i want to be obedient, but somehow i do not understand what obedience means. i do not know how to express the appropriate tone or themes. is this something that can be explained or is this something i innately lack and can never gain? there are a lot of things wrong with me, that prevent me from achieving what i want in my mind. Master, You can see the kind of despair i fall into when i am confused about how to do something.
if You like the picture where You are spreading my asshole then i will look at it more and i will repeat that i am a cumslut and that i need to be trained. i will allow myself to become very horny while looking at the pictures and imagining how in the future You would again spread my asshole apart to inspect me and then take pictures so that i could fully understand. Master, i think You enjoy when i am forced to watch myself act as Your slave as You like me to see what pleases You. i also like to see myself with a leather collar around my neck.
it is almost strange to see myself in that state--it's amazing to be transformed into one of the cumsluts i always have fantasized to. i like to see myself pleasing You. when i am on my knees for You with Your cock in my mouth, i understand that i was created to be Your cum receptacle, and that i should feel whole in that state. i will learn to crave most what pleases You the most. i remember how in awe of You i was when You reduced me to a naked cumslut on my knees. i like to look at myself act as Your sex slave because it pleases You, but i also love to look at You--especially Your cock and balls and just worship them with my eyes.
Master, i hope You come back soon and want to play with Your cumslut.
thank You,
kittyslut
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