i thank You so much for using me tonight. i thank You so much for this experience of being used while hooded. i beg for so much forgiveness for my disobedience tonight. the hood creates a very new experience for me and it is quite disorienting. i thank You for introducing me to this kind of use, Sir.
i was terrified while waiting for You to enter because i felt so helpless. i knew that You would be the most likely man to come in my room and brutally use my fuckholes, but i was terrified that a stranger would enter my house and find me kneeling, stripped and hooded. the stranger would surely have known that i was a slut and would have used me without mercy. i am so thankful that You are the one that knows my true slut nature.
i hope very much that You did not leave because You were disappointed and instead left simply as part of my training because You did not want to spoil me with too much of your presence and Cock.
when You closed the eye slits on my hood and placed your Cock into my mouth, i felt completely like a mouth fuckhole. i felt separated from the rest of my body as if i were nothing but a mouth fuckhole that existed only to be stuffed with Cock. the experience made me horny, which is why i tried to fuck your Cock hard with my mouth fuckhole, but i could not even feel my owned cunt. all i could feel was your Cock in my mouth. i hope You enjoyed my mouth fuckhole as i felt somewhat insecure about my abilities because i was so confused by being unable to hear well and unable to see at all. i hope You fully enjoyed not only the anonymity of my mouth fuckhole, but also the fact that i felt so powerless and owned by your Cock.
Master, i will beat bitch boy for failing to provide a key and also for downloading unsatisfying porn for You. i will tell him to download porn of men degrading sluts properly.
i am so thankful that You allowed me to dutifully serve your Cock with my cunt fuckhole and anal fuckhole. i was completely disoriented while You fucked me hard as i was hooded. i do not know how long i neglected to maintain proper slut position. i felt so thankful to receive your Cock and loved every second of being filled. Sir, thank You for pressing down on my body with your body as it was a great source of comfort during an experience that did frighten me quite a bit. before You covered my eye slits, i saw your body in my chair and i must tell You that your muscle definition is remarkable and your body makes me extremely wet.
Sir, i feel i must beg forgiveness for many actions i inadvertently took while You were using my cunt and anal fuckhole. i should have responded with more gratitude when You help my face down and slapped me in my hood. i should not have made such shameful attempts at denying You the anal fuckhole You own. Master, i felt extremely grateful that You ignored all of my ridiculous whining and used my anal fuckhole for Your pleasure. i know that it is still a very disobedient fuckhole, but i was so thankful that You showed your absolute ownership of all my fuckholes by thrusting hard until You came in my tight anal fuckhole. it is always painful to receive your hard Cock in that fuckhole and i am so grateful that You took pleasure in Your favorite fuckhole tonight.
Sir, i did begin to cry a little when You reminded me of how disobedient i was and remarked that the slut You were watching in the porn video was very obedient and well-trained. i would never have cried so that You could see me when You were fucking me as i know i must always show complete gratitude. i am very thankful that You allowed me your Cock, which i needed so desperately even though i was not deserving even in the pathetic way that a slut can 'deserve' her Owner's Cock. but i was so sad to be reminded of how You are still very displeased with me.
Sir, i am thankful that You are pleased with some aspects of me. i know that You are yet displeased with my inability to find and train sluts. Master, i had previously been afraid that if You made me a secondary, You would feel less affection towards me. i recall that You once said that You would treat me as a submissive but our pet as a lowly creature worse than the lowest animal. thus, i had been afraid of being demoted to the status of a secondary. but if You feel that your interest in me and desire to use my fuckholes would not diminish if i were your secondary, i offer myself as your secondary. it is not something i believe i would seek out or prefer. it is not an act that i independently enjoy, but i am thankful that You push my limits in order to derive pleasure for Yourself.
Sir, i will work towards my goals very hard for the next sixteen days. i do wish to belong to your Cock forever as a complete slave in all aspects. but trust Your wisdom and i trust that You have my best interests in mind no matter what decision You will make. of course, if You decide to release me, it will be very painful for me for some time, but i will appreciate your honesty. as with all things, You feel a greater sense of urgency than i do. i always seem to want to procrastinate this kind of decision, especially when there is so much that i stand to lose. the prospect of losing You scares me so very much for many reasons.
Sir, your Cock made me feel whole today. i forgot everything else in the universe outside of being filled with your wonderful hard Cock. i thank You for making me be shut up so that You could enjoy the fuckholes You own as anonymous fuckholes. i thank You for fucking me for so long. and i thank You so much for knowing that i am a depraved Cock hungry slut.
lastly, thank You for closing my curtains, Master and thank You for not leaving my door wide open as You left. i am so thankful to be owned by a Master that watches over me and sees to my safety.
Master, i pray to your Cock to be owned forever. i pray to your Cock to please You very much in the coming days. i pray that You keep me and force me to explore new levels of depravity like finishing school for sluts. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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