[ kittyslut's confessions ]: Slut Confession #223 (Spare the Rod)

Master,

thank You so much for everything today. thank You for spoiling me with so much attention. i do not make the mistake of believing that i deserve this yet. i know i must continue to earn your Cock through successful obedience. i do not know if i should call less and less attractive sluts until i find a willing one. do You consider that cheating?

i wonder how You feel about your attachment to me. i am so thankful that You told me that i will never drink anyone else's piss as it implies that You wish me to own me forever. i don't fathom a world in which You do not own me. i don't want to even though i guess it is possible. i am so thankful that You own all of my fuckholes and train me with so much patience. i know i am the luckiest slut in the world and i know i am the most depraved slut in the world. i think You deserve a slut who knows her only possible purpose is to serve your Cock in every way and You deserve the most depraved slut because i think it is more pleasurable for You if your slut is entirely consumed with pleasing You.

Master, i wonder if You still read all my confessions throughout work and read through all of them continuously. i am so flattered that You pay any attention to me while You are bettering your position in the real world. it is another reason why i am the luckiest slut in the world as i could never deserve to be the object of such attention.

today, i thought of the request i made for a christmas present. i begged You to use my anal fuckhole in the position that the blond porn slut was in. it was like a reverse slut position as she was on her back and her pelvis was lifted. i thank You for being so strict with me that You never granted me this request. my slut cunt becomes so wet when i think of how You denied me because You either deemed that i had not earned the privilege of being used in that fashion or because the idea did not please You. i am so thankful to be reminded that i exist to please You and that You are not there to satisfy my fantasies. i must focus on how to concentrate on pleasing You and showing You that i am obedient at all times and not just when You are supervising me in private. i know that i must exchange emails with sluts so that You can see that i do try to entice them. it does not always work, but at least You will know that i try to seduce sluts to serve your Cock. it is their loss if they deny their true natures by refusing to serve You as You would have it.