Slut Confession #76 (Worshipful Bondage)

Sir,

i am thankful that You are interested in Domming ron through me. i will do whatever You tell me to do to him. Everything You have ever told me to do has objectively changed me for the better. i should trust You with ron. i should trust You with everything. i do not mean to burden You with all of my concerns and problems. i know that You have stated that You are not interested in taking 100% responsibility for my life now. i will not expect to rely on You for more than whatever guidance You are interested in providing and i wish You never feel burdened or stressed by me.

i am unsure of what your purpose in Domming ron through me is. perhaps You do this for mere amusement or perhaps You design to resurrect a functional relationship between ron and me for my own sake. yet, i am not quite sure i want any relationship between me and ron to succeed. unfortunately, i think i need You and my cunt forces me to wish that i am as devoted to You as possible. And this is a bit unfortunate for me, because i doubt i can maintain your interest in the long term. Well- maintain it consistently, at least.

out of necessity, i must keep my sexual persona under wraps in all my social interactions. this is not an easy barrier for me to break down and i am not quick to trust my sexual vulnerabilities to anyone. it’s not an excuse. just a reason, i suppose.

although You have allowed me to fuck my cunt while writing the religious tenets that describe my worshipful bondage to your Cock, i basically have not been able to cum without your direct orders. it’s a little frustrating, but it does make the presence of your cock even more all-important to me. unfortunately, ron has called me now when he said he would call me to pick me up at 1:30 am. apparently, he became bored of his party. this irritates me because i wanted more time to write a confession to You, which would include the nature of my devotion to your hallowed Cock.

i will say just this (part 2 of the story):

Slut knelt inside her kennel, trying not to fuck her cunt, as she did not have express permission to do so. It was difficult for her as composing prayers to Master’s cock made her cunt so wet that her cheeks flushed bright red while sweat pealed down her luscious tit meat. She heard the dungeon door open and immediately knelt up with her back arched in as painful an angle as possible. She lifted her paws to beg as the Master lazily paced towards slut.Inside the cage, trembled with fear and awe of the presence nearing her, Master’s cock. For slut, Master’s cock was a holy apparition and the presence of cock so near to her overwhelmed her senses completely.

She felt overcome with reverence for Master’s divine cock as he opened the cage and pulled slut out by her bitch collar. Slut instinctively lowered her lips and eyes to the floor, an inch away from the Master’s foot. She was not worthy of looking directly at his godly cock. Master mercifully taught her what her place was in relation to his cock.

“Say your prayers, Slut.”

“Master, slut is deeply thankful for your permission to worship your cock, as this is the greatest privilege slut can aspire to. Slut is worthless before your Godly cock and begs for punishment for speaking words from its worthless fuckhole mouth in the presence of its God, Master’s cock. Slut begs Master to force it to debase itself through extreme humiliation and pain in order for it to be reminded of its place before Master’s Godly cock. Master, slut now begs permission from Master to list ten ways it worships Master’s cock.”

“Granted.”

"Thank you, Master.

Slut gratefully worships Master’s great cock every hour of the day. Slut gratefully revolves around worshiping Master’s perfect cock. Slut is thankful to worship Master’s cock through service of its fuckholes. Slut is grateful for being allowed to always think of how to please Master’s cock. Slut is grateful for the strict sacred dominion of Master’s Godly cock. Master’s cock is the most beautiful form in existence. Master’s cock is more important than the sun and the earth. Master’s cock is holy perfection. Master’s cock is everything slut wishes to serve. Master’s cock is God Almighty, the only God Almighty and slut is very thankful Master has shown it this truth. Amen."

i have included a picture of a beautiful
slave in a cage, which is what i imagine slave kennels look like.

i would be very jealous of her except that the cock i am now deprived of is superior to the cock she is allowed to suck.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #75 (Story: Cockgod Prayer)

Master,

thank You for allowing me to write this story for You. i felt fulfilled writing it because the story allows me to express how i feel for You and your cock, which i now gratefully worship. thank You for providing me with this purposeful religion. when i read the slavery in the saudi kingdom story again, i have trouble comprehending how i walk around and live a functional life at all when i think things like that all day.

this slut prayer my story:

Aurelia had a fleeting recollection of a life from months back- it seemed like eons ago. Occasionally, the hue of the floors she crawled on reminded her of something of that life- the color of trees or people.

Vaguely, in dreams, her slut mind wandered into strange memories of studying in a city, of living in a holy land. As if anywhere could be more holy than being on her hands and knees, exposed fully for use by Master’s wondrous cock. She not only felt no desire for freedom, and could only remember it incompletely.Often she forgot she ever had a name besides the one Master provided her - slut - a name she felt constantly thankful for as serving Master as his slut was her only purpose on earth, and the only task she could conceive of pursuing.

Master lead slut on a leash attached to a leather bitch collar until they reached the sacred idol, a bronze idol fashioned in the form of Master’s pelvis and erect cock. It was early in the day. He yawned as he spoke. “You may kiss the cockgod.”

Slut salivated from her mouth fuckhole as she crawled towards the idol, closing her eyes, to kiss the gorgeous metal cockhead. She recalled the first time Master allowed her the serve the sacred idol. She liked to think of his words- “You must learn to devote your new religion, which is to worship my cock. You will devote your every breathe and movement to serving my cock.”

Master was a benevolent God to allow her to imagine serving him even when she was not in his presence by providing her with a beautiful replica of Master’s perfect cock.“Thank you for letting slut kiss the sacred idol, Sir.”

The Master stepped on slut’s back, forcing her head and neck down the floor before the great cockgod. “Beg me to chain your legs down so you are stuffed with the sacred cock.”

“Master, please, please chain slut to the ground she it is forced to serve the great cock idol with its fuckholes until you release it.”

The Master grabbed slut by her hair and twisted her around so her wet cunt was proffered to the idol’s erect form. He pushed her lithe body back onto the cock idol, being sure to hurt her with his force. “Thank You Sir for so strongly placing slut’s cunt fuckhole over the wondrous cockgod.”

The Master slapped her face and took a small book bound in soft leather out of his pocket. With its silk bookmark and size, it looked like a bible. And it was. For slut, the book contained the holy word of God, her Master. Everyday Master opened the book to a page and required slut to read while she fucked the sacred idol hard. Today, Master opened the book to slut’s favorite part, the commandments. He turned the video camera on the tripod on before he left the room and left slut to her daily worship of the cockgod.

Slut read the commandments aloud, in a whispering submissive voice, as she had been trained.

• Commandment one: Pleasing Master’s cock shall be slut’s first thought every morning and last thought before sleeping every night. This is slut’s most valuable privilege.


• Commandment two: Slut shall keep her fuckholes clean and available to Master’s cock at all times. Slut must be thankful for this great honor.


• Commandment three: Slut must confess all her disobedient thoughts and actions to Master every day and beg for severe punishment for each transgression.


• Commandment four: Slut must pray to Master’s cock everyday. Slut’s only priority in life is to worship Master’s cock and aim to satisfy him with its obedience and fuckholes.


• Commandment five is above all: Slut must be thankful for being allowed to serve Master’s great cock as slut has no purpose and can feel no joy without serving cock.
  

After the commandments, slut read the next verse: Slut does not deserve ten commandments. Humans may have ten, at least. Slut’s mind is too degenerate and simple, pitifully obsessed only with serving cock. It is unworthy of even five commandments, but Master is benevolent and has given it five. Slut should feel extremely grateful.In some recess of her mind, slut remembered reading other holy words in her childhood- about a God in heaven.

Immediately, she pushed such thoughts out of her mind. She knew she must beg for punishment forgiving herself to distraction. Slut was not worthy of devotion to Master’s cock already today. Sometimes, if slut were very good, Master would also allow her to worship his actual feet and his asshole.It was a holy trinity of sorts, but her devotion ultimately belonged to Master’s beautiful perfect cock. And today, she deserved harsh punishment for failing to concentrate properly on worshipping cock. Slut was bad today. Slut glanced at a grandfather clock at the corner of the room. Master ordered her to cum hard every half hour and the time was nearing. Slut thought about every part of Master’s cock as she came- she beautiful black hairs at the base, the colors of the veins bulging slightly under the perfect dark skin of his majestic and holy cock.

Master was a great presence- so strong and dominant. He exacted discipline so naturally- even from a wanton fuck animal like slut. Slut thanked Master aloud for allowing her to serve him a filthy dumpster to unload his cum on several times a day so that he could concentrate on more important things.

As the day passed, slut’s eyes filled with tears ass he had fucked the statue hard for several hours and was extremely sore. She heard the door open and saw as the Master saunter towards her. She fucked the statue as hard as she could with her cunt fuckhole even though it was extremely painful for her.

Master pinched slut’s big tit and ordered her, “Serve the sacred idol with your anal fuckhole.”

Slut strained not to move away from his intense grip on her nipple and spoke, “Thank you, Master. Thank you for allowing slut to practice serving you with its asshole by serving the sacred idol and hurting it with your order.”

Master slowly walked away and left the room. She wanted to be an extra good slut by fucking the sacred idol very hard with her ass, so she would feel much pain. She was unworthy of the touch of Master’s cock and deserved to endure extreme pain for being filled with something as superior as the sacred idol, are presentation of Master’s perfect cock. Slut focused on composing a prayer for Master while she fucked the sacred idol hard. She felt thankful that Master would probably grant her several hours to do this with the wondrous hard cockgod buried in her ass. Her gaping cunt, well used from the hours spent serving the cock idol, immediately became sopping wet again upon thinking of a possible prayer to present to Master.

She composed her prayer (this is my sincere prayer to You): “Master, please punish this filthy slut for so desperately desiring to serve your cock even though itis not worthy of such an honor. Thank You, God, for allowing slut to express her devotion to your cock throughout the day by worshipping the great cockgod with her fuckholes. Praise to the glorious cock for Masters cock is all that matters. Master’s cock is the entire universe in itself. Slut is thankful to Master’s cock for providing her with purpose. Slut begs and prays for Master’s cock to fill her fuckhole and slut gratefully prays to receive the sacrament of cum from holy cock, her only Lord and Master. Amen”

the story seems to rely on Catholic imagery- no surprise as Catholicism is by far the most sadomasochistic religion. i must go to sleep now to wake up early. i want nothing else than to serve your cock.

i provide You with this picture of my mouth fuckhole open and waiting to service your cock and a pic of my big slut tits presented to You for inspection.

i hope that i have earned the privilege of serving You this weekend.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #74 (Anal Cum Receptacle)

Master,

thank You so much for visiting me and allowing me to serve You with all my fuckholes. i am extremely thankful that You allowed me to serve You with my mouth fuckhole as i have had the honor of preparing it for You for the past week.

thank You so much for fucking me hard in my cunt and forcing me to tell You how much i deeply love your cock before You let me cum hard. Thank You for using my ass as your cum receptacle. this was all incredibly erotic for me. i can't seem to concentrate or get my thoughts straight now because my head is spinning even after i sat still for ten minutes with my legs pointed straight towards the window, i am very sorry it is so hot here.

i am glad You went home if that was more comfortable for You (and i mean that from the bottom of my heart). i am including a picture of me offering your favorite fuckhole to You. please use my tight
anal fuckhole at your will.

You asked if i agreed that all the times that You expressed anger towards me were justified and i did not have a clear response. my cunt makes me crave a man who will not back down from his own standards and demand high standards of me, so i suppose all your justifications are what my cunt craves even if i don't understand them.

Sir, i lament that i am not a thankful enough slut towards You. i will concentrate on fixing this. honestly, thanking You is not easy for me. i do not capriciously say 'please and thank You' as the cashier at the grocery store does- with no thought behind it and out of habit. thanking You is, i just have realized, difficult for me. i feel the deep degradation of thanking You for what You do for me. it's shameful as it is that i do the sexual acts i do for You. thank You for your strictness and thank You for forcing me to degrade myself in this way continually and to deeper and deeper extremes.

about ron, ron is a kind person by nature and also very in tune with me. today when I 'demanded' that he explain his position on biracial babies, he immediately commented that we were 'off'- that the interaction wasn't quite right. this was true because i was not interacting with him as myself, but through You as your voice. if I need him to drive me clear across the state, he will do it. if I need him to come with me somewhere he doesn't want to be- he'll go for a whole day. everyone tells me to marry ron when they find out about his father and his tens of millions. but honestly, i don't know what to do with his money anyways. he is so perfect on paper- handsome, intelligent, charming- white, bright and polite.

this brings me to considering if i want to be your pet. it is clear that i need to be your pet, but i am afraid of doing so sometimes. i think in the end, i might deeply need to be your pet and there isn't anything that should stop me from falling to my knees and offering all my fuckholes to You all the time.

i am hindu, which is a highly sexual religion. temples are sometimes lined with dozens of statues like this. totally perverse. it was also an actual hindu custom for wives to show reverence to their husbands by bowing down worshiping their feet. i have known two caucasian people to complain about witnessing indian people do this within the US. i have seen a few women do this in India. really, if you are into sex, hinduism is definitely where it's at and christianity is totally where it is not.

anyways, i am sure that such a consideration was not the point of your exercise for me. so, i will focus on worshiping your cock like a cunt must. it is my nature to see your Cock as a god i must completely and solely devote all my energy to. that is all i want in order to feel fulfillment. i love worshiping your cock, Sir.Thank You for allowing me to express myself as your reverent and obedient bitch. i will devote myself to this religion as nuns devote themselves to the church.More so, actually- because they repress their desires and my desires are what drive me. i have no conflict.i am excited to develop an entire religion for cumsluts to become nothing besides devoted fucktoys for their owners. thank You for allowing me to please You in this way. i am not familiar with how one prays normally as hindu prayers are chants written in sanskrit that one learns translations to. but i am sure that my innate cum slut nature will drive me to cock worship as i was born to do without any teaching.

my prayer:

Master, please take all this depraved slutwhore's fuckholes for your enjoyment or amusement. your depraved slutwhore loves your cock and there is nothing else in the world like loving your cock. your cock is the most amazing form in all of creation. your slutwhore wants only to kneel down and beg to serve your great cock with its fuckholes.

i am a cum slut and i need to be trained.

i am a cum slut and i need to be trained.

i am a cum slut and i need to be trained.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #73 (Blowjob Study)

Sir,

i know i need to be punished for so many things, but please please punish me particularly severely for irritating You today with my disobedient attitude. i hope you will enjoy administering punishment on me as i do love to serve You by being degraded through pain and humiliation.

tonight, i am studying how to serve You by using my mouth fuckhole to provide a perfect blowjob. i have read that i should lick beneath the head and around it, that i should lick it like an ice cream cone. i am told that there is less sensation around the base, but i think You would enjoy being deep throated nonetheless because it is a way of degrading me. i believe You have before slapped my face with your cock. i hope You enjoy such an act- it shows me how much a depraved fuck whore i am to crave sucking on a man's cock after he has used it to hurt me and humiliate me by slapping my face- a very humiliating place to be slapped.

i have read that i must make sure your cock is wet from my salivating whore mouth. the experts say both wet cuntholes and wet mouth fuckholes are pleasing to men. i think it is very important that i work on my attitude towards You and your cock. i want to show that i am an obedient fucktoy for You throughout my service to You.

i will try to make sure my fuckholes are more available to You, which they should be, as i don't usually have scheduled activities at work ahead of time. i am sending You pictures in hopes that it will help start your day on a positive note.

(1) one is me sucking your pen after it was inserted in my cunt while i wrote this confession to You. it was covered with my juices and i had to suck hard to clean it.

(2) another is a pic of of me holding up my big slut tits while i pose with a slutty
cock sucking face. i think this one more clearly shows the thickness of my cock sucking lips. most than most girls, my lips were made to look luscious around hard cocks. holding my tits up like that is painful for me, which made my cunt more wet.

(3) this is my favorite pic. my face and mouth fuckhole look accurately like those of a desperate wanting cumslut.

(4) finally, the last is just me sucking my slut tits because i did not have a hard cock to practice on.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #72 (Humiliating Submission)

Sir,
i am attaching a picture of my cunt stuffed with your pen before i begin to write my confession.
i find it very hard to break up with ron, even temporarily. he gets very angry when i refuse him sexual favors, but he becomes very kind and affectionate when i threaten to leave. he does not want me to be single for even 10 minutes because he is sure i will try and find someone else and that irks him. he is possessive. i shouldn't only say bad things about him. i miss him already. hmmm.
i am so excited to be able to serve You with my mouth. i hope You will use it many times so that i can improve until i am perfect. i have made my panties so wet while thinking of You in this email that i am beginning to soak my chair, it is as though i spilled liquid on myself. by nature, i must serve a man as his cum slut. i not only need my fuckholes stuffed with Cock. i need to be stuffed by a man who knows what i am for- who knows that i must be continually forced to express how thankful i am to be used, who knows that i must be degraded into the most humiliating sort of submission-that is what my fuckholes need in order for me to cum hard.
i am very thankful that You are willing to use me as i desperately need. i can't wait to get on my knees before You while You fill my mouth fuckhole with your hard Cock. i just want to feel your whole cock thrust all the way into my throat and i want to wrap my salivating whore tongue around every inch of it and treat it like it is the most delicious entity i can ever taste, which it is, as i recall.
thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #71 (Mouth for Cock)

Sir,

i feel immense fulfillment in being able to please You by frustrating and denying ron. i am 100% sure i could not do this to ron if You did not order me to. thank You for your continual support.

i apologize profusely for failing to thank You for considering using my mouth fuckhole tomorrow. it makes my week brighter to be able to look forward to serving You. i also must thank You for allowing me to degrade myself by tonguing your balls even though it does not give You direct pleasure.

i have just returned from the creative writing seminar and i am going to ron's house and i am going to deny him pussy sex in order to please You. i imagine that he will be livid and that he will pretty much tell me to walk back home. i will not focus on what he says to me. i will focus on how to better please You while sucking your cock until You allow me to taste your cum. i wish i had thought of it sooner, but i should have my teeth filed so that they cannot grate on your Cock and can only feel smooth in case my teeth (which are inconveniently large) should rub against your cock. i suppose it is helpful that I have large dick sucking lips that can fit around my teeth in order to keep your cock comfortable.

i have been taking photos to show You. i like this one. i was practicing keeping my jaw dropped, ready to be
stuffed with Cock. i will feel like a good slut only when i am allowed to suck on your real life cock, perhaps with the pen still in my pussy fuckhole.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #70 (Blowjob Advice)

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Slut Confession #69 (Special Number)

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Slut Confession #68 (Blowjob Research)

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Slut Confession #67 (Favorite Stories)

Sir,

thank You for allowing me to write You a slut confession tonight.

my new goal is sucking your cock until You use my mouth fuckhole to cum. this is definitely the goal that has brought me more joy than any other.

i imagine that your cum would be the most delicious substance that i ever will taste and i hope that You will feed me some when You cum. i will go online and learn how to best satisfy You with my mouth fuckhole.

i am happy that i am able to write You confessions again.

i feel so in touch with myself as normally i keep such thoughts bottled up in deep recesses of my mind.

i end up maintaining such a prudish exterior even though doing so is lying to the world.

here is a story i have enjoyed (http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/stories/story.php?storyid=1484). i don't know why i like it. the way it is written, i guess.

and i enjoy this one (http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/stories/story.php?storyid=2783), because that one involves pet sluts.

tonight, i did not really need a good excuse not to suck ron's cock. i would have felt extremely guilty about giving him an excuse not to suck him, but he automatically settled for "not tonight. just fuck me." i have only sucked ron off to completion twice in the twelve months we have dated. i enjoy sucking cock until i taste cum, but it seems that not all men are interested in this activity.

i want now to be very thankful and obedient to You. i want to focus on improving myself for You and right now i know this means i must be more obedient and more thankful. i know that as a slut, i will only feel that i am fulfilling my purpose if You are pleased and if i feel that i am ruled by You. i really do not mean to ever prompt You to feel You should be responsible for 100% of my life. i do not want You to feel burdened or stressed by me- especially since You have so many activities in your life to manage. but i hope that i can bring You some relief by serving You with my fuckholes and not irritating You with disobedience.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #66 (Countdown)

Sir,

i wish that You will use my fuckholes to relax one day after You work so hard.

i missed You today and thought about how You said You would make me count backward before i would be allowed to cum. i have not even started counting and it already keeps my pussy extremely wet.

thank You for allowing me to share the kind of porn and stories that make my pussy wet and cause me to fuck my pussy to them again and again. i am slightly embarrassed to share what is inside my extremely dirty mind, but i need to obey You when You tell me to share what i think. i feel exposed and naked when i share these things. but i think that is how a slut should feel at all times anyways.

i like this picture of this slut with her head bowed down, forced to say "this slave wishes to serve you in any way". i like that she is naked while the other people are clothed and leering at her. i think it is fairly clear that she doesn't mean to offer herself for service. The dominatrix is forcing her to do this and the slut feels very embarrassed about it. what is worse for her is that the dominatrix tells her to expose herself more to them by spreading her legs to show her wetness.

sometimes i like to think that the slut is not wet and that the idea of someone telling her she is makes her feel helplessly reduced to being a wet fuckhole. sometimes i like to think that the slut is secretly wet and becomes very ashamed when she has to expose herself to these lecherous older people.she serves them in any way and now she is naked, collared and on her knees before them. i like that she is serving them food that way- helplessly anticipating how they will rape all of her fuckholes. sometimes i feel guilty that such things as this picture make me very wet and bring out my desires for that kind of treatment.

so i read things like this (http://womensspace.wordpress.com/) and i agree with what that blogger says about pornography. except she is appalled by it and my pussy controls my behavior and makes me want these vile things.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #65 (Porn As Cartoons)

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