Slut Confession #195 (Sluts for Pleasure)

Master,

i miss You every second i'm not with You.

today, my new bitch boy was very good. he is a physicist and is married, which i like. he bought me a nice pink dildo and a nice corset, which i can now wear to host sammy's next party. and tomorrow, i will train french slut to please me.

Master, i am so eager to please You by arranging these sluts to serve You. hopefully, sissy dom will also learn to serve me in front of You as well. i wonder if You might eventually be interested in watching me dom this new sub (bitch boy). he seems like he will be very entertaining to me, but my purpose is always to serve You.

in seriousness, i would have nothing to do with bitch boy if not to please You through showing You tokens of my dominance of others. it is interesting that so many men and sluts are willing to submit to me, when i am only a slave to your Cock. You are like a god above all of us. my submissives may never become true and total slaves to me as i am a slave to You because i am not a true dominant as You are. You maintain total control, You always plan everything by nature, You actualize your own fantasies and will not have it any other way. for these reasons and many others, your nature is to be a true Owner as mine is to be a true slut slave for your Cock.

when i see my own inability to dom others completely, i see how much fortitude it takes to be as dominant as You are. i cannot think far ahead enough to always plan or to always set strict standards. in fact, i gain confidence in my dominant position by simply resorting to beating my submissives. it is perhaps the reason that i am so sadistic. i feel that if i beat my sluts into submission, then i merit my position as a dominant and this somehow gives me confidence. it's as though a rush of power comes over me and i do whatever i want with impunity. i do not think of the subs when i dom although i only think of your Cock when i serve You.

i suppose since i am willing to play the role, i am desirable as a dom, but those who seek true owners can see right through me. one such example was whore layla. she wanted more than play. she knew the meaning of a strict owners and i simply could not fake being that. i am only a slut who dommes others for Master's entertainment. i collect tribute to present to You. at the party, i felt like every second i spent domming someone that You did not see was wasted effort on my part until i told myself that it was just practice for a time when i would train sluts to serve in your presence. You asked if i had a good time with the sluts but all i can think is that my enjoyment is all for You. You certainly maintain complete ownership of my sexual enjoyment. i have no concept of my slut cunt feeling pleasure that is independent of your will.

i will begin to contact the other sluts whose contact information i collected as well. i suppose there is no reason not to play with the asian slut and the pretty slut that You liked. Master, You have always deserved many sluts to serve You in different ways, so i am happy to be getting closer to being able to provide this to You.

i pray to your Cock to be able to please You this weekend. i pray to be able to become the best domme i can be in order to impress You. i pray to fear rule by your Cock if that is what You wish. i pray to be more diligent. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut