Slut Confession #111 (Corporal Punishment)

Master,

thank You for using corporal punishment to discipline me today. i believe that it has been effective in that it has forced me to think of You constantly, which should in turn help me reach the goals You have set for me. i am thankful that You have forced me to return to a much more obedient mindset. i have stopped thinking of my life and its events as events i feel independent attachment to. i think only in terms of pleasing You. i am happy to be in this mind set again. i was happy all day today. i enjoy spending time with You no matter what You want to do, and i know that "111" is a special number to You.

i have been looking at my ass several times in the mirror. there are patches of red and welts from the hanger as well. thank You for leaving me with this reminder. now, my
entire ass is in sore pain, but while You were disciplining me, the blows that hit my lower back were the most excruciating. i had much difficulty handling those and i regret that at one point i rudely interrupted your process of disciplining me by begging You to stop. the hanger felt acutely painful, while the paddle felt like slightly less localized pain- that goes without saying, i guess. the strikes from the hanger onto the more muscular parts of my thighs were very painful. i thank You for carefully planning and executing this punishment. and i certainly thank You for taking such good care of me while You punished me. thank You for being gentle at times. it is worth enduring punishment if only to feel Your affection between blows.

it was hard not to let the paddle fall as You struck me five final times. those were quite painful blows and i thank You for as painful as corporal punishment is for me, i prefer it strongly over being avoided. corporal punishment makes me happy in the end and i believe it is effective in making me feel very submissive. but of course Master, i wish that You will employ whatever disciplinary means You prefer.

You said that You have a reward in mind for me that i might not deserve if i accomplish my goals. i know i should not need to prospect of any reward to obey You to the best of my abilities, so i will not focus on such things but i thank You for your consideration.

thank You for using my fuckholes today. i am so happy that i was allowed to serve You with all three of my holes. i loved sucking your Cock after You disciplined me as it showed me that my place is always to show enthusiasm and gratitude for being allowed to serve You. thank You for fucking me for a long time and reminding me that i must always express gratitude to You. it was more difficult than ever for me not to cum before You told me to because i was trying to squeeze my pussy muscles in order to please your Cock. but thank You for allowing me to cum so hard while You fucked me. even now, writing that sentence made my cunt extremely wet. i love to cum for You Master. i know i must be a very good fuckpet in order to earn your Cock inside me and also be allowed to cum. do You also enjoy it when i cum? or is this a reward that You allow me that You do not directly derive pleasure from?

thank You for using my asshole after so long. i believe it has been months since my asshole was last used. i believe this was one of the most painful anal fucks, if not the most painful anal fuck, that i have ever experienced. i am quite grateful that You chose to enjoy your favorite fuckhole. it is very painful when You thrust hard and deep into me but it does impress your ownership of me onto my psyche. i will try to work on spreading my legs while You fuck my ass. somehow the weight of your body on me makes it tough for me to spread them, but i really want to keep them spread for You so that i appear most vulnerable to You and so that my asshole is most comfortable for You.

thank You for watching me while i used the toilet. it did make me too nervous to actually relieve myself, but i was quite surprised by how humiliating it was. i have never peed in front of anyone before. thank You for pushing my depravity further and demonstrating your total ownership of me in a new way.

thank You so much for telling me that when someone hurts me that You care because You care about your property. even if You never stop anyone from hurting me, the fact that You care makes me feel really secure and protected. thank You for always looking out for me and taking such good care of me, Master.

i wish to pray to your Cock now. i give thanks for everything You did to me today. i pray to become much more obedient in order to please You. i pray that your disciplinary measures have been effective so that You feel pleased with my progress. i pray to find a better slut than whore layla. i pray that never lose focus on my life purpose, serving You, ever again. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut