Slut Confession #102 (Whore Layla's Past)

Sir,

i have so much to be thankful for right now and little time to recount it in as i must go to sleep soon. whore layla and i spoke for a while and we touched on a few issues. i told her to send me pictures and she said she would send me pictures as well as videos if she can get them to me.

when i speak to whore layla, i really like her as a person. she is so masochistic that she extrapolates her sexual tastes onto everything and thinks that she either never wants to be financially solvent so that she is forced to be a kept woman by a couple. her fantasy includes 18k gold shackles and plenty of bling. when she says kept, she means fucking well kept.

she told me of how she flew to see a woman in florida when she was 18--a total stranger--and she submitted to her in her home. she had to lie to her mother and make an excuse up to do this.

her friends are now suggesting that she start a business as a professional female Domme (she Dommes men although she gets no pleasure out of it). she wants to keep herself in a state of desperation so hat she depends completely on whoever dominates her. i suppose i can relate. basically this is what i wanted before You told me to want something else. this makes me wonder if whore layla can actually be redeemed into living a functional life. i would like to share her with You, Sir (even if You had not asked) and i do think it would be good for her.

she also told me about how she would irritate her former girlfriends until they would give her black eyes and whatnot. she really does need violence--brutal violence--to be forced into submission. i know that ropes are very difficult to tie so that someone cannot struggle free--i have been the tied up person and i can almost always get out of a bind.

thank You for forcing me to keep your pen inserted- it has made me incredibly horny at many times during the day. and it has reminded me of who my Owner is at all times and how much i crave to be owned by You.

thank You for your calls today- your voice and our conversations are very meaningful to me and they always make me extremely wet. speaking to You is something i have absolutely no control over because i am not allowed to call You, thus your voice is a very special demonstration of your ownership of me.

thank You for forcing me to recite the words as this also was an excellent way of making me focus on how my purpose is to serve You at all times. the words are so important to me and i am grateful to be allowed to say them again as i am grateful that You have deemed that i have earned my place as your cum slut again.

thank You for offering to rule me in person tomorrow. as always, i look forward to seeing You very much and i will try to be pleasing for You by keeping my cunt clean and fresh for You and i will also organize my desktop with porn to entertain You.

i pray to your Cock to be able to please You tomorrow. i give all thanks to your Cock for allowing me to please You and because You have given me so much attention today. i am overwhelmed with gratitude and happiness because of the way You treat me. i wish only to please You by serving your Cock. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut