Slut Confession #214 (Losing Sluts)

Master,

i am very scared now because kitten has not returned my call and has not responded to my email tonight either. i would be so very embarrassed to lose her as You have told me that she is definitely the easiest and most submissive slut You have ever encountered. i cannot understand what would happen between today and yesterday though.

i also called the korean slut and left her a message. i hope i will be able to meet someone new at the march party also. do You think i should call doggy as well? i assume that she will be at the party anyways. i also spoke to my ex about host sammy's former slut and found out that she is not attracted to me as a partner. my ex tried to reassure me. i guess she likes "dykey girls."

Master, i am very nervous now about losing my sluts. i hope at least that i can replace them with play partners soon enough. i know that finding You sluts has been an important goal for a very long time now and i hate to know that You do not have exactly what You want. even if You are not punishing me harshly for not bringing You what You deserve, i feel awful when i do not adequately meet your standards.

i remember how happy You seemed and how nicely You treated me when kitten slut last slept in your bed with me and all i want now is to recreate that state in You. somehow, seeing You pleased motivates me for so long. i wanted to belong to You as your cum slut last year because of the way You treated me when You first allowed me to sleep over at your house. i am so fulfilled when i see the side of You that is a benevolent and caretaking Master.

today, i admit that i fucked my cunt while thinking about serving You in so many ways. i thought about being allowed to serve You as your mouth toilet. i imagined that i would be required to complete chores in the morning and if i satisfied You, You would reward me with your piss. i also have been imagining tonguing your asshole while You fuck another slut cunt. i would like to say that i would enjoy being fucked by your Cock while another slut served your asshole with her tongue, but i would be a bit jealous of having to share it because it is extremely delicious and important to me. i do not know if this is even physically possible or comfortable for You, but in theory, this fantasy has been making my cunt very wet for the last two days. hopefully ddd cup slut will get better soon and be able serve You in these ways. i think if we do play with her, we should have her bring the medication she uses and leave it with You in case she still has it. at least that way You could get rid of it immediately if You were traveling. of course, i hope friday's outbreak was her last so that we can use her thoroughly soon.

Master, i pray to your Cock to keep kitten. i pray to learn to pay attention all the time. i pray that You want to use me when You return. i pray that You are well. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training