i hope that You are doing well. i hope that i have not displeased You. You have not been very communicate with me in the past few days and i guess i worry that i have angered You.
i think sometimes when i have trouble focusing, it is helpful for me to meditate in a sense by reminding myself that your Cock is the center of my life. i enjoy concentrating on your Cock. i remember when You put me under my desk and sat on the char so that the only part of You in sight was your Cock, which i exist to serve. i enjoyed that immensely as i felt purely in my place.
of course, i do like all of You. i certainly enjoy spending time with You eating out or just talking. i would hope that You feel the same way towards me.
i blew whore layla off today. she is time consuming to me. i think i will tell her to leave me alone until after i am done with my LSAT. i really wish i could just not worry about the second goal for a week or so. i will contact rachel about when we are meeting though. i think i will call whore layla on the phone tomorrow. i also will call my dad, my brother, my friend inna- calling whore layla is prioritized last.
i spoke to my ex-boyfriend today- the one that i first had kinky sex with. he now has a partner who really likes pain and he was telling me about the things he does with her. he supports your role in my life although i think he believes that You are my boyfriend as well, not my owner. it is interesting that my ex never tried to push my limits. he always only did things he thought i want, but in truth his treatment of me was somewhat milder than i would have preferred. i love how You fuck me. You really do make me feel like the luckiest slut in the world. i love it especially when You say things to me when You are fucking me. i am grateful that You know how to use me and get my cunt overwhelmingly wet.
Master, i miss Your Cock every second of the day. i am extremely thankful for the discipline You instill in me. i am sure i would not be able to get through applying to law schools without You. some people comment that i do not seem to have any reason or desire to apply to law school and that i should reconsider if i really want to do this, but i trust Your judgment above all.
i am thankful for the goals You require of me. i am thankful for the way You discipline me. i am thankful for the way You fuck me- very very thankful indeed. i am thankful for everything You do, except for the way You ignore me sometimes. i agonize over the withdrawal of your presence. i miss Your Cock. i miss You.
thank You,
kittyslut
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