Slut Confession #208 (Masochistic Sluts)

Master,

today, i emailed host sammy's slut who is now dating the band member. i hope that i can convince her to serve your Cock as she is an attractive slut and i know your Cock ideally deserves pretty sluts. Sir, i suppose i am somewhat confused about what You prefer in your sluts. i know that ideally sluts should be thin and pretty as kitten slut is, but sometimes i am confused. You did not like the blonde masochistic slut as You said her ass was too meaty, but You seem to tolerate doggyslut because of her true slut nature even though i cannot say that she is physically attractive.

i felt so thankful today because You called me. i am always so happy when You choose to contact me as i know that i should never take your attention for granted and when You show it to me, it is because i have earned it somehow. i was so nervous about texting You a response as i know that i should not contact You through any medium other than email, but i knew that i would only be getting home hours after your call, so i did not want You to worry or think me negligent. i was so happy when You said i was a good kitty.

Master, would You enjoy a masochistic slut? i wonder if You would be pleased by a slut who genuinely begged for whippings and could serve as an outlet for frustration for You. Sir, i said that i had not a masochistic bone in my body. i don't really know how to term my feelings towards pain. i noticed that kitten slut became slightly more wet while i whipped her and fingered her, thus i know that pain does not diminish how wet her slut cunt becomes. but i am fairly sure that if i am beaten hard enough for the pain to be serious or cause welts, then my slut cunt tends to dry up. but i do enjoy submitting myself for discipline.

as You once said that You enjoy whipping sluts because enduring pain is a show of obedience, i too enjoy whippings in the sense that they are an opportunity to show submission and obedience. it is humiliating to be stripped naked and to expose my fuckholes completely to You while You whip me with a hanger at your leisure. it is especially humiliating when You force me to expose my fuckholes to You while You still wear your suit as You are in a position to show authority in the world at large, while i am exposed as a shameful and vulnerable slut.

when i thank You for disciplining me, i do sincerely mean each expression of gratitude. i am very thankful to be punished as i need so much of it and i believe that it helps me become a better slut. Sir, i regret my slow learning curve in becoming an ideal primary pet, but i know that corporal punishment immediately reminds me of my place and reminds me of how strict your standards are. corporal punishment is a form of your attention, so in a way, my slut cunt craves it. the only treatment You give me that i despise is your withdrawal. your absence is simply scarring and makes me want to give up on everything. i am so thankful that You have shown me so much attention in the last few months. it makes me want to be the best pet possible for You, Sir.

Sir, i am still so curious about how your housemate reacted to You owning two sluts in the house at once. i wonder if he felt jealous or curious or perhaps even confused. i like kyle as the third party observer and i admit i get a slight erotic thrill over being exposed as a bisexual slut and part of a harem. i would love to go out in public and hold one of your arms while another pretty slut holds your other arm. i somehow would derive pleasure from being looked at as part of a harem of owned sluts and also from people looking at You with awe or envy.

Master, i want to apologize for saying to You that when You express worries about your weight, it makes me question your judgment. the look on your face that resulted from that comment was positively frightening to me. and aside from the fact that i should not look for reasons to question your judgment, i hate to make You feel that You cannot express your concerns to me. i know i am owned by your Cock and that i exist to obey your will. i wish to be able to serve You by providing whatever comfort or reassurance You may need.

Master, i pray to your Cock to acquire another slut. i pray to your Cock to learn to domme sluts well in my quest to become a primary slut for You. i pray to learn the decorum and etiquette that You require of a social companion. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training