there is so much for me to be thankful for today. "200" is indeed a special number! 200 confessions mean that this is the 200th day that i am being obedient towards You by writing these love letters to your Cock. the days and confessions pass by so quickly these days. i am so thankful that You have required such consistency in this task. there would be nothing worse than for your ownership of me to just "fly by" without me ever taking the time to reflect on it and express the states of Your ownership.
my hope is that the next hundred confessions are filled with counts of exciting sexual adventures we have together. i hope it is filled with us training many sluts together and of stories of many different sluts serving You. i know that You are so much more desirable than ddd cup slut's silly master and host sammy, so it is only just that many sluts be eager to serve your Cock and that a few wish to become owned pets. thank You for investing time into reading my confessions. for this, i know that i must invest myself into writing confessions that are worthy of your attention. and i know that i must learn to express all things to You. i know You own me in my entirety, so You are owned an explanation of all major events. it is part of being obedient that i must work on. and i believe that everything improves for me when i am obedient. i am so thankful that You care for me and want me to be happy.
i feel so lucky to be owned the way i am now. i am thankful that You allow me to serve You in Your bed more and more. and i know how lucky i am to be allowed to spend so much time with You doing casual things. i enjoy Your company always, perhaps because your dominant nature is so ubiquitous and is clearly present no matter what we do together. i hope to be able to earn more and more of your presence and i am so excited to serve You today on valentines day.
Master, today i went to host sammy's house and he wanted to have sex with me. i thought it was sort of amusing that i could not truly desire to serve him. at some point he told me, "well, that is the domme in you," as he referred to my capricious and bossy behavior towards him. i was a terrible submissive to him. mostly i would say that i was not submissive at all. if he ever saw me submit to You, he would probably ache with jealousy. i flinch at every touch of his, but i crave anything You choose to do to me. in a way, it was enjoyable for me to reduce host will to such a state of frustrated desperation. he has no desire to be dommed, but my actions to him almost brought him to that state. when i gave him a handjob, it really did resemble one of a bored teenager that refuses to give any more intimate attention. it was unlike my service to your Cock in which case i feel that i am forced to serve You at all times with all parts of my slut body. when i jerk your Cock it is not about rejection and there is no sense that my hands are in control of anything.
when i am allowed to jerk your Cock, i only dream about how i wish i could serve it with my fuckholes as well and how much i want to show You that i love your Cock. your Cock is the focus of my attention and sincere efforts when You enjoy my little hands jerking You. i feel that i have re-payed my debt to host will with this very small action. he probably has no idea that i see things this way, but in my mind i have done enough to ensure that we will be invited to several more parties. in truth, i might not have had to do anything at all, but i suppose the fact that i was ever so slightly willing maintains his reason to share whatever it is he has (mainly sluts).
Master, i spoke to the korean slut very briefly today but she said she was finishing an assignment and that she would get back to me on monday. if You were not so particular about your dislike of overweight sluts, then the slut i saw today would also be a good playmate. she is a bit chubby but her face is pretty. she is a sharp girl and is a junior at a good college now.
Master i am so thankful about the time we spent together this weekend. i am so thankful that You gave me Your boxers to wear. i was so happy as i wore them all day and put them on to go to sleep in as well. it is wonderful for me to be inside Your clothing. and i am so thankful for Your call today as well. thank You for taking such comprehensive care of me and such good care of me.
Maser, i pray to your Cock for the ability to make the next one hundred confessions the most pleasurable yet for You to read. i pray to be able to please You much this week. i pray to serve your Cock in all ways on valentines day. i pray to become the most obedient slut. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut in training
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