Slut Confession #93 (Punishment Ball)

Sir,

i am quite upset that i did not have enough time to dedicate to my goals today.

work will keep me quite busy this week, but i believe next weeks should be lighter. we need to have all the printed materials and orders for supplies etc. in by the end of this week and it is getting a little hectic for me. i suppose i am not used to working hard (certainly not for people i care very little for- my employers). but i can say that my capacity to concentrate at length must come from You as i did not have it before.

i did not like how i had little time to contemplate You and reminisce about your perfect cock fucking my cunt hard. i prefer to think of nothing besides pleasing You. i know that doing well at my job had originally been part of pleasing You. i also must sleep soon as i must rise earlier than i normally do to get to work. there is so much i want to write to You.

the more You know, the more vulnerable i am to You and so i am compelled to give You every angle of control You can have as like a plant will always yearn to grow towards sunlight, i yearn only to be under your control. the punishment ball does maintain a sense of urgency in me. i want to get my work done as soon as possible so that i can go to sleep and be able to take the ball out and not have my fuckhole stretched and made displeasing for You.

i am extremely horny now as the porno magazines You left behind are on my desk so close to me. but i know i cannot fuck my pussy without your direct orders and i have little desire to because it would take away time from a number of other ways i must serve You. still, the presence of tawdry porn in my kennel makes me quite wet. i believe canine bitches have their kennels lined with newspapers and mine should be with degrading porn that You have before enjoyed.

the more You use me in my room, the more erotic this space becomes. i like my bed because i have been used by You there and allowed to tongue your asshole, which is still a novel privilege for me.

i wish to pray now before i will remove the ball and go to sleep-Sir, Praise be to your Almighty Cock as i give gratitude for all the new and different ways You choose to use me, humiliate me and bend me to your will. i pray to your Cock to be able to steadily earn my place as your perfect cum slut, a thoroughly and personally broken creature forced into extreme depravity. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut