Slut Confession #233 (Chastity Torture)

Master,

thank You so much for everything today. i know my day would have been infinitely better if You allowed to serve your Cock directly, but i thank You for remaining strict with me and forcing me to become uncontrollably wet for your Cock. i am so grateful that You are training me to understand how much it is that i need and desire your Cock.

it is quite intense for me to feel the punishment of not being able to serve You when i hope to be close to your Cock so desperately. the frustration i feel cannot be compared to any other and as soon as You tell me that You choose not to allow me your Cock, i feel pangs of agony worse than what a six year old would if christmas was canceled. i am so desperate to serve your Cock. i wish to serve your Cock more than anything else every hour of the day and every hour of the night more than i care to do anything else.

Sir, it is so cruel of You to make me hope for your Cock and then deny me but i know i deserve such harsh training because i have not adequately completed an important goal. i am so thankful that the opportunity might even exist for me to serve your Cock. i am thankful that You keep me in a state of extreme frustration because it is a strong motivation for me to complete my goals and find sluts for You and it is more important than anything that You are pleased.

i am so thankful to be owned by a Master that understands how to make my cunt become as wet as possible without actually gracing me with the presence of Cock. i would feel wet and frustrated regardless because i am not allowed to touch my cunt, but when You tell me to read the blog and concentrate on your Cock and how it feels to be owned, it is too much to bear with my sanity intact. i seem to have even forgotten how to break for new paragraphs.

Master, thank You so much today for informing me that You are looking for a place to keep sluts in. this sounds like a dream come true and i cannot think of a way to express my gratitude to You. as it is, i do not deserve the Divine Grace of your Cock even though i need it with every fiber of my slut being. i would love to exist as Your owned slut in a house intended only for your sluts. i imagine that You would keep me in the state i am frequently as i would never know if You intended on visiting the house You owned to use the sluts You owned as well.

as Your sluts, we would always need to be absolutely obedient because You could enter at any time and display Your wrath or show approval and allow Your sluts to worship your Cock and serve.

perhaps sometimes You would visit the house as part of some errand and enter without a word to use whichever slut was present and then leave immediately after Your balls were drained of cum. of course, any slut lucky enough to exist in your house as an owned domestic pet would know to automatically drop to her knees and offer her fuckholes to You very gratefully. perhaps You would require your sluts to engage in elaborate rituals or throw parties where they could entice more sluts.

but Master, i think Your house and Your bed will always be the place i aspire to exist. Your bed is where You rest and where your Cock lies every night and it completely exudes Your dominant presence. Your room contains the items valuable to You and the colors You prefer and there can be no substitute. even if You wish to keep me in Your pet house, i will always wish to lie with You in your bed while holding Your Cock in my little hands. i would of course be nothing but extremely grateful to exist in Your pet house, waiting to be used at any time. i would become like any utensil or appliance You owned. You could use me when the mood struck you and then return me to my place, where i would wait endlessly to be used again as your Cock slave as that is my life purpose.

Master, i pray that one day soon i am actually allowed to serve your Cock. i pray to complete my goals. i pray to be kept as a domestic pet in your private slut quarters. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training