i hope You are well. it is sad for me that i do not hear from You very often these days. i have taken this to mean that november is a trial period and if i can prove myself, You will return to me and i can be happy again.
right now, i suppose i feel forlorn while writing this. i hope i have not lost your attention. i am always afraid of losing Your rule. i just have so much of my life invested into You, i hate the idea of coping without You.
when You disciplined me last week, You noted that i have a tendency to be filled with doubt. i do not mean to be ungrateful. i am thankful to be owned by You, but in times like these, i feel that You are perhaps able to be just fine without owning me.
i am working on improving so that i can earn your Cock again. i should remember than when i feel doubt, i should focus on my goals, repeat the words and remember to be grateful.
but what can i do? i miss You intensely. i will be going to home for thanksgiving from the 22nd to the 27th. i also asked to take three days off work so that i could study continuously for this test. i do enjoy the test- especially the reading comprehension section. i have learned many things from the passages. many of the passages are law related and give a basic introduction of legal theories.
i did not finish my personal statement at work, so i will have to do it at home. this makes me angry because i do not want to miss studying time. but it must be done, so will not put it off any longer.
Master, i thank You for being such a wise and strict owner. i need You so much in order to maintain dedication and succeed. i pray to your Cock for enough focus to remember my place and purpose. i pray to your Cock to have my doubts and insecurities dispelled. i pray to your Cock to achieve my potential as your fuckpet.
thank You,
kittyslut
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