Slut Confession #164 (Babyslut Confession)

Master,

i spoke to babyslut today and she has deleted the text from her Internet dating profile. she did send me a slut confession, which isn't exactly well written. however, i suppose that is not that much worse than my own first slut confessions.

babyslut sent this confession:

Okie.... Let me think... While I was... Yeah... I had an urge to be hit. I'm not sure exactly why... But I felt like I deserved it... I felt very bad for doing such things. It feels wrong whenever I do it... Kind of embarrassing to even talk about... I also fantasize about being choked... I like being choked... The lack of air somehow makes everything feel... Better... Lets see... I like the thought of being tied up and blindfolded... being unable to see whats coming next and the cutting off of one of my sensory receptors always increases the others. I fantasize mostly about being punished. Different methods of torturing myself.... I don't do anything, but I think about it... Or I think of someone else doing it to me...

she does seem like a serious masochist. i will tell her to write me a better confession with correct grammar. babyslut was back to her usual depressive and paranoid self today. i told her i would have her transfer to a local community college and she understands the value of this and also understands that she must abide by my decision, but made some arguments against it. for some reason, she feels afraid of going straight to school after graduating and wants to work. she actually wants to work to help me while i am in school next year.

her concept of money is strange. she is concerned about the few hundred or thousand dollars courses at community college would cost. she is also under the belief that once she leaves her home state that she cannot go back because of money and that she will not be able to see her friends anymore at any time.

she does seem wary of You and i have to figure out what to tell her to make her trust You and want to serve You.

today, i read some venting by lawyers and law students and am truly afraid of this profession now. lawyers seem to well is a state of misery beyond even my comprehension.

in order to console myself, i will focus on my depraved slut mind because that is an act of obedience to your Cock and such acts are all that can make me happy. today i thought some more about my depraved fantasy about the slave girl who serves as an ornamental urinal to her Master, the prince. it is interesting that my fantasies retain aspects of typical female fantasies. i do tend to think about dashing 19th century aristocrats in capes (who brutally rape their servant girls) and also of princes, pirates and warriors (that makes brutal rape fantasies a given).

i thought about how the prince must have picked which harem slut would serve him as his willing urinal. i think the prince picked the two most beautiful girls to choose between. they were proud of their beauty and of being from respected families. they often treated other harem sluts with slight disdain as they thought themselves more desirable. the prince knew that such sluts would make the ideal mouth toilets when broken.

as he sat in his throne, fanned by a very young slut, he had the two potential toilet slaves' arms bound behind their backs. he had them placed on a mat in front of him and told them to wrestle each other. he wished to humiliate the sluts further and entertain his associates by inviting his court to watch the spectacle.

the prince announced that whichever slut sat on the other's face for five seconds first would be the winner and would be allowed to serve him as his personal piss whore. although both sluts felt extremely humiliated by being forced to entertain lecherous men by fighting for such a degrading position, their natural cattiness and desire to be pleasing for the prince drove them to fight hard. both were very fearful of the fate the loser might find herself in. when the prince signaled for the match to begin, the sluts crawled aggressively towards each other as the onlookers goaded them with the most debasing of insults and jeers. the sluts pushed their naked big tits against each other and tried to pull the other's hair with their teeth. one slut bit the other's nipple very hard and drove her to scream, arousing some applause from the onlookers. finally, one slut pinned the other down and ground her cunt over the slut's face. the losing slut knew she was without hope, and could only try to viciously bite the winning slut's clit to express vengeance.

the prince called the match finished and told the winning slut to crawl towards him and she did, awkwardly because her hands were bound. he made a toast to the court and said he hoped everyone enjoyed watching his whores fight for his piss. finally, he told the winning slut to open her mouth to receive her first prize, which was to become her function and purpose from that moment forth.

Master, i pray that i make babyslut become the best slut she can be. i pray that i do not hate law school and being a lawyer as everyone says i will. i pray to become your live-in permanent property. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #163 (Bestiality and Piss)

Master,

i will try and focus on revealing my slut mind to You as i am grateful that You are interested in it. You are the first person who has expressed interest in this inner life, which consumes me but remains completely secret to the rest of the world. sometimes, i am afraid to tell You about the things i fantasize about because i fear that it will make You want to do them to me or give You the impression that i desire acts that i fear.

for example, i became more afraid of You when You said that You would consider
mating me with a dog if the animal was dear to You. i am afraid of such extreme acts even though i fantasize about them regularly. i don't know why, but even though i fantasize about such things, i really do not want to sink to that level. i am afraid of what You would think of me if i make myself out to be more extreme than You.

but i must reveal my slut mind to You in order to be controlled completely, so i will. Master, this is embarrassing and humiliating for me to recount. today, i recalled a story about a prince in some middle eastern land who only used a slavegirl's mouth as his piss toilet. she was always kept near so not to inconvenience him. i imagine the prince as a sultan with a harem of sluts to serve him by fanning him, massaging him and pleasing him with their slut bodies.

and i imagine that he kept one slut solely to tend to him as his urinal. thinking of things like this makes me very horny. prior to being owned by You, i would have merely imagined this fantasy visually, but now i actually delve into the piss slave's mind and think of how she must feel in love with her master's piss and how she must become very horny while waiting to swallow the piss that owns her.

really, it was very hard and humiliating for me to even reveal that sort of fantasy to You. it was already so humiliating to have to sit on a toilet and pee while You watched me. i think it would be mortifying to actually experience that sort of fantasy and yet, i do think of such things because i am given to such a depraved slut mind.

babyslut was absolutely incoherent today. i spoke to her for only a few seconds and she actually neglected to call me. when i called her she said she was in severe pain from a migraine. she could not seem to comprehend what i was telling her and was truly unable to converse. it is quite strange. i do not know what to do about such behavior. i told her to take down her Internet dating profile as i believe i had not been strict enough about this before. i do not know if she understood me.

i have not spoken to skinnyslut yet, but i will as soon as she responds to the last email i sent her. i believe i must tell her to send a pic and i should tell her to eventually prepare for a visit from us. i recall that i also must tell babyslut that she is to transfer to community college here in the fall.

thank You very much for your email. i very much value and need your communication. i guess my law school applications are going alright. the dean seems to remember me and seems to want to write me a full rec letter even though the dean's statement need only be a signed statement that i did not get suspended and such.

i miss You dearly. i still fear the punishment i will incur and i hope that i can trust You 100% with control over any and every aspect of my life.

Master, i pray to your Cock to feel more and more owned by You. i pray to effectively prepare skinnyslut to serve us sexually on a visit. i pray to please You with obedience when You chose to visit me next. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #162 (Training Two Sluts)

Master,

i miss You quite a bit. i love your Cock and cannot wait to serve You again.

today, skinnyslut emailed me and says she will be back home soon and requested orders about when to be available or when she could call me.

separately, babyslut was in an uncharacteristically good mood today. it was the first sign i noticed of her being bipolar. she was more confident and described herself in radically different terms than what she usually does.

today, she was listening to music and kept her tv on mute while speaking to me and claimed that she could easily multi-task. i pointed out that this diverged completely from what she said yesterday and she backtracked and said that she could only multi task between certain tasks. she also admitted that she is deliberately solitary and avoids invitations by peers (she always has said this). but today she said that she constantly is asked out. in this sense, she implied that she understands that she is perceived as rather good looking. she says that i speak to her as a psychologist does, but i do not believe she grasps the extent to which i analyze her.

she also seemed to flake out on her pledge to the goal of becoming my live-in pet by late july. today, she admitted to being worried about what to do this summer. babyslut said she wanted to transfer to a no-name community college in the northwest. i reminded her that i told her i would be the person to go to and she immediately claimed that she sought to belong to me fully, but i was frustrated by her lack of total devotion. i suppose it is only reasonable as we have only speaking for a week or so regularly. it is as though the depressive side of her seeks purely to be owned, while her inflated side seeks independence. i am not sure what to do about this.

i told her to complete her slut confession this weekend and she says she will. i will be displeased if she does not and will have to think of some punishment i can implement over a distance. i believe she will not disappoint me though.

Master, i ordered a present for You many days ago, but fedex appears to be exceptionally slow over the holidays. i am sad it is not here. i also received an email to apply to a university in the midwest with a waived application fee. that made me happy because it is ranked well by usnews and if they are soliciting my application for no reason, then i guess i am a good applicant. i also opened some old letters of recommendation i just found and realized that i did not ask for a recommendation from the teacher who wrote most highly of me.

i would still like to take the LSAT again because i am embarrassed about telling my friends about my score. but i also do not want to have to pay to take it and order more practice tests. honestly, i would like to get back to my own creative projects as soon as possible, if You would allow it.

Master, i pray to your Cock to learn to Domme strictly, which is a bit hard for me. i pray to earn your tenderness because i do not want You to feel pent up or lonely. i pray to become the best slut for You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #161 (Babyslut as Masochist)

Master,

i instructed babyslut not to speak to her switch boy. but as soon as i told her not to speak to him, she acquiesced. i think she likes territorial behavior on my part. i do not know why that should surprise me. i am absolutely drawn to territorial behavior directed towards me. it is one of the only types of dominant behavior that vanilla guys engage in. her reaction tells me that she craves You and your dominance and enjoys it vicariously and unknowingly through me.

i told her that i thought we should make it a goal for her to become a live-in pet in july. she took well to that idea and is also going to make it a goal.

babyslut is always punctual about calling me, but says she has two alarms go off at 10 pm and keeps it written on her hand in order to remember. she is always on time for work and school, but claims she cannot remember to do her homework or eat. i see that she can only comply with externally imposed structure and has no internal sense of direction. common for submissives, i suppose.

i hate being a submissive for some reasons. i do love belonging to You, but that is because i was made to belong to You. if i had a choice, i think i would choose to be capable of independence.

babyslut becomes engrossed in each task she takes on, but does not seem to be able to maintain any organization or self discipline. she says she cannot even do laundry because she has to wait by the machine or else she forgets it is in there for days. she says she cannot remember to write in her planner or read her planner and that if she is distracted by anything, she forgets to eat. i find this interesting because she has never been even one minute late in calling me and if i tell her to call an hour later, she calls exactly an hour later. clearly, she needs to be owned.

babyslut tells me that she is a masochist, which will be interesting because You are not a sadist. she says she gets turned on by cutting herself and choking herself. indeed, babyslut has the makings of a much better slave than i.

babyslut says she likes to jump rope for exercise and jog. she began to become distracted by some random television show, while speaking to me. she had taken nyquil for her cold and was acting drunk and disoriented. like me, she never ever drinks and is opposed to alcohol in any form.

i think she knows how erotic her sincere obedience is. still, i imagine that her mind is filled with filthy thoughts.

meanwhile, my other sluts are being bad. skinnyslut has not responded to my last email. amateurslut has not responded since she wished me a merry christmas, but then i do not believe i gave her instructions. the french slut seems to be the most reliable out of them aside from babyslut, who is the absolute best.

i pray that You will not lose patience while guiding me to be an effective Domme. i pray to earn your Cock again. i love your Cock. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #160 (Marrying Babyslut)

Master,

i am still very thankful for your call yesterday and had a good day today because You chose to speak to me.

today, babyslut and i spoke and i learned more about her troubled life. during her early childhood, her mother was taken to jail for threatening to attack a court house because she did not get custody of babyslut. babyslut also had a stalker when she was 13 years old. she is very skinny. she tells me that she tries to jog everyday, but often "forgets" to eat. it seems that she does not even eat every day. i do not believe she is an anorexic, but i believe it must be unhealthy for her to weigh less than 90 lbs. she was sick today and says she is often sick.

i began to tell her of your existence. she asked if i lived alone and i said that i did not but was considering moving in with a dominant partner several months from now. she asked how i could switch. i think she wanted to think of me as one who could only dominate. i explained to her that i can switch, but told her that i was predominantly dominating, which strange as it may sound, is true.

babyslut did not really respond perfectly warmly to the idea of me moving in with a dominant partner, but she did not object. she has expressed that she would like to move in with someone else far away as soon as possible. she also said she would like to get married as soon as possible and marry a woman. i hope i did not give her the impression that i was available for marrying. she does really like me, i think.

today, again she begged me not to leave her and behaved much more submissively than yesterday. she has a lot of problems trusting others and does not open up to people often. i believe she opens up somewhat to me, but even then, i know it will take a while to really get to know her.

i think things are going as well as they can be with babyslut. i have not communicated yet with the boy switch, but i will. while she might have an erotic attraction to him, she cannot be as emotionally invested in him.

the french slut wished me merry christmas and another slut i have barely spoken to tried to im me. i know little about her, but she has made several efforts to get in touch with me (i was at my aunts house and was unavailable for chats).

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a good Domme, but also a fair Domme. i pray to your Cock to accept the punishment You choose for me while showing obedience. i pray to show You more gratitude. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #159 (Bratty Babyslut)

Master,

thank You so much for your call. i enjoy every moment that You speak to me and that You listen to me. thank You so much for having me fuck my cunt over the phone. my cunt is extremely wet now as i am keeping my legs spread wide when i write my confession as You required. i wish to become a disciplined fuck pet for You and i am very thankful that You maintain such exacting standards. i will never be able to belong to anyone else as a pet as i crave the degree of dominance that You maintain over me. thank You so much for requiring me to fuck my cunt while repeating the words after this confession.

i hope You had a good Christmas day. i had an okay day today. whore layla texted me and wished me merry christmas. amateurslut wished me merry christmas through IM although i was not there to chat with her.

my vanilla ex-boyfriend, ron, called me and made me laugh hysterically through his ignorance. he says that i should run the following idea by You. ron is convinced that You do not satisfy me in bed the way he can and that You should let me sleep with him every so often. he says that he believes You are interested in my happiness and that sleeping with him would be good for my well being. i found this interesting coming from someone who perhaps never gave me even one orgasm in a relationship that lasted for about a year. ron did also say that You seemed emotionally absent. that, i suppose, might have some truth to it, but even then, not much. the interesting thing is that i do not tell him anything about You or our relationship. i rarely talk to him at all. ron just has a way of knowing me. so much can be left unsaid, but he just knows how i feel. except for how i feel about sex, in which case he could not be further off base.

babyslut called me today and we spoke for only a few minutes because i felt she was being quite impetuous. it was very hard for me to end the conversation because she begged and begged for me not to leave, but it did end it when she became too bad. i told her that her size was attractive and she insisted that she is a shrimp. she then said, "i think you are full of crap, but whatever." i do not think she meant to sound overly bold, but i felt that kind of talk was unacceptable. she can certainly disagree with me, but i do not like it when she is bratty. she needs to learn her place and i think she deeply wants to learn her place.

Master, i am thankful that You will punish me and i will concentrate on this punishment in order to try and become a more disciplined pet for You. i do not want to be made unappealing for You.

independently, i would find a nipple piercing distasteful and painful. of course, if it actually pleased You, i would force myself to learn to like it. i also dislike tattoos as i have none, but i would be so thankful to be your live-in permanent property, which You have said is a premise for being forced to be tattooed.

i believe babyslut has the potential to be a very disciplined pet. i believe she can be more disciplined than i can, possibly for the wrong reasons. i believe i can be willful because it is my nature to seek partners that dote on me excessively. even boris, my stalker ex, was obsessive in his attention to me rather than absent or cruel. babyslut seems to seek abusive relationships out of extreme insecurity and low self esteem, thus she can more naturally endure harsh standards than i do.

Master, i pray to learn from whatever punishment You choose for me. i pray to become a disciplined pet that is fit to exact discipline from others. i pray to dominate babyslut's friend well and show her that i should be seen as the most dominant presence. i pray to make You happy. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #158 (Merry Christmas)

Master,

i wish You a very merry christmas!

meanwhile, my Christmas is sucking, but i am heathen, so i can only expect as much. the office manager lady called me on the phone and yelled at me for leaving at 5:15 today when everyone else was gone and she herself was not in the office. i found this to be strange behavior. i went back and stayed till six thirty, but i think she felt bad and realized she was being ridiculous when she yelled at me.

then, my mom called and yelled and then my dad too. he says that it might be a good idea not to talk for six months and then see if i am better of in his absence. he again asked me "what are you going to do with yourself?" and seems to be in deliberate denial of my law school endeavor. he is worried that i will ask him for money while in school and that i will accrue a debt that he would for some reason have to pay. i find his thinking odd.

babyslut called me today at 10pm. she was at work, and i heard men flirting with her so i had her call me later. she did call me about an hour later and i had her remove the photo in her profile, but not her entire profile yet. i will do that as well. she had spoken to her phone sex friend recently, and i gave her permission to send him a pic of my body. if he contacts me, i will dominate him.

babyslut admitted that she believes that
a good submissive should not have too much say in a relationship. she believes input from the submissive is "cheating." i am pleased by her willingness to obey and please. i dominated her when she repeated that she was boring and i had previously told her she was not. i told her that by saying she was boring, she was disobeying me and she immediately apologized. she also thinks she is ugly and blames herself for problems that happen around her. she fears she has paranoid tendencies as her mother is a paranoid schizo. as a child, she was forced to live with her father as the court determined that the mother was unable to care for her. babyslut claims that she loves neither of her parents.

two more sluts contacted me today by email. i contacted both back and briefly chatted on IM with one. i do not know if either is real. i will try and voice verify if i chat with them and see them online again. i am completely confused by the amount of replies i get from attractive women. i honestly have no idea what i have going for me here. i am almost certain that i will find a pet for myself by summer. i could probably find a pet sooner, but i am not in a great position to manage one.

i cannot train one in my own apartment- at least i do not want to. if i find one who is easily accessible by public transportation, then i could perhaps train her in her house. one advantage of sluts who live away is that i can avoid figuring out where to train them for the moment while still getting to know them. talking to them greatly enhances my ability to dominate women. even a little experience helps me a lot.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be a good Domme. i pray to endure the punishment You have planned for me and show You great obedience. i pray You have a good x-mas. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #157 (Waiting for Punishment)

Master,

i am very appreciative of your detailed message to me. i value input and communication from You so highly. in a way, it means as much to me as your Cock because your words are what lay down your rules and reveal your thoughts to me. i know You will
punish me justly and appropriately and i am grateful that You will do what it takes to make me a properly behaved pet for You.

i do not want to deny myself your satisfaction as it does mean everything to me. Master, i am not sure how much it matters to You if i revolve completely around your Cock and depend completely on your Cock for happiness. perhaps You want mainly that i show effective obedience to You. i see that i am slow and inadequate at completing goals for You even though i want to be a good pet very badly.

i recall that You once asked me if i thought i was insane. i was surprised to hear the question posed by You as I presumed that You shared the same basic deviant tendencies as i do. and when You asked if i thought i was insane, You also asked "have You read your slut confessions?" it makes me wonder what i say that seems insane to You. i am disturbed that i do not really know why i should be seen as crazy. i think that You would like a less angsty and introspective pet who was more efficient at obeying your orders. i am grateful that You tolerate my deranged slut mind.

babyslut had told me yesterday that she might not be able to call today and today at 10 pm on the dot. she texted that she would not be able to call. she also asked, "forgive me, ma’am?" i think i will tell her that i will forgive her only if she sends me a detailed report of what she thinks when fucking her cunt and if she does not that complete this to satisfaction, then i will impose punishment. i am eager to be able to punish her physically through a light spanking. i would not want to hurt her and i don’t believe she ever intends to disobey me. she also texted me earlier and said "the only thing i want for x-mas is to keep you in my life." (it was part of a chain letter, but it was still sweet.)

Master, the only thing i want for x-mas is to keep You in my life. (the message ends with "send this to someone else You love," but i do not dare to give You orders.)

i emailed skinnyslut and amateurslut. i asked skinnyslut for pictures and gave amateurslut my phone number.

today, my uncle was telling me about new technology that allows supervisors to monitor their employees at home through virtual representations of the employee. the virtual representations show how many words the employee types, what they are doing on the internet and where they are physically. my brother told me of how GPS devices can be implanted into a person’s fingers to divulge their exact whereabouts at any
time.

all this information made me wish that i could be kept under surveillance in every way at all times. i actually always fantasized about such a concept. throughout my childhood, i imagined the Master being able to know every detail of a slut’s position and actions by looking at a computer screen.

Master, i do not believe i have done anything to merit cumming today, so i will not fuck my cunt. i pray to your Cock to accept the punishment You choose gracefully. i pray to your Cock to show You that i am a trainable pet. i pray to find us the best pet possible. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #156 (LSAT Failure)

Master,

i don't really have much time on this computer. i will try and get my laptop to properly connect to wireless tomorrow.

there are many reasons why i have been extremely disobedient as of late. i think that i know that i done something so extremely wrong that there is little i can do to redeem myself and that i am such extremely deep trouble that further disobedience can cause only small increments of anger.

my LSAT score was several points lower than a 170. it was a 164 and i am ashamed of it. i am reassured by other applicants that this score is fine for some colleges, but i am still very worried about what You will think and do about this.

i know that i will be lucky if i am punished. i am quite fearful of the consequences as You said that You did not want to imagine a universe where i did not score a 170. i missed 1 on logic games, 2 on reading comprehension, 3 on one logical reasoning and then 9 on another logical reasoning, which is the most questions i have ever missed in any single section. i just got very nervous on that section. i feel that my poor performance was not the result of lack of preparation, but from nerves on that section.

i failed You. i hope You punish me and do not determine that your goals are simply too hard for me and that it means that You must release me completely. i will take the test again in february and hope to do better. i am almost as afraid of telling my father my score as i am of telling You. i want to lie to him about what it is. he will be so disgusted.

babyslut called me today at ten on the dot, but i have not yet spoken to her. i will call her back and speak further today.

i pray to your Cock to be owned despite failing at my major goals this year. i pray that You are not so disappointed that your christmas is ruined. i pray that You will continue to train me. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #155 (Ladylike Skinnyslut)

Master,

today, skinnyslut called me back and voice verified with me. that makes three sluts who are female for sure: babyslut, french slut, and this one. skinnyslut seems put together, but more strange than anything without knowing it. she is fairly well spoken and came off as intelligent. i asked her what kind of grades she got and she said she never got anything less than an 'A', which was basically what i was expecting to hear. she is 19 years old and left school in michigan in order to belong to a couple in NY. the couple always
kept her waiting in an apartment and did not live with her. she said they did not play with her enough and sometimes played once a week and then did not speak with her during the week.

what makes skinnyslut strange is her lack of emphasis on anything sexual. she never had sex with the couple and seems to have no particular opinion on sexual activities and BDSM one way or the other. she described her previous relationship as one where she would kneel everytime her owners came into the room and do domestic tasks for them. she was constantly aiming to please by walking and appearing as they wanted as well. but no cock sucking, no pussy licking and she did not say she would not want to do those things, rather she feels that control does not have to be sexual in order for her to feel satisfied.

skinnyslut seeks structure and control constantly imposed on her. she says she has always been a pleaser and strives to please all she can. this is partially why i suspected she had perfect grades as i assumed she would thrive in a school structure and want to please her teacher. she is now working and not going to school and says she misses the intellectual stimulation.

in order to gage her sexual preferences, i asked her what kind of people she was attracted to and she said that she was drawn to the people who 'arrest the attention of others in a social setting'. so, she likes the most visibly socially dominant people. i was struck, however, more by her choice of phrasing than anything. she is highly articulate. to me it is somewhat intimidating to own a sub that is both bright and a perfectionist, not that its unappealing.

however, i can say that skinnyslut is not a depraved whore, but a ladylike pet. the viability of owning her depends on what she is willing to do sexually. i'm not sure she understand what sex with a dominant partner is like and what sex-related activities exist. i did not require anything of her yet, but if You wish, i can require her to stop contacting other potential owners.

meanwhile, babyslut called me at 10pm on the dot, as i required. today, she admitted that her previous boyfriend was very physically abusive to her, but that she believes her interest in BDSM began before that. i had phone sex with her for about one minute and it made her very shy, but she said she liked it. i told her about the name, 'babyslut', and she admitted that it all turned her on.

she says she wants to call me and looks forward to our conversations. she seems to be highly stressed for a variety of reasons. she works 28 hours a week and also goes to poorly-run community college. she does not eat properly and sometimes forgets to eat entirely although she has no eating disorder.

she is clearly not as bright as either skinnyslut or whore layla (who is probably the brightest of all of them), but she is easier for me to talk to than skinnyslut. i seem to understand babyslut better. skinnyslut is a wonderful catch, i'm sure, but i must say i find her well behaved cunt quite strange. babyslut is just
so cute and probably quite vulgar in her little slut mind. she says she fucks her cunt only about three times a week now that she has a job and does not have much time. i required her to write me about what she thinks the next time she does.

Master, i pray to your Cock to keep babyslut until the summer when i convince her to be my live-in pet. i pray to be a strong and good mistress to my pets. i pray for more guidance on how i can dominate my sluts. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #154 (Introducing Babyslut)

Master,

thank You so much for calling me today. i do love to hear from You.

today, a 20-year old slut from the west coast called me, and we had a nice conversation. she is a student at a no-name community college and often reverts to "baby talk" so i will call her babyslut (search). babyslut came online and began to apologize profusely for being unavailable. she calls me ma'am. i had her call me and speak some more. i told her that i wanted to claim her for myself and that made her happy. now, i do not think she will be speaking to other Mistresses.

i did not, however, ban her from speaking to the boy. i found out his contact info and that he calls himself a "switch." i would love to contact him and completely dominate him so that babyslut knows who is the ultimate boss. as i had mentioned before, i can dominate men like it is nothing. for that, i do not require instructions or prodding. i can do it automatically and instinctively and i have been told that i do it well. i suppose i have a sincere contempt for many men and i feel only concern for women and this makes it hard for me to dominate them.

You are the only proper Master i have actually had sex with. but i have spoken to other potential Masters and i grew to resent them. whenever i talk to a female, i never want to treat them as i have been treated. i become overly cautious. i also forget that these sluts have expressed strong formal interest in being owned, unlike me. when we first met, i only wanted a boyfriend who would be dominant in bed. thus when You initially expressed interest in being my Master, i was scared and went away and was difficult for a long time. i forget that the sluts i talk to now will not do that because they are officially on the prowl for a Master or Mistress.

i told babyslut to call me everyday at 10pm. she was excited about this assignment and said she loooved to talk to me. she's very eager to please me. she said that she hates the idea of being a sister slave, but would enjoy being owned by a couple. her words were that she saw being owned by a couple as receiving twice the love and said that when one owner was unavailable, the other could compensate.

Master, i did not understand many things about a search for another girl for a long time. for example, i never understood whether You wanted me to have a
sister slave or a pure pet and i also did not understand the distinction between the two concepts. it is very difficult to come by anyone who would want to be a sister slave. and it is easy to come by sluts who want to be owned by couples even though they understand that in almost all cases, the dominant woman is submissive to the master of the house. i always knew of the concept of Dom/Domme couples but i did not understand that it was expected for the Domme to be a submissive to the Dom in private. talking to whore layla helped me to understand the Dom/Domme fantasy.

i have never myself fantasized about such a thing. i would hate to be owned by a Dom/Domme couple and i have had many fantasies about sister slaves. i am unusual in that regard, but i did not realize it. in reality, i would not want to be a sister slave either because it would jeopardize my stability in a relationship. in our culture, a master can have only one slut wife, so i must be that one. it boggles my mind that so many women do not want to be the slut wife and want to instead be the wife's pet. in a sense, there are many whore laylas out there.

babyslut is very cute and i hope to train her until she is ready serve me as my pet.

as for my other sluts:

1. i will call slutabby (or "amateurslut" because she looks like an amateur porn star). she invited me to chat today but i was not there. i think she is very interested in us. i still do not have a phone number to voice verify her, but i would be very surprised if she were not real. she is dedicated and consistent about getting my attention. when i speak to her, i would like to get her to speak to You as well. she would probably want to have phone sex. i think she would like that You are very dominant.
   
   

2. i called skinnyslut today and again received her voicemail. i will not email or message to tell her i called as if this is truly her number, she will get my message and email or call me back, as i instructed. she is clearly real, so i am not sure why i have not been able to contact her yet.

i think i will explain to all the sluts who want to be my live-in pet, that i will not be in a situation to accept a live-in pet for about six months at least. and that is for the best because it is unwise to just jump into a live-in relationship across the country as they would have to quit their job and disrupt their lifestyle. i will say that the next few months are to be a trial period to see if we can work well. i suppose i will not tell them i am talking to multiple sluts although they might ask. personally, i want either no pet of my own or one pet. i don't have the energy for more than one.

Master, i was so sad when You offered me the option of release. before, if the options offered had been find a slut or receive punishment, then i would have taken even the most severe punishment. but the options have always been find a slut of my own or be released. this isn't really much of a choice. i think now that i have become friends with whore layla and am beginning to Domme babyslut, i am liking this goal more and understanding more of what i need to be. the option of release and then never feeling your Cock again is an option i will avoid at all costs, Sir. even if that option were best for me, i would not make the decision to accept it. i would resist your decision to release me as well.

i admit that ideally, i would still be owned by You in a monogamous relationship rather than being owned by You in a polyamorous relationship. but the latter is strongly preferably to not being owned at all. i hope i can show You that i can be a god pet that presents You with what You want.

Master, i pray to become a trainable slut. i pray to earn my collar back. i pray to keep my babyslut. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #153 (Four Potential Sluts)

Master,

i will detail my progress with each slut separately:

1. slutabbey is probably real although she has not sent me a phone number yet. she has sent pictures. she is slutty in a sense, but not truly depraved. she is like the stupid
   sluts from porn. honestly. she is unfortunately dumb and boring and i don't really connect with her as a person, but she is probably good for cheap sex. we did some IM sex, and she said she would like to be forced to suck your Cock. she said her cunt becomes wet from being forced to be thankful. i said i wanted to make a porn video of her and order her to fuck her cunt while spanking her. i told her i would then make her beg to lick my asshole. she likes all these things, but there are some things she does not like. she does not like hard anal sex. she wants to serve with her asshole, but wants it gentle. but i know that You never fuck gently (my cunt is wet from typing that).
   

   she also would probably not really like to serve as a toilet or do a number of other degrading things. her desire for submission is somewhat like what the sluts in the porn You like want. she wants basic easy degrading fucking.
   

   she is the assistant manager at a book store. i said she would have to interrupt her position to move here, and she said "god! give up all my hopes and dreams for a job?" so, apparently 'all her hopes and dreams' are to lick my asshole as my personal slut.
   

   and i thought i was bad. christ! i feel some sense of pride in knowing that You have to fight tooth and nail for every ounce of degradation i sink to. yes, i realize that it is willful for me to say, but i recall that when i met You, i only desired a monogamous boyfriend who would have some vanilla sex with me. the concept of a master seemed so outlandish. You have brought me a long way from that. i thank You.
   

2. the second slut is skinnyslut. she is 19 and has sent me two emails and i believe she is sincere although i have not spoken to her or chatted extensively yet. i think she might end up being my favorite slut because she seems to be somewhat intelligent at least and probably quite slutty, yet feminine and actually submissive, unlike whore layla, who could not comprehend her place.
   

3. the third slut is the frenchslut who i would enjoy as an occasional partner. i like her as a person, certainly, but she is more the romantic submissive type than the really nasty kind.
   

4. the fourth is misssub. i only mention her because she is local. she is somewhat attractive cumslut and i will try to arrange to have her serve your Cock a few times although she is probably not the best i can do in terms of looks and youth and depravity although she is pretty and blonde.
   

Master, i pray that i do not get into trouble for being so depraved and unable to control my cunt. i pray not to lose You. i pray to serve your Cock every night and every morning. i pray i see You tomorrow. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #152 (Live-in 24/7 Slaves)

Master,

i have been wanting to express thoughts to You all day about my search for a slut. skinnyslut sent me several chat invites today. i have not voice verified with her, so i do not know if she is female although our IM exchanges seemed sincere. her profile left me longing because she ideally seeks married couples. i told her in my response that I wished i were married. she seemed very interested in me. of course, many many people seem very interested in me and then do not develop into anything more. it is frustrating but i have at least one date in january with a bisexual woman who is very excited to meet me. there are more than ten days left in this month and i hope to set up more dates that work out into sluts for us.

Master, unless there are many many fake women emailing me, it seems that many sluts absolutely crave being owned by a Dom/Domme couple. but they are obsessed with being live-in, 24/7 slaves. i can relate somewhat as i also am obsessed with the idea of living with You as i want to experience your control as much as possible. all of the sluts who want a Dom/Domme couple follow similar patterns from what i can tell:

1. they have an extreme need for control and attention
   
2. they want to be the only slave owned by a couple
   
3. they are very jealous of other sluts
   
4. they tend to be the younger than most sluts
   

skinnyslut wrote me a nice message about her past as a slut for others. still, when i tried to call her, i received her voice message, which was an automated response. i hope she is not pretending with me.

Master, what will You do if i find a slut like whore layla that wishes to serve a Dom/Domme couple as a live in? this is what whore layla wanted as well. they will need me to live with You in order to want to submit. i am a lonely worthless slut without You. i am in total denial of my state of limbo. no matter what companionship a sub would offer me, i am driven only by my obsession with pleasing You continuously so i can become your live in pet and owned slut wife.

but as depraved as my slut nature is, i am somehow also compelled by a desire for slut propriety. i now realize that a pet of my own would be perfect. i would love to take a pet to bdsm parties and display her, share her, punish her in public. i would want her to be my slave that i train and i would want her to mean almost nothing to You, so that You could be cruel to her without limiting yourself.

i know i frustrate You and i could be wrong, but i feel that You do not wish to be as cruel to me as You can be because despite everything, You are fond of me. i really can't bare to lose You. i can't even bare not living with You. i want to serve your Cock every day. i want to get fucked every day in the morning and in the evening.

i pray to your Cock to acquire a good submissive slut (like jesus gets tired of prayers for sinners, You must be tired of this one). i pray to get out of limbo and back into total and complete ownership. i pray to find ten sluts for You and one long term pet for myself. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #151 (Losing Whore Layla)

Master,

it looks like whore layla now belongs to someone else, at least temporarily. my guess is that this will not last forever but she cannot come play on thursday. i know this must infuriate You as You required me to meet this goal before christmas. i try to tell myself that it is not that much of a loss since whore layla was so difficult in the first place and troubled as well.

she wrote this to me:

There's no doubt that I would like it (playing), Mistress... but, the commitment has already been made and she has made it abundantly clear that there is no getting permission, there is no playing with anyone else. I agreed to that and in the event something comes of this whole thing, I'd like to not forsake that commitment. Plus, I have a horrible conscience that inevitably forces me to confess everything, and I'd surely take a beating if not be dismissed altogether for such an offense.

i am working on acquiring many other sluts for You. a college slut has asked me to call her tomorrow. i will do so. she lives in the midwest. she says she is 5'8" and 120 lbs and bisexual. if she seems like she would be a good pet, would You bring her to us so that i could train her in person?

i also have arranged to meet the french slut during the first week of january. another slut from upstate wishes to speak to me as well. she is a student, so perhaps i could arrange for her to come here in the first week of january as well. i feel angry for not taking advantage of whore layla when she literally threw herself at me. i deserve something far worse than punishment for this. i am not sure why i only began to be a better pet in the last week or so.

i am not sure if You notice the change but i feel completely different now. i feel as though i finally understand what You want and how to please You by finding sluts to serve You. in truth, many bisexual sluts seem to find me. the potential problem is that they are not necessarily located anywhere close by. if You are interested in arranging for them to travel though, then the number of sluts i can acquire for You increases exponentially.

i think before i was somehow confused about what to do and how to do it. You said one million times that i had to find a submissive slut for us, but somehow the words made no sense to me. it was when You said that your previous pet would find many sluts and train them until they were ready for You that i understood.

i finally was able to conceive of what i needed to become. i need to become a Domme of my own right and i need to train sluts for myself. when i see myself in this role, i am able to pursue my goals properly.

Master, when You told me that You did find the slut who needed total ownership appealing, that also helped me understand the type of creature You want to own. before i was not certain if You wanted a changing supply of new sluts for the sake of change or total ownership of additional sluts. now, i believe You want both.

i found this profile, which is even better than the asian slut's profile. she says even this:

i am seeking real slavery where the owner is GOD to the slave and where the slave is just a worthless "it" reduced into an existence of services and use in the most debasing, degrading and suffering ways.

thus, i sent her the story i wrote. she seems to be exactly what You would like although she does need to be owned directly.

i am kicking myself for not having whore layla serve You while she was available. i am an idiot. but not anymore. now, i have become a good pet. and i am finding many sluts for You. next year, i have made a pact with myself to have at least ten sluts serve your Cock and to acquire at least one total possession for You.

Master, i just pray to your Cock for You not to give up on me. please grant me another month to serve You before You determine that i am a worthless fuck animal that does not deserve to be trained. please Master. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #150 (Myslutself)

Master,

thank You for responding to me today. i did feel quite grateful as i worked on my personal statement. i would not have the motivation to complete this without the strict rule of your Cock. Master, being owned by You has been so positive for me that i can no longer stand to cause You the ill feelings that i do.

i know i must not disobey You because i do not want You to have to feel that You cannot show me tenderness. i feel that You miss it and that my need for strict rule is draining for You even if it is your nature. i want to be a good pet so that You don't have to feel this way anymore. and i myself do not have an infinite capacity for being denied of affection. i am so thankful that You are willing to be strict with me because i need it in order to achieve my full potential even though You no longer enjoy the state of our relationship. i am lucky to belong to such a thoughtful and responsible Owner.

today, i went through my pictures from my old computer and found some i wanted to share with You. i also found some old pictures of myslutself, which i do not know if You ever saw.

thank You for allowing me to fuck my cunt and for requiring me to divulge all the nasty slut thoughts that i have while cunt fucking myself. i thought about finding a pet and making her a domesticated cumslut animal.

i certainly liked this profile by a french slut:

very submissive natural born asian slavegirl. i seek a strong Dom-Domme or couple who likes to insult, deny, humiliate me without limits. to train me harshly as a total slave, sex-whore, pain slut, toilet slave, animal slave...i want to relocate but only for real full time Master(s) to life a 24/7/365 position as an insulted slave and object, with no right, no vanilla life. to be never more a human person. thanks for reading my profile.

but she lives in france. i think many girls are extraordinarily depraved there.

Master, i think i was a good pet today because i felt so grateful for your Cock. i am so afraid that i am on the verge of losing You and it does make me so worried. i want to show You that i understand how much i need You now and that i am intent on improving. i have to believe that You will show me some tenderness and attention if i complete my goals and continue to do so properly. i need to believe this to function. i hate being denied. every second without your Cock is punishment for me.

Master, i want to ask You- do You think i have a real hope of becoming the good obedient pet You want? i now want nothing more than to show You that i am capable of realizing your vision.

i pray to your Cock to seduce the slut i spoke to today. i pray to regain your belief that i can be a good fuckpet for You. i pray to accomplish my goals. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #149 (Supply of New Sluts)

Master,

i have always fantasized about harem sluts. i like how the sluts are kidnapped, locked away in a harem and forced to be sex slaves to some aging and portly sultan.

i hate being the cause of frustration to You. i see that my progress is painfully slow although better this week than it has ever been. if i continue on this path, then i believe i can change and become the pet You need. i know i have not been that but i feel that i am changing. they say You cannot change a man, but i think You can change a pet. we are unlike men.

it will be positive when i accomplish a goal and then be able to find new goals and express new thoughts to You. it would be wonderful if our relationship could progress passed a point of frustration.

tomorrow, if i can see whore layla, i hope that You will join and meet us in order to use her fuckholes. i think as i attend events and get involved in the community, it will be easier for me to secure a regular supply of new sluts for You.

i pray to your Cock to stop being a source of frustration. i pray to make good progress on my goals, finally and i pray to accomplish my next goals much quicker than these so far.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #148 (Slut Harem)

Master,

i truly hope that i was not interrupting any plans You might have had by allowing my gay friend to come over tonight. i do not want to ever say something that implies that i feel You do not have the prerogative to override any plans i may make. certainly, i can only have my friend over with your permission, Master.

today, i sent messages to several more female submissives but heard back from only one. she is 5'3", 130 lbs and 20 years old. even though my profile specifies that i have no desire for a male sub, many respond to me. one has claimed he will drive me around to munches and other gatherings, which would be convenient. another is of much interest to me because he claims he can introduce a girl to submit to me and according to her profile she is 5'3", 95 lbs and asian, which would be heaven. i hope she is real and that the boy can bring her.

Master, would You allow me to dominate a man if he brought a slut for us? i do enjoy dominating men although i could never love a male sub, respect one or want one as a boyfriend. it's just a way of releasing frustration for me. i do wonder how it feels for You to dominate me. perhaps i am also a way of releasing frustration for You.

i am frustrated with how painstaking it is to find a local slut. some sluts email me, but they are not from around here. i email them back anyways, but i do not know how it would work. i want to bring You as many sluts as possible because You definitely deserve it.

once i had a friend who inherited some money and made a bit more working for a hedge fund. eventually, he bought a large plot of land (thousands of acres) in another country and built a large
harem of beautiful sluts.

i would love for You to have a harem of willing sluts. perhaps You could have these things if You moved to Asia or Africa. but i would want to come along as the matron of the house. i would like to dominate third world whores for You and keep them as well trained slaves.

meanwhile, whore layla continuously stresses her need to be dominated by social betters. her last domme was an mba and her master was a lawyer. thus, i am thankful that You are training me to become someone respectable enough to be able to dominate a slut. strangely, it is whore layla that can make me both the Domme she needs and the slave You require. i need You in order to be forced to be her social better and in order to function properly in society. and such a mistress is what whore layla needs. thus i suppose we both need You and that we both should be grateful for You.

Master, i pray to your Cock to become the slave You require. i pray to your Cock to become the best slave. I pray to your Cock to bring you the best sluts to play
with. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #147 (College Submissive)

Master,

i unfortunately did not hear from the slut who supposedly is a college submissive. maybe she is just not real. she claimed she wanted to meet me rather than voice verifying. i suppose anyone that refused to voice verify immediately is not a real slut. whore layla never hesitated to do so.

i want to make sure You have two sluts to serve your Cock as soon as possible. i become a little annoyed that male submissives continuously reply to my profile even though i specify that men are of no interest to me.

Master, i know this is a strange question, but do you think there is any possibility that i am a lesbian? i ask because whore layla said she identified as a lesbian because she is incapable of desiring sexual intimacy with a man although she likes it with a woman. i must say that i mainly enjoy being brutally fucked like a toy from a man although i would like to be gentle with a slut. of course, i cannot be gentle with whore layla because she is so disobedient.

Master, was your former japanese fuckpet tall? i believe i would be more desirable as a Domme if i were. men do not care but somehow women do. whore layla said the most common type of single ad comes from a submissive male, then a dominant male, then a dom/dom couple, then a submissive female and then a dominant male. thus, submissive females are bombarded with solicitations. i believe it is easier to acquire them as a dominant female, but sometimes i wish sluts would be more like men and just offer themselves as the whores they *know* they are.

then again, i have zero desire to offer myself as a submissive to anyone else. i love to belong to your Cock. in the last few weeks, i really see what a lucky belssing it is to belong to You. when You asked me the last time You saw me if i thought i was insane, i was a bit surprised. i really try to be normal, hopeless as it is. but as a read my slut confessions as i often do, i realize that in a way i am completely insane.

and You've helped me not to be afraid of my own slut mind. You make me express all the deviant thoughts which proliferate through my world and that lets me come to terms with them. and i am so thankful that You are drawn to me not only despite the fact that i am so depraved but mostly because of it. i am so thankful that someone as bright and insightful as You wants to own me. now, far more than ever before, i can't stand to disappoint You, Master.

i pray to your Cock that this college slut is a real girl. i pray to your Cock not to disappoint You. i pray to your Cock to keep your attention so that You will still train me next year.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #146 (Vulgar Slut)

Master,

i think yesterday's pictures look artistic yet vulgar. i know i am a vulgar slut because i need to be fucked hard in my asshole even though it only hurts me.

today, i spoke to whore layla and she agreed to come meet me this weekend. i suspect that whore layla will be difficult. she might require bondage but she claims she does not like pain. my concern is less that she will fight (as obviously You would have no trouble subduing her), rather i fear that she will petulantly safeword simply to cause trouble.

interacting with whore layla confuses me a bit. i feel like a weak Domme when speaking to her, yet it seems to have no effect on her desire towards me. i admit that now whore layla cannot be used to jerk your cum onto my face. whore layla requires a continuous dominant presence from a woman -- most bisexual sluts do.

my new hope is to be able to satisfy You in the interim by actually finding additional sluts. i would like to find a slut that would jerk your cum onto whore layla's face at least.

whore layla and i discussed the anne rice beauty books and the scene we liked. i believe that You did read these books as well. we bot seem to like similar scenes. the scene in my story about the cock worship slut forced to fuck an idol was inspired by one of the books. whore layla claims she is a lesbian but she also admitted she has on rare occasion enjoyed being filled with cock. if she is smart, she will quickly learn to love your Cock, Master.

i pray to your Cock to become a strong and effective Domme. i pray to make whore layla be a good fuckpet for You. i pray to be allowed to give You a gift. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #145 (A Pet's Anal Fuckhole)

Master,

i hope your day went well. i am still hoping to meet my new internet slut on friday. i am hoping You will choose to tell me when You will be available on coming weekends in order for me to know when i can have my potential sluts come serve You. i have been advised to attend a fetish event. i am told that it will be a major event with all sorts of people. in fact, whore layla claims she will throw an after party in which only attractive people are invited. i would love for You to take me as i think it would be an enjoyable experience for both of us to have together. of course, i know i must earn your company by completing the goals You have set for me.

i missed interacting with You today. but i did not feel depressed or any such thing. i am enjoying work a lot these days as the director came back and filled my days with an intelligent and meaningful project. he says i am very capable and assigned me to writing content for a web based project they are starting. the other lady in the office gives me work that is too menial for her to care for and everyone else in the office notes that her treatment of me is misguided to say the least.

today, i fucked my cunt while watching the porn videos You made for me as a gift. i long to see myself in a collar again. i fucked my cunt while remembering how You were pleased and how You chose to use my mouth fuckhole until You came. i also fucked my cunt to some other porn i had previously downloaded.

i like the video of the man fucking his obedient slut pet in
her anal fuckhole while a blonde slut licks that pet's cunt. but the blonde slut was an ungrateful fucktoy at the end of the porn movie because she did not make the effort to suck the man's cock hard again after he came in his preferred slut's asshole. the man even saved some of the cum for the cunt-licking slut by withdrawing from his preferred slut's asshole and shooting some cum onto the blonde slut's face.

but she did not move up to lick his cock clean or to suck it hard again before he stuck it back into his preferred slut's asshole and fucked her hard again. i think that is why the blonde slut was ignored by the man. she was an untrained and ungrateful fuckpet and thus did not deserve her holes stuffed with cock. she can only be allowed to lick the well-trained pet's fuckholes.

i pray to your Cock to learn to write slut confession properly. i pray to your Cock to be an effective Domme. i pray to your Cock to persuade You to believe in long term happiness. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut