Sir, i must thank You for allowing me to dream of heaven, which for me is the state of being filled with your Cock. it is of course very frustrating for my cunt to be without your Cock when i have known its awe-inspiring majesty. once You told me that You regarded me as the slut with the most well-trained mouth fuckhole, but every time You used it, You were once again reminded of how truly pleasurable it was.
likewise, i know the feeling of being stuffed with your Cock is absolute heaven but i also recall that every time You fuck me, i realize that the actual feeling of serving your Cock is beyond any memory my imagination can contain. each thrust from your Cock sends me further into heaven as i can feel that You own me more and more and i can feel that it is more and more difficult for me not to cum hard.
i remember the times that You stand next to my naked and exposed body and watch my fuckholes. and somehow You are so self-disciplined that You never fuck me unless You know i have earned your Cock in some way through obedience. my exercise in denial is an act of becoming closer to You and more like You. i myself would know no concept of sexual discipline without your rule.
most sluts seem to express chastity fantasies where they are forced to show obedience by not fucking their own fuckholes. i admit i never gave much thought to this topic as most of my fantasies involve raped sluts who cannot be candidates for such fantasies because they do not want to serve Cock in the first place. but You have shown me that since i am fully aware of my depraved slut nature, that i can be driven and controlled by Your allowances for what i can do with the cunt You own. i am so thankful that i belong to You this way, Master. i hope You plan on owning me forever as well.
i think any worshipful devotee would be crushed if their god one day ceased to be their god and vanished. no one wants to be forced into atheism. i need your Cock to believe in and i need to know that You own me completely.
Sir, i sometimes wonder what it is that other people find disturbing about my slut confessions. oddly, i do not actually know. no one should be disturbed that i need to worship your Cock to attain peace of slut mind. i am very lucky to be able to find peace at all since i am entirely a psychological masochist.
Master, i pray to your Cock to receive Divine Grace. i pray for forgiveness. i pray for your Cock to be pleased with me. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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