i hope You are feeling comfortable and happy at home. thank You so much for wishing me good travels for thanksgiving. i become so happy upon receiving gestures of good will from You. likewise, i hope You travel safely.
i made sure to stop speaking of You at work. i did not want to annoy my co-workers. my female supervisor is increasingly negative towards me. i hope it works out though.
suddenly over the past two days, i have become extremely depressed and unfocused. it is almost strange and it serves as a reminder of what can happen to me. i am so grateful that i am allowed to focus on your Cock and your orders in order to keep myself focused. i think about You when walking back from work, when taking coffee breaks- it is strange because it reminds me of how i felt as a teenager when i developed crushes on classmates. i used to fantasize about them and imagine myself with them throughout the day. normally, when one belongs to their crush, the feelings of intense pining ebb, but my feelings towards You remain quite prominent in my mind.
in some ways, this gives me a great sense of peace because it suggests that i am transforming into a good slut that truly does exist for You and revolve around You. i can say that such thoughts are the only source of happiness when i would otherwise be pointlessly depressed. i have noticed though, that certain aspects of my analytical abilities actually are increased when i am depressed, but these are not abilities useful for the LSAT, so i will avoid being depressed, at least for now. i should not be, anyways, since i should only feel happiness and gratitude towards your Cock.
Master, i pray that You have a good holiday. i pray to your Cock to concentrate on vacation. i pray to your Cock to become more grateful towards your Cock. i give thanks for allowing your Cock to be the center of my world. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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