Slut Confession #126 (Father Figure)

Master,

i had a good meal and a good time with my family today. i had told my father that i intended on studying for the LSATs about a month ago. i thought he had forgotten, but i think he remembered and just did not want to take it seriously. my father and my brother both gave me long lectures today about why i should not go to law school. my father said that the fact that i was considering it showed that i had not found myself yet and that i was being a drifting vagabond. my brother was extremely opposed to the idea and basically sees it as a way for me to avoid the real world for a few years by hiding in school. my friend called and also said that she couldn't imagine me as a lawyer and said that i should be more serious about a graduate program in philosophy.

my brother noted that going to law school will not help me be a writer and that i should instead spend my time developing a strong plot for a book. my father seemed very slightly more sympathetic to the idea of me being a lawyer when i mentioned that it would be nice to have a back up plan and marketable professional degree in case my writing did not take me anywhere. i don't know how i completely missed the dose of strict asian parenting, but i seem to have bohemian parents that want me to find myself and aspire to do something like creative writing and forswear higher education- especially practical higher education. i think they might be more ok if i said i wanted a degree in dead languages. who knows. i just don't get want they want. my brother says that my life goes nowhere because i have no standards for myself. i do have standards for myself of course- You are my standard. if You say i must do something, then i must.

my best friend says that law school will put me in debt $50k per year and then force me to work some unpleasant job at a firm that will make me hate my life.

people want me to do things like be a science writer, be a philosopher, be an author, work at a think tank. for some reason, people want me to have these jobs that they think sound ideal and fascinating because they really don't know what it means to live a life where there is almost no concept of advancement or career stability. they think its ok for me to be unable to afford a car when i am thirty but i don't really want to be in that place. mostly, i don't understand.

i thank You for making this decision for me to go to law school and becoming a slut lawyer. clearly, i would be unable to make it on my own because so many people would attempt to dissuade me. i guess i do worry about the debt i will incur because it will force me to work it off by working long hours as a lawyer, which would be no problem if i did not still have these dreams of being a philosopher or a writer. but then if my dreams of being a philosopher or writer did not work out and chances are they wouldn't, then i would have a wasted life without a law degree. thank You for being the only person to care enough to dissuade me from a wasted life. i don't know why most of my friends don't care that i am in danger of it.

Master, i pray that i might soon earn your perfect Cock in my fuckhole again. i miss your Cock intensely. i pray that your Cock is pleased with my service to You. i pray to your Cock to own me forever. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut