i must thank You for all the things You did to me during your visit yesterday. my brutalized chest and tits remained in quite a bit of pain today, which was a perfect reminder of the fact that You are my Owner. i thank You for fucking me so hard yesterday and being especially brutal with me. i believe that if i had been a better fuckpet You might have allowed me to cum for You, but independently, being used for you pleasure is such a fulfilling experience for me that my lack of an orgasm does not really detract from the experience.
thank You for being especially brutal with me. i was a bit afraid for my own life because You choked me so hard but i am happy that i am able to please You by enduring such painful degradation. i believe i am also happy that You are willing to be so forceful with me. it is again an indication of the purity of your Dominant nature. my favorite part of your use of me was when You fucked me really hard but i also thank You for showing me how much i need your Cock by removing it and waiting before You thrust into me again. when You removed your Cock, i strongly missed and craved being used for my purpose. every time You put it back in felt like a wonderful gift for me.
i also thank You for forcing me kneel under my desk while You sat at my computer so that the only thing i could see was your Cock. your Cock looked especially majestic from that angle. i should be very thankful to have been in a position where i was purely forced to remain on my hands and knees while gazing at your Cock.
i wish i had been able to listen to You speak to me on wednesday. i regret missing your call, of course. i am feeling somewhat distracted recently and i tend to brood over my grandmother's recent death during spare moments- when i wait for the train, when i am alone. some people asked me why i looked distracted at work and that was usually what i thought of. the bookseller that usually works across from where i sit also reminds me of my deceased grandfather a lot and it makes me sad.
i will work further on my goals, Sir, of dominating whore layla and applying to law schools. november will be crunch time for me. i believe working towards these goals and focusing will help me maintain happiness.
i pray to your Cock for forgiveness for being distracted when i should have held my two slut positions perfectly. You have taught me slut positions quite mercifully as they do heighten the experience of serving You, and i should show more gratitude for this by making sure i hold the positions properly. i beg your Cock for forgiveness for being unavailable to listen to your orders yesterday i pray to your Cock for the discipline to focus on my goals and regain your favor. i beg your Cock for protection. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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