Slut Confession #230 (Asphyxiation Fetish)

Master,

i should express how it feels to be a slut being strangled. i do not have an independent asphyxiation fetish. i did not understand that asphyxiation could be connected with dominance and submission until reading a lot about it.

You help me to experience it sometimes when You choke me and fuck me hard or when You pulled my collar so hard while fucking me that i think i began to choke. i am thankful for these experiences. a slut can live without food and water for a little while, but air is a very immediate need in order to live. when You restrict my air supply, i immediately understand that i am dependent on the Divine Grace of your Cock for life itself.

first, when i cannot breathe, it takes me a few seconds to realize that indeed i have no control and that You control my breathing. then i begin to become light headed. it does not hurt and in fact i think my pain responses are dulled. i am told that the next phase is to start involuntary convulsions, but You have never strangled me for that long and i hope You will never desire to because i love your Cock so much and i would hate to be dead and unable to serve your Cock any longer. (and i admit that isn't the only reason i'd prefer not to be dead). i think You enjoy feeling in complete control of my life by choking me and i thank You for enjoying using me this way.

Master, i should tell You that although i have the hood and i am hopeful that You will allow me to serve your Cock as a faceless fucktoy, i know that i must actively seek sluts. i have been in contact with the french slut and i am trying to convince her to play with me in front of You. she is not yet ready for You though. i will have to persuade her. sluts can be so foolish.

i will be so happy to serve You anytime that You might be available. i know that You will be so busy. i recall that You used to tell me that You wanted me to serve You while You did work. i would love to lie at your feet and lick and kiss them while You did important work. i hope that i can earn this privilege. since i am a kittyslut, i know that i should strive to be kept as a domesticated kitty for You.

Master, i pray to your Cock to be used. i pray that You think of me often. i pray that You want to use my fuckholes. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training