i do wonder what this next phase in our relationship will bring. i understand that as our dynamic might change as i develop my dominant side, You will not be as lax with me. thank You for having the wisdom to understand and adapt to our dynamic as i change under your guidance.
Sir, i feel so truly grateful to belong to You. being owned and dominated by You is really a gift. it's as though a level of your capacity to succeed is transferred to me when i obey You and follow your instructions. i suppose part of me feels guilt for not wanting to give the same gift to whore layla. as they say, a friend in need is a friend indeed and whore layla is incredibly needy of a firm hand to guide her.
i was not able to procure a camera from my roommates, so i do not have pictures of the time whore layla and i spent together. i really like whore layla and i immensely enjoyed the time i spent with her. but she is a deranged drug addicted prostitute / stripper. i feel bad for her. i like talking to her. i just don't know what to do with her. my judgment says i should leave her alone to wallow in her wasted life. whore layla called me today and emailed me. she clearly is extremely desperate for attention and time. i guess i'll keep looking for someone else.
i really wish i could apologize. given my forced abstinence from apologizing, i will at least list the things i have done wrong in order to communicate that i am aware of these ways that i have failed and i do intend to fix them:
- i spelled my name wrong.
- i did not bring a camera yesterday (this was very bad).
- i did not pick up my phone today when You called and this is the third time i have lapsed in this fashion and the second time i have done so after being told that this is unacceptable.
- i have been extremely disobedient and ungrateful in my demeanor towards You.
i intend to fix #1 by not doing this again. i intend to fix #2 by buying a camera and i intend to fix #3 by wearing pants with pockets so that i can always keep my cell phone with me instead of keeping it in my briefcase bag, which is not always with me. i intend to fix #4 by also focusing on my need to pray to your Cock and remembering that all good things in my life come from You.
i pray to your Cock to be able to develop my dominant side while also at the same time increasing my devotion and service to your Cock. i pray to your Cock to earn increased strictness in your rule and i pray to your Cock to endure the humiliation it causes me.
thank You,
kittyslut
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