i miss You and pine for the next time You will use my fuckholes or call me on the phone.
when i saw ron yesterday i felt somewhat dejected to hear his voice. i have never been attracted to it while i find your voice compelling. i know You do not care if i like the sound of your voice and You only care that i should obey your commands, but whenever i hear You tell me anything it does make my cunt wet because of the way You sound.
my mother called me today and said that she is communicating with a divorced man who has a child who is a senior in high school. she spoke of how he didn't want to start a relationship right now because he is working hard on helping his daughter apply to college. he helps her in Spanish AP class by getting her videos and has asked my mother about what she thinks of the college application process. he is totally involved. i found this fascinating because when my brother was a senior in HS, my dad moved out of the house for his girlfriend and them barely spoke to him. when my brother did go over to my father's house, my father would yell at him for not making enough effort to see him and what not.
anyways, as for my goals, i signed up for the LSAT in december. it is probably a good thing that i have made this financial commitment because it forces me to be serious about studying. i am still really nervous about this for many reasons.
i have learned that it is more likely to find a submissive woman interested in serving a dominant couple, but maybe i could find such a woman and convince her to be co-submissive. i am afraid to meet other people with similar kinks, but i suppose they can't be all that weird or bad. it's just that i'm so satisfied with serving You that i feel no need to explore my kink by meeting anyone else.
i pray to your Cock for the dedicated obedience required to succeed at the goals You have given
to me. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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