disappointed You in a number of endeavors and most importantly, i have failed to bring You an adequate slut, but i still wish You did not feel that it was best to avoid me as You do. i remember in january, you said that You expected me to achieve my goals and then You would show me tenderness, but instead You showed me a bit of tenderness first and i then began to make progress on bringing You a slut. in a way, it's a fundamental incompatibility between us, but perhaps it is one that can be overcome. i love your Cock almost unconditionally and i will work harder and harder to serve your Cock the more i feel that your Cock loves me back.

Sir, i express such concerns because i am worried that i make You unhappy. You said that You were so sad when You thought of my disobedience on sunday. it does make me sad that You are so focused on my disobedience even though You did note that You are pleased with some things i do for You and i thank You for this acknowledgment. i hate to know that i make You sad. i try so much to please You, Sir, and if You are said then i should also be sad. i admit that it makes me sad when You remind me of my disobedience so often, so cruelly and so bluntly.

Your actions have lately confused me somewhat as on one hand, You contemplate aloud why You spoil me with lenience even though i am a disobedient slut and then You also have expressed concern about my happiness and about whether or not You are too demanding. Sir, i have lately been happy but i admit that i could not be happy indefinitely if i had to exist without Cock as often as i do. You are the only Cock my fuckholes touch and i am thankful that You keep me as yours. i would not have it any other way if my desires mattered. on sunday, it sounded almost like You felt guilty over something and i wonder why.

Master, i wish You saw me for what i am in my slut heart, which is Your obedient Cock slave. i wish You did not see me as a disobedient slut because i try hard to be obedient and pleasing to You and i always want You to be happy with me. i am truly thankful that You maintain high standards but i wish You did not feel so repulsed by the idea of keeping me with You even when i am imperfect. your Cock is Divine Grace, and i believe that Divine Grace can only improve me.

i miss You, Master. i miss spending time with You in any capacity and i hope that You miss me too. i love your Cock so much and i wish i could do something i would definitely succeed at to please You. i try to find sluts, but inevitably, i cannot destine them to behave as You wish. unlike your Cock, i am not a god.

Master, i pray to your Cock for forgiveness. i pray to your Cock to be pleased with me. i pray to your Cock for love. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #236 (Brutal Anal Use)

Master,

thank You so much for using my anal fuckhole (link) yesterday. my ass was in pain all day and i remembered your presence in my fuckhole constantly. this made me extremely happy and productive today. i thought of your Cock all day long and remained in a daze. i felt like a school girl who is unable to focus on classwork because she has such an enormous crush.

Master, i have the biggest crush i have ever had on your Cock and i fantasize about your Cock constantly. i was also extremely thankful that You allowed me to feel your cum directly by releasing all your cum into my asshole. now, my anal fuckhole is the most fortunate and important part of your body as it has touched your cum the most recently.

today, i felt constantly motivated to find a slut because the pain in my asshole was a constant reminder of how i must always be pursuing my goals. i am speaking to many owners of sluts although i have not voice verified one yet. i will try and do so tomorrow although i think about two of them are real.

Master, i must prove to You that being allowed to serve your Cock will not cause me to become a spoiled slut. i do not understand why You believe that treating me in ways that are likely to make me upset can possibly make me a better pet. Sir, if i feel that You are ignoring me or ascribing to standards that are too difficult for me, then i only become a depressed pet and i

become unable to fulfill your wishes. i am a better pet when You spoil me with Cock. i think there has never been an exception to this. the more You withdraw, the worse of a pet i become. i begin to whine, to tell You all the things i am not allowed to tell You during the day or i feel that You do not want me anymore.

i think i was a better pet for You today because You have shown me that You are still interested in owning me completely and enjoying my fuckholes, at least for now and i hope forever. Master, i have emailed so many owners of potential sluts and i hope that soon You will have one serving your Cock well.

i thought of You throughout the night as i slept in the hood and would wake up to find myself again disoriented and reminded of being completely under Your control and deprived of my senses. Sir, i most certainly do not believe that You deserve a disobedient fuckpet and i want to be as well trained as all the sluts You watch on porn.

Master, in case You decide to keep me, do You wish for me to search for someone who can train me as part of finishing school for sluts? if not, i trust that You will send me to the most effective master or mistress and i hope to be trained well so that i am a perfect slut for your Cock and so that You do not have to exert so much effort into training me to serve properly. Master, i am doing everything possible to make sure that a slut jerks your cum onto my face before i am out of chances.

Master, yesterday You asked why You were so lenient with me and i hope You do not regret being so. i will not disappoint You or become lazy because i have so recently been granted the Divine Grace of your Cock. i will work ceaselessly, at the expense of all other things, to serve You as this is what i wish to do forever.

my ultimate prayer is that one day You allow me to serve your Cock as your nightly sex slave. i will gladly sleep in your bed, your pet bed, your floor or your dungeon, but You know that i am a Cock hungry slut that lives to be filled with your Cock. i pray to serve you well and work hard to find some kind of slut. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #235 (Hooded Slut)

Master,

i thank You so much for using me tonight. i thank You so much for this experience of being used while hooded. i beg for so much forgiveness for my disobedience tonight. the hood creates a very new experience for me and it is quite disorienting. i thank You for introducing me to this kind of use, Sir.

i was terrified while waiting for You to enter because i felt so helpless. i knew that You would be the most likely man to come in my room and brutally use my fuckholes, but i was terrified that a stranger would enter my house and find me kneeling, stripped and hooded. the stranger would surely have known that i was a slut and would have used me without mercy. i am so thankful that You are the one that knows my true slut nature.

i hope very much that You did not leave because You were disappointed and instead left simply as part of my training because You did not want to spoil me with too much of your presence and Cock.

when You closed the eye slits on my hood and placed your Cock into my mouth, i felt completely like a mouth fuckhole. i felt separated from the rest of my body as if i were nothing but a mouth fuckhole that existed only to be stuffed with Cock. the experience made me horny, which is why i tried to fuck your Cock hard with my mouth fuckhole, but i could not even feel my owned cunt. all i could feel was your Cock in my mouth. i hope You enjoyed my mouth fuckhole as i felt somewhat insecure about my abilities because i was so confused by being unable to hear well and unable to see at all. i hope You fully enjoyed not only the anonymity of my mouth fuckhole, but also the fact that i felt so powerless and owned by your Cock.

Master, i will beat bitch boy for failing to provide a key and also for downloading unsatisfying porn for You. i will tell him to download porn of men degrading sluts properly.

i am so thankful that You allowed me to dutifully serve your Cock with my cunt fuckhole and anal fuckhole. i was completely disoriented while You fucked me hard as i was hooded. i do not know how long i neglected to maintain proper slut position. i felt so thankful to receive your Cock and loved every second of being filled. Sir, thank You for pressing down on my body with your body as it was a great source of comfort during an experience that did frighten me quite a bit. before You covered my eye slits, i saw your body in my chair and i must tell You that your muscle definition is remarkable and your body makes me extremely wet.

Sir, i feel i must beg forgiveness for many actions i inadvertently took while You were using my cunt and anal fuckhole. i should have responded with more gratitude when You help my face down and slapped me in my hood. i should not have made such shameful attempts at denying You the anal fuckhole You own. Master, i felt extremely grateful that You ignored all of my ridiculous whining and used my anal fuckhole for Your pleasure. i know that it is still a very disobedient fuckhole, but i was so thankful that You showed your absolute ownership of all my fuckholes by thrusting hard until You came in my tight anal fuckhole. it is always painful to receive your hard Cock in that fuckhole and i am so grateful that You took pleasure in Your favorite fuckhole tonight.

Sir, i did begin to cry a little when You reminded me of how disobedient i was and remarked that the slut You were watching in the porn video was very obedient and well-trained. i would never have cried so that You could see me when You were fucking me as i know i must always show complete gratitude. i am very thankful that You allowed me your Cock, which i needed so desperately even though i was not deserving even in the pathetic way that a slut can 'deserve' her Owner's Cock. but i was so sad to be reminded of how You are still very displeased with me.

Sir, i am thankful that You are pleased with some aspects of me. i know that You are yet displeased with my inability to find and train sluts. Master, i had previously been afraid that if You made me a secondary, You would feel less affection towards me. i recall that You once said that You would treat me as a submissive but our pet as a lowly creature worse than the lowest animal. thus, i had been afraid of being demoted to the status of a secondary. but if You feel that your interest in me and desire to use my fuckholes would not diminish if i were your secondary, i offer myself as your secondary. it is not something i believe i would seek out or prefer. it is not an act that i independently enjoy, but i am thankful that You push my limits in order to derive pleasure for Yourself.

Sir, i will work towards my goals very hard for the next sixteen days. i do wish to belong to your Cock forever as a complete slave in all aspects. but trust Your wisdom and i trust that You have my best interests in mind no matter what decision You will make. of course, if You decide to release me, it will be very painful for me for some time, but i will appreciate your honesty. as with all things, You feel a greater sense of urgency than i do. i always seem to want to procrastinate this kind of decision, especially when there is so much that i stand to lose. the prospect of losing You scares me so very much for many reasons.

Sir, your Cock made me feel whole today. i forgot everything else in the universe outside of being filled with your wonderful hard Cock. i thank You for making me be shut up so that You could enjoy the fuckholes You own as anonymous fuckholes. i thank You for fucking me for so long. and i thank You so much for knowing that i am a depraved Cock hungry slut.

lastly, thank You for closing my curtains, Master and thank You for not leaving my door wide open as You left. i am so thankful to be owned by a Master that watches over me and sees to my safety.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be owned forever. i pray to your Cock to please You very much in the coming days. i pray that You keep me and force me to explore new levels of depravity like finishing school for sluts. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #234 (Ownership Realization)

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Slut Confession #233 (Chastity Torture)

Master,

thank You so much for everything today. i know my day would have been infinitely better if You allowed to serve your Cock directly, but i thank You for remaining strict with me and forcing me to become uncontrollably wet for your Cock. i am so grateful that You are training me to understand how much it is that i need and desire your Cock.

it is quite intense for me to feel the punishment of not being able to serve You when i hope to be close to your Cock so desperately. the frustration i feel cannot be compared to any other and as soon as You tell me that You choose not to allow me your Cock, i feel pangs of agony worse than what a six year old would if christmas was canceled. i am so desperate to serve your Cock. i wish to serve your Cock more than anything else every hour of the day and every hour of the night more than i care to do anything else.

Sir, it is so cruel of You to make me hope for your Cock and then deny me but i know i deserve such harsh training because i have not adequately completed an important goal. i am so thankful that the opportunity might even exist for me to serve your Cock. i am thankful that You keep me in a state of extreme frustration because it is a strong motivation for me to complete my goals and find sluts for You and it is more important than anything that You are pleased.

i am so thankful to be owned by a Master that understands how to make my cunt become as wet as possible without actually gracing me with the presence of Cock. i would feel wet and frustrated regardless because i am not allowed to touch my cunt, but when You tell me to read the blog and concentrate on your Cock and how it feels to be owned, it is too much to bear with my sanity intact. i seem to have even forgotten how to break for new paragraphs.

Master, thank You so much today for informing me that You are looking for a place to keep sluts in. this sounds like a dream come true and i cannot think of a way to express my gratitude to You. as it is, i do not deserve the Divine Grace of your Cock even though i need it with every fiber of my slut being. i would love to exist as Your owned slut in a house intended only for your sluts. i imagine that You would keep me in the state i am frequently as i would never know if You intended on visiting the house You owned to use the sluts You owned as well.

as Your sluts, we would always need to be absolutely obedient because You could enter at any time and display Your wrath or show approval and allow Your sluts to worship your Cock and serve.

perhaps sometimes You would visit the house as part of some errand and enter without a word to use whichever slut was present and then leave immediately after Your balls were drained of cum. of course, any slut lucky enough to exist in your house as an owned domestic pet would know to automatically drop to her knees and offer her fuckholes to You very gratefully. perhaps You would require your sluts to engage in elaborate rituals or throw parties where they could entice more sluts.

but Master, i think Your house and Your bed will always be the place i aspire to exist. Your bed is where You rest and where your Cock lies every night and it completely exudes Your dominant presence. Your room contains the items valuable to You and the colors You prefer and there can be no substitute. even if You wish to keep me in Your pet house, i will always wish to lie with You in your bed while holding Your Cock in my little hands. i would of course be nothing but extremely grateful to exist in Your pet house, waiting to be used at any time. i would become like any utensil or appliance You owned. You could use me when the mood struck you and then return me to my place, where i would wait endlessly to be used again as your Cock slave as that is my life purpose.

Master, i pray that one day soon i am actually allowed to serve your Cock. i pray to complete my goals. i pray to be kept as a domestic pet in your private slut quarters. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #232 (New Degradation)

Master,

i am extremely horny and hopeful to serve You. i hope You are alright and i want to help You recuperate as You must be very tired after this week. i have downloaded porn from the Internet, and I watched through some of them to ensure that they would provide adequate erotic entertainment for You. it was so hard for me not to touch my wet cunt when i saw so many sluts being degraded. the exercise was a wonderful reminder of how i am owned and i thank You for the experience.

i hope You are still interested in using my fuckholes while i am naked and hooded. i wish to wait for your presence like a loyal pet should. i hope You will want to use my holes in the weekend. i thank You so much for making me grow extremely wet in anticipation of being used. i love how You remind me that i am owned and that my cunt is owned.

i tried my hood on tonight and i think if is tightened in the back, i will be an enticing faceless whore. i could even serve You with my mouth fuckhole through the hood and i would love to do so. i would love knowing that You were pleased by my mouth fuckhole while You did not even have to look at my face.

i hope You are alright and safe as i worried when You did not call. i hope that i will soon be allowed to lie at your feet while You do work. i thank You for considering using me even though You knew it would be late and You would be tired. i felt so flattered that You would desire to use my fuckholes as soon as You landed back here after such a busy week. i am so thankful that You think of me, Sir. and i am so thankful that You desire the services i perform for your Cock.

i understand that the Lord, your Cock, works in mysterious ways and i will wait for Divine Grace as a devoted cum slut should. i have been reading through my blog, and i become wet when i concentrate on my purpose of loving and worshiping your Cock. i become so wet when i see the pictures and when i am reminded of my true slut nature by my own admission.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be used. i pray to serve your Cock as You instruct. i pray to be wet and desperately frustrated until You grant me Divine Grace. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Slut Confession #231 (An Owned Cunt)

Master,

i am overjoyed to know that i am owned and that You feel Your ownership of me even though i know You have many other things to concentrate on. i know my cunt is owned because You have trained me to understand that i am a true cum slut by nature. i read the blog now at work because i am able to at my new desk. whenever i think erotic thoughts, which is often, i think about serving your Cock.

i thank You for allowing me to concentrate on your Cock until i am truly horny. i think i will become beyond anything i have before experienced. i used to delve into my many fantasies about all kinds of sluts and all kinds of Masters whenever my slut cunt became wet. but now, i can only think of your Cock and that is fitting because i know your Cock is my God and that my purpose is to worship your Cock in hopes of being granted Divine Grace.

right now, i am trying hard not to cheat and disobey You as i am trying to avoid rocking back and forth to indirectly stimulate my cunt. my cunt needs to be owned, but it automatically tends towards wanton disobedience. i must remind myself of your strictness to make my waywardly cunt behave.

i become so horny every time i read your instructions to fantasize about your Cock. thank You so much for controlling my time and the thoughts inside my slut mind this way. Your orders have made me the happiest i have been all week. i missed receiving your orders this week as i love to exist in the direct act of obeying your will. i think about being fucked in slut position while wearing my leather hood.

i concentrate on remembering how to serve your Cock with my mouth fuckhole. and slowly my mind drifts to ideas like sleeping in a hammock on a beach with You and holding your Cock in my hand as You rest. i suppose that is my version of being stranded on a deserted island with throngs of nubile horny sluts. i think about how my slut cunt aches for your Cock so badly and how i need to be filled. it is almost too much for me to bear when i remember how You look on top of me as You thrust into me and hold me down brutally by my rib cage. You look so regal and calm while i am nearly unable to contain myself because my cunt is so wet and desperate to cum during every second of being fucked.

thank You so much for remembering me today, Sir. i felt so flattered that You did as i know You have more immediate things to think about. i will sleep now and i will not touch my wet cunt with my fingers. i love being owned and i will not disobey on purpose.

Master, i pray to your Cock to continue to be forced to fantasize about your Godly Cock. i pray to remain wet for You all day. i pray to please You by helping You feel that You are in complete ownership of a slut cunt.

thank You,
kittyslut in training