Slut Confession #99 (Hard Cock Worthiness)

Sir,

when You last visited, You allowed me to watch your perfect Cock become hard while i was kneeling between your legs. i know that this is all i must focus on: being worthy of making your Cock hard.

right now, i will see whore layla on saturday. she called me today and has discovered my Internet profile, but i did not feel like speaking to her. i wanted to do some work for law school. i am researching personal statements. i am surprised by the caliber of some of the statements i see. but then, i suppose these are statements people spend months of time on and have reviewed by multiple people. i wrote the personal statement for my best friend who got into a top 14 law school and ron as well. people like to ask me to do this.

at work, many people have offered to write me personal statements as well, which is wonderful. it's useful to work at a think tank. i am the only girl. today i also had my transcript sent to the law school admissions council and filled out the form to send my fee waiver. i am so embarrassed about being so broke at age 25 that i have to ask for charity, but i really can't afford to pay each school $50+ i think i might apply to about 15 schools since the process makes the number of schools one applies to immaterial. applicants can send one transcript and three letters of recommendations.

also, my roommate who works at a law school is going to try and vie for me to get unpaid internship work doing research and writing for one of their department heads. this will be good for me, especially if i can manage to get even a very minor publication out by january.

i wish i knew what to do in lieu of forgiveness. but as always, You are correct. there is no forgiveness. what comes to pass is permanently embedded in the pass of time. i must strive to always be obedient. and i believe that You will punish me appropriately when i err so there is no reason for me to comment on my failures with an apology.

i pray to your Cock for greater internal strength so that i do not doubt You, at least not easily. i pray to your Cock to continue to own me completely while i achieve my goals for You. i pray to your Cock to be come a better fuckpet so that i do not have to ask for punishment and forgiveness. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut