Slut Confession #109 (Medieval Perversions)

Sir,

i have often fantasized about kidnapped women in the medieval era. this picture of the two
enslaved women looks like it could be an authentic illustration. i like that they have already been stripped halfway while men in the streets leer at them. they will surely be raped again and again and forced to submit to all sorts of perversions- perhaps they will even be forced to well in a dungeon and suffer torture as part of the inquisition.

i am glad that i did invest in cheesy torture museums when i visited europe as a teenager. the images and devices they used have often inspired my own fantasies.

this picture reminded me of the previous picture of a slut serving a mistress in heels. i am not personally aroused by any image of dominant women. this is why i only like to dominate other women- if i am dominating them then i am viewing their submissive side only and i do not have to witness a woman being dominant. but i did find the submissive slut in that picture quite sexy. i can hardly imagine having a slut of my own. i know i am not working on this goal.

today, i honestly did not have any time. i took several analytical sections and i am surprised at the rate that i improve at them but i am still not where i need to be. i believe it is quite possible for me to totally freeze and freak out on test day. i will do a full test tomorrow in the morning and be as accurate as possible in doing the test within the correct time limits and the correct time limits allowed between sections.

i am really angry at my workplace right now. the other co-workers assured me that the way i have been treated is absolutely terrible. i had been in fact warned about the boss's sister in advance. it's so unbelievably mean. of course, had she been a man who forced me to do extremely menial work simply to degrade me, i would have truly enjoyed it. it's almost a pity that i cannot stand female dominance over me. it is pretty bad though. it's almost unbelievable that a person with any education would ask an employee to clean up after their co-workers (who are sometimes younger and less educated). Alas, they are male and i am not, so somehow i have been denigrated to the most servile and menial of tasks (we previously used to share responsibility of keeping the office organized).

my job now specifically includes several janitorial tasks such as washing the dishes, vacuuming the chairs, taking out the trash. before everyone was expected to do their own dishes, only the cleaning service vacuumed the chairs once a week and we all took out the trash/recycling together by emptying our own bins. my boss's sister seems intend on making my job consist *only* about constantly fussing over the appearance of things. we also used to share the task
of answering phones and i now will do this all day, which i suppose prevents me from moving very far from my desk to attend the meetings where research is discussed. i really don't think i deserve any of this treatment aside from the expectation of being there from 10-6, which i suppose is a legitimate expectation even if no one else has to adhere to it. this evil woman doesn't have any idea of what goes on in the office- she had never observed me until the
conference. but she then made sure that the office manager mutilated my position into that of a household slave (i heard the conversation on the phone). this evil woman says she will come back from maternity leave in a few weeks. i seriously dread the day that will happen.

i am so thankful that You are making me be a lawyer. when i have a jd, no one will ever be able to do this to me again. i hate to delve into details that have nothing to do with my goals and nothing to do your interests, but this situation at work upsets me strongly. the only positive note is that everyone i work with is at least as appalled by this as i am- some of them are even without me saying anything since her treatment of me (and several of my predecessors) is so bad that it is apparent to everyone.

all of this drives me to study constantly for my LSAT. i cannot fuck this up. i have to get out of what i have made of my life. i do not want anyone except You to ever treat me like a servant ever again.

i pray to your Cock for the ability to improve my life. i pray to your Cock for peace of mind in the midst of adversity. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut