thank You very much for your call today. i very much needed the reassurance of your voice and instructions. i know i have been exceptionally disobedient and distraught today. please punish me and also if it pleases You, i beg You.
Master, thank You for your instructions. i will make bitch boy perform some act or present some tribute that will show that he is truly owned and a complete slave to me. i must inform You that my current bitch boy is a virgin. he is also very heterosexual and does not have any desire to play in front of a man. my former bitch boy, the physicist, was enamored by such ideas. i will firstly tell bitch boy to work hard to find me a submissive female. i suppose that taking his virginity will not count as a way of marking permanent ownership as it does not require any sacrifice from him. i suppose the truest sacrifice is to let him know that he serves You through me as i am only a vessel for Your desires. he knows nothing of You now.
i will continue to interview couples casually. i will try to talk over the phone or meet for coffee before i determine if they will provide some entertainment for You. i understand that using someone else's slut temporarily is no substitute for an owned slut. i am looking hard again.
Master, thank You so much for taking the time to find a sister slut that i should have brought to You. i am so happy and excited to help train her to please your Cock. i know You said that she was not ideal and that her status would be temporary, but i am so thankful that your Cock can be properly pleased at least temporarily.
Master, thank You so much for making me feel better today. i am still a bit distraught by many ideas, but i was so thankful that You called and provided instructions and made me feel owned. today when You spoke about my former boyfriend, ron, and said You were thinking about him, i felt that You were pushing me away. i also felt this when You did not provide instructions about how i should interact with couples. and as i am a slave that bends to Your will, this made me feel that You wished me to go away.
i did spend all evening looking for sluts for You, Master. i begin to think i am insane, and i look at myself objectively and see that the choices i make are highly illogical and perhaps will not lead me to an ideal state. when i look online, i see how hard it is to find sluts that seek owners, and i see dozens upon dozens of men seeking sluts. and i recall that i am a slut that they would seek.
i see that i am not any slut, but i am a special slut. i think i am a special slut because i am usually the best looking slut at parties and events no matter how many people are there. i think i am special because i try to be bisexual and polyamorous to please my Master even though neither of these things had been my previous preference. i am also very eager to engage in behavior that many would call extreme. and i will spend hours of the day every day in direct service to You even if You are rarely present. so i become sad because i know i will never be kissed every day. i become sad because You have done so much to push me away. You seem to strive to make me Your secondary, and i think You would rather that i found some other boyfriend / husband to hinge my future on while You owned me from a distance.
i wish only to serve your Cock and be with You every second of every day, but You feel no such attachment to me, i fear. because You tell me every time You see me that i am so disobedient and You lament that You do not own well trained sluts like the ones You watch in porn.
i am yours when You make me Yours. i can no longer help this.
Sir, i am hoping You will be happier and happier with me now that You own an additional submissive cum slut. i hope she satiates your Cock well until we find a permanent owned slut.
Master, i pray to your Cock that i become happy in your care again. i pray that You use me when You return. i pray that i please You well in training Your new fuckpet. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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