Slut Confession #98 (Anticipation)

Sir,

this cartoon made me extremely wet for many reasons. i so enjoyed watching
the attractive housepet exposed to prudish older women-her exposure to them is an especially humiliating state. i like that her owner looks like the respectable type. and i like that it illustrates a pet that lives with her Master in high heels, which is such an erotic concept for me.

i just had another long conversation with whore layla and we discussed many matters. firstly, she asked to see me tomorrow and i declined as i just have cold feet about the issue. she was considering coming into town for some fetish party, but i did not feel prepared to meet her. i feel the Domme should have done some planning in order to be in control of the situation.

whore layla says she will come to town on saturday and i would like to meet her then. i would like to have a strap on ready so i can fuck her. although i do not know where exactly we would do this yet. whore layla says the party she is going to on Saturday is a halloween party. whore layla admits that she has sucked cum out of her mistress's asshole before. she admits that she has on numerous occasions been pissed on and has drunk piss. she has been lasered so that no part of her body hair will ever grow back.

she says that she likes me and finds me very attractive. i am almost sure that i can get whore layla to serve me on saturday. i will not lick her pussy but i will fuck her with a strap-on and rub her pussy with my fingers. i lied to whore layla and said that i owned a strap on, which i do not. so, i will have to get one before saturday.

whore layla also says she is 'out of the closet' to everyone, including her parents. essentially, they are well aware that she lived with an older couple as their slave. it was the strangest thing she has ever told me. the most interesting thing she has told me is that she is one of 11 children, most of whom are non-white adopted foster children. her mother seems to have an unstoppable desire to take in orphans.

Sir, i still have many thought about your visit to me last night. i know i must never act as i did last night when You told me of how You enjoyed watching my anal fuckhole muscles flex. i should have immediately and gratefully begged for You to use my asshole and shown You that i know i exist only to please You with my fuckholes. i admit that i was too afraid to beg You to use my anal fuckhole. i was afraid of the pain as being in such an exposed position reminded me of how painful it would be. nevertheless, i am grateful that i can please You with my tight anal fuckhole and i am glad that i have a fuckhole that has not been stretched out for You.

i also do not know the whereabouts of the punishment ball. either it is somewhere under my bed or You have taken it from me. i am in any case so happy to be able to serve You by keeping the pen inside my pussy. today, it was an excellent reminder of your visit and i am much more appreciative of its presence and what it means to You. i am reminded that the pen is both a symbol of your ownership of me and a gift.

Sir, i do not know what to do when i do not serve You to Your standards as i cannot apologize and i do not know if it is likewise inappropriate to beg for punishment. i did not mean to offend You by sitting on my butt instead of kneeling properly. but i really enjoyed being below your Cock. i felt i was in my true place. but of course, my true place is wherever You want.i pray to your Cock for the strength and presence of mind to discipline this extremely bratty fucktoy, whore layla. i pray to your Cock to continue to be able to deserve the pen and to be able to tighten my cunt enough to satisfy You. i pray to your Cock for the ability to focus on my LSATs and do well for it is everything that determines my success in law school applications. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut