i hope You come back soon to read my christmas card to You and punish me as i really need to be. i know i deserve it and it makes me truly sad to be without it. i hate upsetting You so much that You will not even punish me. please Sir, punish me and please enjoy yourself while You do so. i still feel hurt from when You left me alone.
sometimes, i feel that i even make You feel guilty because i am so disobedient that You cannot justify showing me tenderness. i hope that is not the case and i am trying to be better.
today, the french slut (search) called and said she is very excited about meeting me.
she will try to come by tomorrow for brunch, but is in another city today and might not be able to make it until wednesday.
in either case, she is sincere and into me.
in addition, i obtained the email for another local slut today. she lives nearby. hopefully, i will be able to train her and present her to You soon. i know she is bisexual, but i don't know much else about her. she is a pretty blonde.
i also unexpectly IM'ed a pretty hispanic slut today (she actually contacted me first). she has experience serving a domme and is fairly extreme in her tastes. she wants to be trained as my piss toilet and enjoys being fucked with large dildos in both her anal fuckhole and cunt fuckhole. i have not yet voice verified her, but she gave me her number and is probably real. she says she is 22, 5'2", and 112 lbs, so she is small and i like that. she is not a masochist but endures as much pain as she can. she lives in a few hours away and works as a barmaid and is willing to relocate. she is also bisexual.
i IM'ed skinnyslut today and she apologized for being unable to get away from her houseguest in time. she wants to speak to me and said she would be available tomorrow at 9 pm. we have not spoken much about sexual interests, but i know at least that she is a bright girl.
one of the sluts i spoke to before winter break at schools IM'ed me again and said she would be returning to school soon and wants to meet me soon. i know little about her, but i hope she is real and sincere. she previously told me she wanted to be trained as my personal toilet as well.
babyslut did not call me today at 10 pm and i think she may be scared away for good, but that is alright because i keep many other sluts in the wings. soon i will be as obedient as your japanese fuckpet...i hope.
i wish to find a male submissive to purchase fetish gear for me. i hope You will allow me to keep a boy toy to take me shopping because i do not feel confident about Domming girls as it is. i feel inexperienced and unable to exude a dominant presence. i feel that without toys and corsets, i cannot carry myself as a Domme to some girls. i want them to feel as though i am experienced and serious about controlling them. i know it will be easy for me to find a boy to take me shopping and i will not have to sleep with him in return. i also want a boy to practice using a strap on to fuck because i do not want to seem awkward and amateurish when i try to fuck a girl. i think it might be nice to practice corporal punishment as well as i am not sure i really understand how pain thresholds work. since i am pretty sure that You are not the type to take me shopping, i wish to keep boy toys for these purposes.
Master, i fucked my cunt and was very horny while remembering the time You allowed me to lick your asshole while i was required to jerk your Cock as You read a porn magazine. i become very wet when thinking about how You maintained strict standards about how i had to focus on your Cock while using my tongue to please your asshole. i remembered how i get so enthralled by your asshole that it becomes difficult for me to concentrate on both tasks. knowing that You make me the extremely depraved whore that i am meant to be makes me wet and makes me continue to want to serve You as your owned slut cunt.
i pray to your Cock to be allowed to serve You soon. i pray to be be able to atone through harsh punishment. i pray acquire local sluts for us and i pray to present many to You. Amen.
thank You,
kittyslut
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