Slut Confession #97 (Breathtaking Results)

Sir,

thank You so much for everything tonight. i feel i did not express enough gratitude towards You while You graced me with your presence. i think when You are with me i prefer not to speak and only to hear You speak. your voice and commanding presence are both mesmerizing for me.

when You come over, i have so many thoughts about the interaction that i want to share and i do not know which to focus on first.

i know that i must accrue better porn for You before your next visit. i know that i must continue to work on my goals (although not tomorrow morning- i will be so sleepy). i know that You would like progressively dirtier pics of whore layla and that You would like me to postulate an effective form of humiliation for her. and i am privileged to be able to keep the pen inside my cunt while i do this. i will work on these goals.

i often consider this lone paragraph You wrote me perhaps in May:

your obedience will extend outside of the sexual realm.
it will include -- but not be limited to -- what you eat,
how often you exercise, how you dress,
how you spend your time.
ultimately, it will include what you think and how you feel.
you cannot imagine the investment and
time required to rebuild you.
regardless, the results could be breathtaking.

what You have said has come true for me. thank You Sir for putting so much effort into me.

you asked me many things today, the most important of these questions being the one about my happiness relative to your presence in my life. Sir, i am more happy than i have been in years- perhaps more happy than i have ever been in my adult life and it is because of You. serving your cock means everything to me and i hope that You never remove my central focus in life from me.

i am happy when serving You and this is probably not because You are any arbitrary person that has chosen to rule my life but because You are the best person to do it. Your decisions are really good for me and You have a way of impelling me to do what needs to be done for the sake of my own mental well being. i am very thankful to serve You.

thank You for allowing me to pray to your cock while You wore business attire. it made my cunt extremely wet. thank You for allowing me to serve You with my mouth fuckhole for so long and thank You for allowing me to taste so much precum.

Sir, i was so happy when You began to kiss me that i became truly speechless. i wish i could have articulated my gratitude. when you kissed me when i first spent the night at your house, i became deeply attached to You. it was that single night of affection that motivated much of my service to You after that point. Likewise, the affection You showed me tonight will carry me through hard times, self doubt and insecurity about events that come to pass
between us.

i also became extremely turned on when You slapped me while fucking me and pulled my collar hard while fucking me hard after allowing me to remove the dreaded
punishment ball. typing these words even makes me extremely wet.

i used to be frightened of being slapped in the face but i have come to crave it because You seem to enjoy doing it and You also take good care of me.

i should go to sleep now so i will pray to your Cock.

i praise your Cock with gratitude for filling my fuckholes tonight and giving me purpose. i give thanks to your Cock by allowing me to worship while holding a drink for You so that my entire body was dedicated to serving You. i give thanks to your Cock for allowing me to please You by answering your questions while my fuckholes were exposed to You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut