Friday, January 25, 2008

Slut Confession #183 (Drinking Piss)

Master,

thank You so much for the wonderful evening. i am so thankful that You enjoyed speaking to our shared slut, plaything, while You used my mouth fuckhole and became quite horny as You fucked my slut cunt as i spoke to her on the phone. when your Cock owns my slut cunt, it becomes hard for me to concentrate on anything else. it is interesting to try and verbally humiliate a slut while knowing that i am a total slave to your Cock.

i must thank You foremost for beginning to train me to drink piss last night. i have desired to drink my Master's piss since i was a small child, before i even desired being raped by snakes, i believe. thus, one of the purposes i am most strongly destined for is to serve You as your piss toilet when You wish.

the experience of drinking piss was actually quite different than what i imagined it would be. i usually imagine a slut chained in a dungeon who is forced to open her mouth to a shower of piss from her Master. the experience is very degrading and the nadir of humiliation. but when You rewarded me with your warm piss last night, it felt extremely intimate more than anything. i loved being forced to open my mouth fuckhole wide and wait for your Cock to piss into my mouth fuckhole directly. in some ways, it was like drinking from a bottle. i also always expected that piss would not taste as pleasant as yours does. people describe it as acrid or bitter or nauseating, but honestly yours is soothing. it's warm and a little salty. i think it tastes like warm water with butter. and i am so thankful if your piss was mixed with remnants of your cum. no other mix could taste more ambrosial to my slut tongue.

i felt totally owned as a precious pet on my knees before You and i am so thankful that You allowed me so many mouthfuls of your delicious golden piss. i did not want to spill even a drop of it, but i am not yet practiced enough to drink your piss as the pet You deserve should. and Master, the honest reason that it was hard for me to swallow at the right times was because your piss feels more natural in my mouth fuckhole than water. if i drink water, i know when my mouth is full of the foreign substance and when i need to swallow it, but your piss fills my mouth fuckhole like oxygen. it felt completely natural and i felt that i was born to serve as a receptacle for it. as one never thinks to swallow the air, i have to force myself to remember to swallow your piss and drain it from my mouth pissditch. and each time i swallowed, i missed your piss and deeply desired more.

Master, i apologize for each time i grew a bit nervous and frantic because i thought i could no longer hold any more piss in my mouth pissditch. i just couldn't stand to lose any. i really wanted to lick the drops that escaped onto my tits and thighs. and i wish so much that i can be trained well enough so that You are not inconvenienced when You use me as your toilet. i wish that one day You will be able to piss without stopping for me to swallow. i don't know if that is possible, but it is my goal. i am so excited to serve You as your toilet again, i do wish to be showered with your divine golden piss as well, but i know i must be extremely obedient to be allowed in a shower with You.

Master, i became so horny while writing this confession to You, but i also feel so subdued and so amorous. i believe that i am in love with your piss and i am so thankful that You are training me as your piss toilet as You recognize that it is an important part of my slut purpose in life. and Master, i must thank You for waiting for a day when You were pleased to begin training me as your toilet. i understand that i had to be very obedient in order to please You enough to allow me to serve You this way, but it had been a longstanding fear of mine that i would be forced to drink piss for a Master who would then treat me with contempt and ignore me. i am so thankful that You held my head affectionately when You chose to finish using my mouth pissditch.

i praise your Cock in gratitude for allowing me to drink piss directly from your Cock last night. i pray to your Cock to learn to do it fluently and show total submission and devotion as i do it. i give so much thanks to your Cock for being pleased with me. i pray to be very obedient.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

1 comment:

  1. I sit here in awe, as reading this I see myself in that place as you.

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