thank You so much for your call. i enjoy every moment that You speak to me and that You listen to me. thank You so much for having me fuck my cunt over the phone. my cunt is extremely wet now as i am keeping my legs spread wide when i write my confession as You required. i wish to become a disciplined fuck pet for You and i am very thankful that You maintain such exacting standards. i will never be able to belong to anyone else as a pet as i crave the degree of dominance that You maintain over me. thank You so much for requiring me to fuck my cunt while repeating the words after this confession.
i hope You had a good Christmas day. i had an okay day today. whore layla texted me and wished me merry christmas. amateurslut wished me merry christmas through IM although i was not there to chat with her.
my vanilla ex-boyfriend, ron, called me and made me laugh hysterically through his ignorance. he says that i should run the following idea by You. ron is convinced that You do not satisfy me in bed the way he can and that You should let me sleep with him every so often. he says that he believes You are interested in my happiness and that sleeping with him would be good for my well being. i found this interesting coming from someone who perhaps never gave me even one orgasm in a relationship that lasted for about a year. ron did also say that You seemed emotionally absent. that, i suppose, might have some truth to it, but even then, not much. the interesting thing is that i do not tell him anything about You or our relationship. i rarely talk to him at all. ron just has a way of knowing me. so much can be left unsaid, but he just knows how i feel. except for how i feel about sex, in which case he could not be further off base.
babyslut called me today and we spoke for only a few minutes because i felt she was being quite impetuous. it was very hard for me to end the conversation because she begged and begged for me not to leave, but it did end it when she became too bad. i told her that her size was attractive and she insisted that she is a shrimp. she then said, "i think you are full of crap, but whatever." i do not think she meant to sound overly bold, but i felt that kind of talk was unacceptable. she can certainly disagree with me, but i do not like it when she is bratty. she needs to learn her place and i think she deeply wants to learn her place.
Master, i am thankful that You will punish me and i will concentrate on this punishment in order to try and become a more disciplined pet for You. i do not want to be made unappealing for You.
independently, i would find a nipple piercing distasteful and painful. of course, if it actually pleased You, i would force myself to learn to like it. i also dislike tattoos as i have none, but i would be so thankful to be your live-in permanent property, which You have said is a premise for being forced to be tattooed.
i believe babyslut has the potential to be a very disciplined pet. i believe she can be more disciplined than i can, possibly for the wrong reasons. i believe i can be willful because it is my nature to seek partners that dote on me excessively. even boris, my stalker ex, was obsessive in his attention to me rather than absent or cruel. babyslut seems to seek abusive relationships out of extreme insecurity and low self esteem, thus she can more naturally endure harsh standards than i do.
Master, i pray to learn from whatever punishment You choose for me. i pray to become a disciplined pet that is fit to exact discipline from others. i pray to dominate babyslut's friend well and show her that i should be seen as the most dominant presence. i pray to make You happy. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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