Slut Confession #201 (Repentant Pet)

Master,

i was extremely sad today as You said i was very disobedient, naturally, which was what You expected. i wonder if You know how much Your words hurt me. i wonder if You know how much You make me cry when You say that. i hope You never lend me out to host sammy and i really loathe being denied Your contact. it makes me so sad that i don't know what to do. i know i deserve this psychological pain because i did not contact the sluts in time. i know i deserve the pain and suffering Your cold words have wrought on me, Sir, so i will not complain. i hope that doggyslut's show of obedience towards You has eased Your nerves. i am jealous that she was allowed to serve You over the phone and not me, but as long as You are happy, i feel a little better. i at least was able to serve You by providing her phone number. it is small, but perhaps something.

Master, i do hope that eventually i can bring You to a more attractive slut than doggyslut. i know she is a true slut by nature and probably more obedient than me, but i feel that You should not have to settle for a slut who is not beautiful if You can avoid it. and Sir, i know that the measure of a true slut is her obedience to your Cock and not her appearance.

i feel terrible now as i feel that i acted like i took your Cock for granted. i did not even deserve to serve You this weekend with my cunt fuckhole and i am thankful that You have put a stop to me taking liberties that are unhealthy for me. thank You for being so strict with me and for reminding me of my place, which is to be completely focused on obedience to your Cock. i am grateful for this focus and i am grateful that You are such a wonderful and responsible Master to me. it is only just that i do my part in serving You and that i do not ruin accomplishing my goals with anxiety.

Master, i hope that You will not forever see me as a disobedient pet. i need to be allowed to serve your Cock. i was so sad to hear how You mentioned that i am not serving your Cock today. i did not know it was a possibility. i regret every day that You become indifferent to my fuckholes because of my disobedience. Master, i need so badly to serve You with my fuckholes soon. i love Your cum and i love to feel You shoot all over my slut body. i am so thankful when You allow me to taste your Cum while i remain fully exposed in slut position. i wonder what You think when You watch me in silence as i lap Your perfect cum off my body. i want to look as pleasing for You as possible, as though i could somehow bring your Cock to hardness again so that i could serve you Cock one more time.

i remember again how You asked me while i was jerking your Cock if a good slut wife would do so every night. i said that i would and that i would do anything for You and You scoffed at those words since there is much i have not done for You. i will be completely happy beyond belief if i am ever allowed to stroke your Cock every night and serve it with my fuckholes. more than anything else, that is what motivates every action i take. and i am not lying when i say this despite some of my actions, which might seem disobedient. i really just did not want to scare the sluts away. i hope i have not. they are missing out if they do not learn to submit to your Cock as i have. Master, You are so kind to train me to become more dominant and forward outside of the bedroom. that is quite hard for me as it is not my nature, but i know i must learn how to domme to please You.

i did become jealous of doggyslut because You found her obedient and me disobedient. i imagined that You made us both Your pets and that one day to punish me, You allowed her to drink your piss while i was forced to watch, green with envy. i imagined how i would become so sad and beg You to be Your only piss toilet again. it would be terrible for me if You did ever choose to use another slut's mouth fuckhole as Your toilet. i would implore You against using doggy's mouth fuckhole and claim that Your piss deserved a pretty face for a toilet. i would beg You with so many creative excuses out of sheer desperation and jealousy. it is erotic but i hope it never happens.

Master, i pray to your Cock for discipline. i pray to your Cock for forgiveness. i pray that i am the most obedient slut and that i find pets for us. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training