Slut Confession #19 (Need for Punishment)

Master,

i became so excited when You told me that You wanted me to kneel at Your feet while You worked. i missed You so much over the weekend. i thought about the things You might have me do at Your feet.

perhaps You would like to rest them against my cunt as i massaged Your toes.

perhaps You would like to have me bring You a drink and serve You and of course suck You off whenever You needed a break. i know i would remain wet the entire time.

i know that i must ask for punishment because i have disappointed You through my poor slut confessions and lack of regularity. i am afraid, but i know it is what i need. Master, i beg You to enjoy punishing me as You see fit when we next meet. i imagine that You will want to use Your leather paddle on me and use me harshly. i hope You use my asshole because You enjoy that so particularly. i am becoming nervous about writing these as i am still not sure how to please You with my confessions.

but Master, today i repeated that i am a cumslut and that i need to be trained and i looked at the picture You prefer and imagined how my spread asshole pleases You. i thought of all the pain i endured for days afterwards because of it and became very wet and horny. i suppose a proper cum slut should always be horny and frustrated and eager to please.

thank You,
kittyslut

Slut Confession #18 (Transformation)

Master,

i want to be obedient, but somehow i do not understand what obedience means. i do not know how to express the appropriate tone or themes. is this something that can be explained or is this something i innately lack and can never gain? there are a lot of things wrong with me, that prevent me from achieving what i want in my mind. Master, You can see the kind of despair i fall into when i am confused about how to do something.

if You like the picture where You are spreading my asshole then i will look at it more and i will repeat that i am a cumslut and that i need to be trained. i will allow myself to become very horny while looking at the pictures and imagining how in the future You would again spread my asshole apart to inspect me and then take pictures so that i could fully understand. Master, i think You enjoy when i am forced to watch myself act as Your slave as You like me to see what pleases You. i also like to see myself with a leather collar around my neck.

it is almost strange to see myself in that state--it's amazing to be transformed into one of the cumsluts i always have fantasized to. i like to see myself pleasing You. when i am on my knees for You with Your cock in my mouth, i understand that i was created to be Your cum receptacle, and that i should feel whole in that state. i will learn to crave most what pleases You the most. i remember how in awe of You i was when You reduced me to a naked cumslut on my knees. i like to look at myself act as Your sex slave because it pleases You, but i also love to look at You--especially Your cock and balls and just worship them with my eyes.

Master, i hope You come back soon and want to play with Your cumslut.

thank You,
kittyslut