Slut Confession #209 (Spoiled Kitten Slut)

Master,

thank You so much for your call tonight. i was extremely happy and thankful to hear that You thought of me while in bed and would enjoy my slut body with You. i was so thankful to hear that You wished me collared in your bed. i am so lucky to be collared so often now.

i am curious as to why my kitten slut has been so disobedient recently. on the phone, she said she was eager to be a good girl and said she would email me after the call, but she did not do this simple task. and when i emailed her tonight, she also did not respond. i do not know what i would do if she wants to be released already. and i don't understand why she would want that. sluts are often such shallow creatures. the serious nature of ownership seems to daunt many of them, even those that claim that their slut cunts need to be owned.

i know that kitten slut is now my responsibility too and that i must be punished for her acts of disobedience. i hope that she is trainable and i hope that i can maintain control of her. she is quite submissive, so i think that what i have to watch out for is scaring her.

this does remind me that the bitch boy that bought me the dildo and corsette has not contacted me for at least a week. perhaps this one has lost interest in being owned as well. i find it so strange that submissive men spend money on me before backing out of their commitment. they are even more silly than submissive sluts who present their fuckholes and pretend to be thankful for beatings before scampering off and following the capricious whims of their wanton cunts. i am so thankful that You had been so persistent with me for so long because You understood what my true slut nature was when i did not. i am so lucky that You have maintained interest in owning me for so long.

Master, i have decided to go to the gym almost every day now. i had previously been going about once a week and i think that was not enough for me psychologically and that it had ill effects on my muscle tone. i want to make my slut body as pleasing for You as possible. i weigh about 99 lbs now and i thought my body was better than most of the other sluts i saw in the locker room. for me, it is important that You own a slut that You can be proud of. and i am happy that my stupid slut body finally has clean fuckholes. i am also so thankful that You made me bend over and present my ass for your view while You explained to kitten slut how much my ass pleased You. i think about this during the day and it gives me great self esteem.

Sir, i think it is important that i prepare for anal training. i cannot stand that You should have to own such a useless fuckhole. i was especially disobedient to dare to move away after You had even put lube on your Cock before entering my anal fuckhole. i believe that i am more likely to behave in a proper way if You thrust into my anal fuckhole while i am in slut position #1 or when i lie flat on my belly. for some reason, my disobedient nature comes out more when You thrust into me when i am in slut position #2, but my goal is to be able to properly accept your Cock in that position someday as i have never been able to do so yet.

today, i also was thinking about being spanked over your knee. i have never been spanked over anyone's knee and it is inevitably one of the basic fantasies that submissive sluts have. it is true that because my slut imagination is so excessive and depraved, that most of my fantasies of punishment were usually about sluts locked in dungeons and tortured and whipped by elaborate contraptions, but sometimes i fantasize about a kept pet who is spanked by her Master over his knee for small infractions. i think the closest to this i experienced was the morning where You spanked me for my hesitation and errors while making coffee. i was so thankful to be continually disciplined while in your domestic service. there is something very intimate about this kind of punishment.

Master, i pray to your Cock to regain control over my stupid wanton kitten slut. i pray to effectively train my anal fuckhole for You. i pray that ddd cup slut loves your Cock and wants to jerk your cum onto my face. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training