in Your blessed year of intimate ownership of me, do You have any insight about what is wrong with me? why is it that i am indeed "missing something upstairs?" You are certainly right that i am. this week at work, i did almost nothing related to work and instead became obsessed with looking for sluts on the Internet. my boss had been traveling the entire week, which made it easy for me to serve You and not him. he was very disappointed today with me, rightfully so. generally, i exceed his expectations but this week, i did not even try. i told him that i could not concentrate on the assignments and he said that the work was likely too hard and that was why i could not do it.
i suppose i should be happy that he thinks well of me enough to believe that i would be unable rather than unwilling to do work. the assignment is indeed extremely difficult and far beyond my qualifications but it is not something i am incapable of. i just need to concentrate on it as i concentrate on loving your Cock. thus, on monday and tuesday i plan to work hard at work so my boss thinks highly of me again. he had been giving me more and more responsibility and i now am expected to do everything the previous manager did and he was a senior fellow with a ph.d. but this week, my boss could see that my true nature is to be a dumb slut.
Sir, You can easily notice that my written abilities are far greater than my abilities in social interaction. i am an extremely nervous and confused person, and i cannot always present myself as an intelligent person. i can when i prepare. for example, i have received an offer for every job i have interviewed for in person. this was true even in college and high school when i interviewed for jobs a bit beyond my qualifications. but sometimes when my boss surprises me with questions, i am quite dumbfounded. i am a deliberating slut.
i believe that what makes me such a confused and incapable person in manipulating the real world is also part of what makes me such a depraved slut. i am deeply consumed by my inner fantasy life. this is, i suppose, the reason why i am able to feel so thoroughly owned by your Cock even when i am not directly before your Cock on your knees. other sluts are submissive only in the bedroom and only when the majesty of your Cock reminds them of their true slut nature. but i cannot be distracted from what my wet cunt needs. my cunt drives and consumes my thoughts and your Cock owns my slut cunt and therefore owns all of me.
i miss You so much, Sir. i miss folding your laundry and lying at your feet while lapping at your toes like a playful kitty. i wonder how much You miss me too. i know i must work very hard to remain your primary. i do wonder what being a secondary entails. would i be allowed to call myself your girlfriend? what would be my relation to Your tentative primary? i highly doubt it is possible for me to live as Your secondary and need your Cock to live, thus i will make sure to work hard to attract sluts tomorrow.
i pray to your Cock to be used. i pray to your Cock to please You tomorrow. i pray to your Cock to remain Your primary bitch. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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