Slut Confession #127 (Family Issues)

Master,

i hope You are doing well at home if You are still there. i spoke further with my father about the law school issue. another relative came over and added to the advice my father gave me. i have decided that my family members are just nuts. i have no understanding of what they want out of me. the first uncle that my father spoke to actually said "well, if she gets into harvard, let her go." the second uncle that came over now was more supportive of the law school idea. this uncle is a really bright guy- incredibly well read and analytical.

god, you'd think i just told my family that i wanted to be an actress or marry a black guy from the way they act. my dad pointed to my mom's younger sister and said that she used to smoke and drink and not have her life together until she met the right guy and he made her make something of herself. so, he thinks i need a man like that. so, i guess my dad would approve of You in that regard.

my uncle went on a long and ridiculous tirade about how i need to marry someone financially successful. my uncle stressed that he must not be merely financially secure- successful. he says that ideally i should find someone worth enough for us not to have to live off any paycheck and instead be able to live off investments. my stepmother was quite baffled by this advice. i have no idea why they say such things. it's not like they need money. they all do alright for themselves- comfortable six figures. i do not understand why they have decided that 1) i need more money than they have and 2) i should marry someone that has this. they also went on about how horoscope matching and arranged marriages could be a good idea for me. i argued that i was against inbreeding but they claimed that it wouldn't be thaaaat bad.

my father also criticized me for being 'difficult to sell'- he seriously means that i would not be the easiest person to arrange a marriage for. they really never spoke to me about these things until i was about 24. and then they just sprung it on me. and now it's terrible. they want to talk about who i should marry every day. and my mom and step mom give me good advice like 'find someone kind to you, who is really compatible with you, who inspires you etc'. my dad and uncles give me stupid stupid advice.

well, i don't care what anyone says except You. i suppose the fact that most people around me stick to ideas from the feudal era makes it easy to only listen to You. who else makes sense after all?

Master, i am thankful that i revolve around your Cock. i remember once when we went out to that mexican restaurant and You mentioned for some reason that You were my 'daddy'. i hope You still consider yourself as such. i believe i need You to fill this role. regardless, it seems that my actual father has decided the best thing for me is for me to find a husband (he doesn't even recognize the concept of boyfriend, forget about the concept of a Master- the only role a man can have in my life is to be my husband in my father's antediluvian mind). antediluvian is, by the way, one of my favorite words. ante means before and diluvian means of the flood- it means before the flood of noah's ark- that is how archaic my father's thinking is. and my father basically thinks i need to find a husband to run my life for me. so, i guess You both are in agreement over that point. in fact my father seems to think it should be my first priority as he seems somewhat indifferent to my educational goals. thus, he happens to be unwittingly endorsing the idea that my first priority should be serving You.

Master, if You had a daughter, what advice would You give her about finding a husband? what advice to your parents give You about relationships? i assume they offer some even if You don't ask for it.

my stepmother's advice was to really prioritize communication. i generally think her advice about relationships is much better than my father's (and i wonder what she sees in my father). Master does not communicate much about his inner world to me but i am thankful that You value my communication to You.

thank You Master for being my Master. i am still grateful that You chose to take complete ownership of my life and becoming my overarching Master and not only 'Sir' to me. i worship your Cock and pray dutifully for all i have noted and more. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut