i hope that You have been doing well. i am doing alright. i am working on my personal statement at work and my LSATs at home. i think i should take the two or three days before my LSAT off from work. if i don't get my personal statement done at work by wednesday, i'll just do it at home as well. i have ordered a few more books that i am told are very good for preparation.
Master, i do feel committed to this goal and to pleasing You. i always feel that this goal exists as a method of serving You. whether or not i would engage in this on my own volition is immaterial to me. i feel completely owned by You. wednesday of last week is starting to feel unreal to me. my normal life is so predictable and confined to certain areas that spending time with You in your home sort of feels as though i stepped into a fantasy world. You said that You would view it positively if i doubted my sanity after a hypothetical prolonged absence on your part (this is me writing like a lawyer- not very graceful). why did You say that? if it pleases You to know, i feel that my life has become quite dull in your absence. in some ways, this is not a bad thing as i have done many self destructive stupid things in order to avoid boredom in my life. i thank You for instilling discipline so that i not only do not do stupid things, but also so that my life is actually more compelling this way.
i do feel pressured a bit about the LSAT. my scores have ranged from 164-176, mostly slightly lower than 170. i hope to improve by about a point each week, which means two questions. it is amazing that studying for this test is such a painstaking process. it isn't as though it's based on knowledge of math functions or any general knowledge at all. it's just cumbersome to master formal logic according to the exact specifications of the test.
Master, today i became extremely horny when thinking about how You fucked me hard in my cunt while my ass remained in the air exposed for You. i must thank You for holding me down forcefully by my wrists. this was extremely erotic for me as it resembled forced sex. i am so thankful to have felt the force of your dominance over me through holding me down in such a submissive position.
Master, i am thankful to be your fucktoy and thankful for everything that implies. i am thankful to exist as your cum slut and i am grateful that You have reminded me to repeat the words so many times. i am a cumslut and i need to be trained and that is the entirety of my being. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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